What when someone impossible texts you back?
Synopsis
If you could spend just one more day with someone, who would it be?
When Lili sends a jokey ‘knock-knock’ message to her best friend Em, she doesn’t expect to hear back. Because – as Lili notices the chill in the air, and the little robin in her garden – she realises Christmas must be just around the corner once again. A whole year since she last saw Em.
But then this time someone replies. ‘Who’s there?’ It can’t possibly be Em, but Lili wants to believe it could be, and she hastily suggests meeting.
However when she gets to the meeting place, there only one other person there waiting. A man. And not just any man. The most handsome man Lili’s ever seen, Dylan… And he is also waiting for someone he’s been missing.
As the days get shorter and Autumn turns to Winter, will two lonely hearts spend another Christmas without their loved ones? Or can they welcome an unexpected friendship? Or maybe even more, if they can just help each other to focus on not what they’ve lost, but what they’ve found…
My review
Lili and Em used to be best friends for years and years. In fact, they were more like sisters than just friends. But now it has been a year since Lili saw Em the last time, and she for sure misses her friend. With that fateful date and Christmas just around the corner, Lili cannot stop herself and sends Em one of their stupid “knock – knock” jokes. Only to get the shock of her life when she gets a reply, the kind that Em would send. But it cannot possibly be Em, no matter how much Lili wishes it could be true. So when there are more text going back and forth, Lili decides she wants to meet up, because even if she knows that it cannot be Em, somehow, there is some hope… And at that meeting she meets Dylan, the most handsome man she has ever met. And just like Lili, he is waiting for someone. And then Lili’s and Dylan’s paths keep on crossing, and a friendship is slowly forming, as they can understand each other’s ache and missing like no one else can. But also each other’s sense of guilt. But can the passing of time dimmish the sense of missing, the ache and their guilt? And can Lili and Dylan see beyond what they have lost, and focus on what they have found instead?
I know that this author writes absolute marvellous stories, not only with amazing characters, but also with a story that will touch your heart, and will heal it after breaking it too a little bit.
And I have to admit, while I absolutely felt the pain Lili was feeling at the start of the book, my mind went a bit wild. Because just like Lili, I was thinking of so many possibilities of what could be happening, wishing and hoping that the most obvious answer somehow wouldn’t be the real one.
Lili’s pain is so palpable, my heart just broke to hers so broken. I cannot imagine how it feels to lose your best friend, without a proper goodbye, and carrying around guilt. Lili feels indeed guilty because she feels that she could have done more for her friend.
The feelings she is carrying around, are also not allowing her to move on. She hangs on to those feelings, she cannot let go of them, not truly living her life at the fullest. But don’t go thinking that Lili is a complete sad character, because she is not.
Of course what happened to Em has scarred her, but that didn’t take away Lili’s caring and gentle character. And we see that in so many aspects, not only in her job, but how she is *at* her job, how she is with the people there. But also how she stays in touch with Em’s parents, how she is still part of that family. And then there is that robin, visiting her every day…
So as a reader, I wanted nothing more for Lili to find happiness again, to get rid of her guilt and just enjoy life again. And then she meets Dylan…
Lili and Dylan meet and that answers at least a few questions we all had in our mind. But Dylan’s arrival is so much more than just answering those questions.
Because Dylan understands Lili on a level that not many could, because he knows what it means to miss someone so deeply that it truly hurts.
Reading how Lili finds someone, a complete stranger, and is able to open up to him, to tell him everything that she feels and fears, was bittersweet. Because Lili needs to have that kind of person, to alleviate her burdens.
And when their paths cross again, it for sure felt like the absolute right thing for the both of them!
The friendship that is growing between Lili and Dylan form, beside the feelings that they have in common, was just amazing to see. This friendship is exactly what the both of them need.
With this encounter both Lili and Dylan dare to look ahead of them again, letting go of the hurt and pain that used to keep them in a tight grip.
And even if it’s clear that there is something that Dylan is not telling Lili and us, even when the truth come out, I could understand Lili’s sense of betrayal, but I could also understand Dylan and where he is coming from.
In this book, we see how the past can hold us back, but also how it can take one person to make you start feeling the right sort of feelings again. And while I am not the kind of person that believes in the special sort of signs, I for sure believed that the robin came for a reason, and that Lili and Dylan meeting wasn’t just a matter of coincidence. A feeling that only grew stronger, the more the story evolved!
Samantha Tonge took me once again on a wonderful journey, that yes was filled with pain, hurt and guilt, but it is also filled with hope, peace and love. We read in this book how even if we are truly hurt, there are ways to look ahead again, and let our grief pass, even if we would do anything for just one extra day with them. This story for sure touched my heart and made me appreciated my loved ones even more, yet also filled me with hope, knowing that some encounters are just meant to be.
























