What’s more to say about my blog about books I’ve read?
Well, this is my blog about books I’ve read 😀.
I always liked reading books, and it all started on a very silly way… It’s always good to blame my dad, so he is the cause of my reading addiction.
When I was still a little girl, a looooooong time ago, I saw him always going to the bathroom with the newspaper. One day I wondered why he did that, so I took a book and tried to see the fun of that.
And since that day, you can find everywhere in the house a book of mine.
A while ago, I had the opportunity to review some books, and now a new opportunity came to post them on an own blog.
So here we are, my own blog!
I read books, and I will post my thoughts about them.
Some books I’ll like, some I won’t like that much…. but you can be sure that I’ll give you my personal and honest opinion about them.
How long can you hang on to a past that will never return?
Synopsis
When life changes in an instant, how do you find the courage to begin again? ❤️🩹
A&E doctor, Eve Bellingham’s life changed forever the night her fiancé Max was the victim of a brutal attack. Now, two years later, she has moved her life to Cornwall and is working at St Piran’s Hospital, helping his family cope as Max struggles with his devastating injuries.
But though Eve’s loyalty has never wavered, the man she loved is gone. Annie – Max’s mother – still clings to the hope that one day everything will return to how it was, but Eve isn’t so sure it ever will. Torn between duty and despair, Eve feels trapped in a life that no longer fits.
Then she meets Felix Grainger, the dedicated occupational therapist helping Max towards independence. With kindness and quiet strength, he awakens feelings Eve thought she’d lost forever.
To seize her second chance, Eve must risk breaking the only family she’s ever known. Because sometimes, letting go is the bravest way to begin again.
My review
Eve Bellingham had it all just two years ago, until one brutal attack destroyed her fiancé’s life and thus also hers. In order to have Max properly taken care of, not jus his family, but also Eve made the move to Cornwall. Even if Eve knows better, Max’s family, especially his mother, believe that one day the Max they all knew and loved, will return. However, at the moment Max is working hard to just gain his independence back, together with occupational therapist Felix Grainger, which is easier said than done. Though Eve hopes that Max will get better, she has lost the man she loved with all her heart. And even if her loyalty is always with Max and his family, nobody at St Piran’s Hospital know the complete story, no matter how wonderful all of Eve’s colleagues are. Despite Max’s family is the only family Eve ever had, when Felix starts to make Eve feel things she never thought to be feeling again, how can Eve ever think of starting again without the people she used to and still loves deeply?
Having read all the previous books of this series, I was sooooo ready for this next chapter! Because this wonderful author just manages book after book to write about great people, in a turmoil yes, but no matter what the characters are going through, there is always a ray of love, warmth, friendship and hope.
I haven’t found the love of my life (yet), but is there something more terrible than losing that person while there were still so many plans to make and execute? Well, in this book we see there is…
Because while it is terrible that Max has been brutally attacked, he did survive the assault. But the Max Eve has fallen in love with, that amazing man, is gone… I don’t understand the whole medical specifics about it, but it broke my heart to read how whole his personality has changed in just one night, by just pure bad luck, meeting the wrong person at the wrong time.
And it broke my heart to see Eve struggling. Of course Max is in a worse position, as he is the literal real victim of the assault, but it doesn’t take away that also his family and Eve are victims too. Because of course they want to give Max the best help possible, even if that means moving to Cornwall, and going for visits without having a warm welcome at all…
Eve shows in this book how loyal she is not only as a fiancée, but also as an almost – daughter – in – law. While it is clear that the life she had envisioned with Max is out of the question now, it is also obvious that her visits are becoming a chore and aren’t doing any good. Not to Eve, but not to Max either. And I don’t mean this in a bad way, but it is clear that what Eve and Max once had, is long gone.
Yet we see that despite that Eve doesn’t love Max the same way, she still truly cares about him, and wants him to get better. And the same applies for her feelings towards Max’s family.
Initially I found it a bit difficult to understand the dynamics, and why Eve finds it impossible to stand up against Annie, Max’s mother. But slowly, reading how Eve found with Max the family she always longed for, made me understand it all so much better.
I don’t know if I could do what Eve is doing for Max and his family, being the rock everyone needs her to be. Because who is Eve’s rock? Who is there to comfort her, to listen to her own fears and doubts, hopes and wishes? I am not saying that Max is being a burden, but the whole situations everyone is, is a burden. And I could understand why Eve is keeping her personal situation a secret from all the people in St Piran.
Because at the hospital, Eve can be ‘just Eve’, not ‘Max’s Eve’. At the hospital, Eve can be herself, forget in a way all the curveballs life has thrown.
But at the same time, keeping it all to herself, Eve is more alone and lonely. She keeps her distance from her lovely colleagues, out of fear. But it is obvious that all she needs, is to have all these wonderful people by her side.
And seeing how St Piran is working its magic on Eve, was just so heartwarming. Because everyone in St Piran is just being there for Eve, giving her the time and space she needs to open up about her life, to find that courage.
St Piran is exactly what Eve needs, because she needs to understand that while she still loves Max in a different way, she also has to allow to be free again, to be herself again, to find peace again, and even to find love again.
And why not let Felix help Eve to figure this all out?
Felix has also been through an emotional rollercoaster, and he may have moved back to Cornwall, but the past hasn’t let him completely go.
It is clear that the weight of that past is still haunting him, but at the same time, we also see that Felix is the kind of person that you can always turn to for help. His demons hasn’t turned him in to a cynical person, on the contrary, it has made him more adamant to help those in need.
We see this not only with his interaction with Max, but also in so many other moments, where his kindness and availability truly shine.
So is it truly that mysterious why there is an attraction between Eve and Felix? Absolutely not. Because Eve needs to understand that letting go of Max is the right thing to do, for her own sanity in a way. But Felix also understands that Eve needs time to come to terms with it.
In a way, I found this a sad story too. Because Eve is trapped in a way, in a situation she cannot see how to get out of it. She loves the people that are more family than her own family, but is it fair for her to keep hanging on to what has been? To be forced in a way to clinging on a past, seeking for revenge, instead of forgiving and moving on.
But while this is a sad story in a way, it is also a beautiful, wonderful, heartwarming and even eye-opening story. Because it is perhaps easy to hang onto the past, but it takes courage to stand up for yourself in a way, letting go of all the ‘what – ifs’ that are circling in your head. It takes courage to open up, to let people back in. It takes courage to understand that choosing yourself isn’t always a selfish act. Because everyone, you included, deserve to be love and be loved unconditionally, deserve to follow the happiness.
And Jo Bartlett wrote all of this in a story that will break your heart, will warm your heart, will touch your heart. This story for sure didn’t let me go that easily, but even as just a reader, it was absolutely worth the emotional rollercoaster I went through!
When she unexpectedly loses her husband, Yvonne Kellerman’s world turns quiet and grey. Five years on, her days are filled with the gentle chatter of her loyal parrot, Trevor, and the comfort of her crafting table—but she can’t shake the feeling that life is slipping her by and Yvonne feels lost and lonelier than ever.
When she joins the local crafting club at Willowdale Village Hall, Yvonne expects nothing more than a few afternoons of sewing. Instead, amongst the other local crafters, she discovers friendship, laughter and a renewed appreciation for her gorgeous Lake District home. It’s a reminder that she isn’t alone and, with each new stitch, her confidence returns, and so does her belief that it’s never too late for fresh starts and new beginnings.
When a familiar face from her past reappears, Yvonne finds herself standing at a crossroads: will she protect her heart, or embrace the chance to love—and truly live—again?
My review
Yvonne Kellerman has a lovely life with her husband. But after losing him unexpectedly, her world has turned lonely. Yes, she has some lovely neighbours, but when even her best friend is moving away, and the neighbourhood doesn’t feel all that warm and cosy anymore with all the new families around, Yvonne feels that life is slipping away and she realizes that something has to change before she feels truly all alone on the world. So when she hears about a local crafting club at Willowdale Village Hall, with a little bit of fear in her shoes, Yvonne decides to go over. And slowly, after spending several afternoon sewing, Yvonne finds new friends with the local crafters, and her life starts to shine a little bit brighter. And slowly, stitch after stitch, not only is her passion returning, but also her own confidence. And with her new friends, Yvonne starts to understand that it is never too late to start again, especially when someone unexpected from her past reappears…
It is not a secret that I absolutely adore Jessica Redland. If she would be living in Belgium, or just nearer my home, I think I would have a restraining order from her 😊
With every book Jessica writes, I find it so easy to connect with the main characters, and it is just devouring time when reading, as each time it is such a compelling story. Although I was a tiny bit afraid with this book, as Yvonne is in a complete different stage in her life than I am. It is a fact that Yvonne is a bit older than me, and has been through a lot already.
But I should not have doubted Jessica for a minute, because even if Yvonne’s life and mine are completely different, I connected with her too immediately, and I understood her with her every thought, feeling, doubt and emotion.
There is something about Yvonne, right from the start, that makes you wonder how her life has been. Because it is obvious that she is still grieving over the loss of her lovely husband, who was also her best friend. But it is also clear that that isn’t all there is to tell about Yvonne.
Even if my situation is nothing like Yvonne’s, I could perfectly understand and even feel the loneliness and loss Yvonne is feeling at the start of the book. And her sense of not belonging in her neighbourhood anymore, was also something I could understand. Because life goes on for everyone, and no matter how lovely the neighbourhood used to be, and what great friendships Yvonne has built over the years, change always is coming.
And unfortunately, seeing how the new neighbours aren’t that neighbourly as Yvonne expected them to be, it is also something very recognizable. Because let’s be honest, who does truly know their neighbours? Who truly goes for just a coffee? Not the younger of us, that’s for sure. And while I sometimes curse my elder neighbours, and their lack of distance at moments, I also appreciate the fact that especially those older than me, are just a shout away if I would ever need a helping hand!
I admired Yvonne as she finds the courage to go to the local crafting club. And while I admired her, I also felt more alike her, reading about her trepidation of entering the village hall on her own. I hate entering a new place on my own, I would rather run away, so I completely understood Yvonne’s fears.
Of course it is clear that Yvonne will enter the local crafting club, and that things will start to change for her, for the better. But I still was happy to see her enter the hall, even if she doesn’t truly have a choice there, doesn’t she 😊.
I loved reading how warm and welcoming everyone is, seeing Yvonne becoming a part of their little crafting community. And it warmed my heart reading how Yvonne has found her happy place. A happy place where not only she has found her kind of people, but a place where she can be herself, but where she is also becoming a person to go to.
And with her finding her peace and confidence again, having found a safe place, she has found people that she can trust, and open up to about her past, and what is tormenting her.
As a child, I used to have a journal, who hasn’t, but I never though about it how the journal is being used in this story, as an adult. And while I still don’t see it doing it myself, I can see the appeal of it, how it can be liberating.
And with Yvonne taking the task of journalling very serious, I could see how it helps her letting go of things she cannot change, but also how it helps her looking forward to a future of her own making in a way.
Especially letting go of the past is a huge task for Yvonne. She has been through a lot while growing up and while it may not have been an easy choice she made then, I could understand what drove her to make those choices. Yet it also felt that she has been missing out a lot, and even a chance of a happier, a more being loved life.
It sounds rather strange, but you just need to read the book to understand what I am talking about, and it will all be making sense…
There is the resurface of an old face in this story, but it didn’t feel at all that that was the point of the story. I truly believe that Jessica wants to show us that no matter what age you are, it is never too late to step outside, meet new people, make new friends, and just start again. It may all sound very scary, but the reward you will get instead will be worth of it all!
Jessica once again wrote a marvellous story, making me feel all the possible emotions once again. And as I am used now with this wonderful author, I have the need to read more, but also to read less. I want to know how it will end, but I don’t want to say goodbye yet…
If you need to read an inspiring story, need a little nudge to get outside yourself, go on, pick up this book and get inspired. Because after all, why wait for tomorrow if you can start today?
A quiet house. A rented room. And a December that changes everything.
Laura never imagined Christmas could feel so empty. Grieving her grandmother and struggling to keep her Vermont home, she’s barely staying afloat. The bills are piling up, and the old house needs more than she can give. Reluctantly, she rents her spare room to Jack, a quiet contractor from Boston, expecting nothing more than a tenant.
Jack spends his days at the hospital, watching machines keep his father alive. He’s distant and burdened, and the last thing he’s looking for this Christmas is joy or romance. Renting Laura’s room is simply a convenience.
But amid leaking faucets, chilly nights, and the soft glow of holiday lights, a connection begins to grow between them—fragile, warm, and impossible to ignore.
One December evening draws them closer, yet is it simply a way to comfort each other, or is it something real?
Between grief, desire, and the town that leans on them both, Laura and Jack must decide if love can grow even in the hardest season.
My review
This Christmas is a struggling one for Laura. She is grieving the loss of her grandmother, and while she loves her inherited home, she find it difficult financially. And now even her hours as a barista have been cut back… She sees no other option that renting out her spare room to Jack, in order to make at least some extra money. Jack isn’t in the house a lot, as he spends his days at the hospital, by the side of his estranged father. Yet he cannot ignore the struggles Laura is having with the house. And with his knowledge, why should he not help Laura out? And the more time Laura and Jack are spending together, the more they realize that not only they are going through or have been through the same things, and a connection starts to grow. But Jack is only staying for his father, and will have to return to Boston, so what could ever come from getting closer? So is what they are feeling just for this season, or for the future too?
There is something truly sad when the Christmas period is arriving, and you are not in the mood for it, as you are (still) grieving over the loss of a loved one.
And that for sure is the case with Laura. I could truly feel her pain and grief right from the start of the book. And I could understand her lack of wanting to celebrate Christmas, as everything would remind her of her beloved grandmother.
To make things even worse, while it is lovely that Laura inherited her grandmother’s house, it is in need of a lot of TLC. Yet Laura does not have the financial possibilities to renovate the place she loves. And that is so saddening, seeing Laura in difficulties and wanting to make everything work but she cannot. And on top of that, the little income she has, is she losing as her hours are being cut back, bit by bit…
So while with trepidation but without any other option, she rents out her spare room… I don’t know if I would be able to let a complete stranger in my home, even he came recommended. I read and saw too many thrillers and horrors for that 😊.
And while for sure Laura is winning on the pity – points, Jack is scoring high on it too…
I am counting my blessings, as I am lucky that both my parents are still around. But I also realize that a time will come that I will have to say goodbye…
Seeing how Jack is spending each day at the hospital, at his father’s bed, not knowing if he will ever wake up, just broke my heart. Not only that, but learning that the relationship has been a strained one, and Jack is filled with regret, so sad!
We see with his story, how things can escalate and sometimes even getting too late to fix what has been broken. Makes me appreciate the good relationships in my life once again.
But before you think this is a story filled with darkness and doom, it is absolutely not!
Because Laura and Jack living together is exactly what they need in their lives. Laura understands like no one else what Jack is going through and what he is feeling. And Jack may be right what Laura needs, and not just because he is handy and fixes her house where (much) needed. But Jack gives Laura understanding, and allows her to feel her pain.
And what helps bringing them closer, is they kindness and care, especially for others. Because both Laura and Jack, despite the struggles they are facing, do not hesitate to offer helping hands towards the people of Laura’s community that need that hand.
Whether it is with doing groceries, preparing meals, or installing much needed aiding tools in their homes, Laura and Jack find a passion for altruism, out of the kindness of their hearts. If only there were more Lauras and Jacks in the world…
As Laura and Jack are so alike, it’s obvious that they are getting closer… And it was lovely to read how these people in pain and grief find each other. Just because you are in a bad place and moment in your life, it doesn’t mean that nothing good and great can come your way. And at Christmas everything is possible, right?
Of course, even when good things come your way, it isn’t all that straightforward or easy, as we also clearly see with Laura and Jack. And with so many question marks in both their lives, their connection and feelings for each other is adding only more questions.
A novella is in my opinion always too short, especially with lovely characters as Laura and Jack. But it is also nice that you can finish this story in just one session. And with so many inspiring moments, with strong characters (even if they are hurt), and with so much warmth, love and care for each other and others, what’s not to love about this wonderful novella!
Laura Huntley’s worked hard for her legal career and she dreams of the future lifestyle she and her workaholic boyfriend, Rob, could share. Her bubbly flatmate, Nadia, can’t imagine why she’d want anything else.
When Laura returns to the charming Hampshire village of Tillingham where she grew up, to care for her grandmothers pets, Tibbles the cat and the Coronation Chickens, while Granny’s in Sorrento, she’s dismayed to find that A Little Treat, the village stores and teashop she loved as a girl, is about to close down. Unless the villagers can club together to buy it and turn it into a community shop, it will become another Airbnb and the heart will go out of Tillingham.
Can the committee chair, the cricket-playing curate, the Reverend Matthew Causton, and Laura’s friends, new and old, pull things together in time to save the shop?
And can Laura’s ex, sexy gentleman farmer, James Irving-McDonald, mean it when he says after all these years that she’s The One and he’ll stop at nothing to get her back?
My review
Laura Huntley is working hard on her legal career, and is dreaming of a future with her boyfriend Rob, who also happens to be her boss. Returning back home in Tillingham hasn’t been on her priority list. However, when her grandmother needs her to look after Tibbles the cat and the Coronation Chickens, Laura feels it has her duty to go back home, also because of all the sacrifices her Granny made for her, even if Rob isn’t that enthusiastic about her sudden departure, even if Laura is adamant to work from distance. As it has been a while since Laura has been back, a lot has been changed, but a lot hasn’t. Everyone obviously recognizes Laura and know everything about her. But Laura is shocked that A Little Treat, a villages stores and teashop is about to close. Laura finds herself persuaded to join everyone from the village to save the heart of Tillingham. But do they have enough resources and forces to save the shop? Meanwhile, Laura is also struggling with a more distant Rob, and a former boyfriend, James, who is persistent to win her over again, and claiming that she is The One, even if his behaviour may show differently…
Why is it that stories about main characters that have left their homebase and for one reason or another have to return, are so appealing?
As I am truly homebound, I cannot imagine moving so far away from my home, and not visiting for a long time. But that is me, and I know that not everyone has the same feelings, even if nothing spectacular happened, that they never returned home. Sometimes life gets in the way, and that’s it.
In a way, right from the start, I felt sorry for Laura. While she is pursuing her legal career, it is obvious that it isn’t where her heart truly was, and that she did it more at the insistence of her Granny. And the way Rob behaves at work, is anything but professional, and I felt that it could also threaten her career, if someone would discover them.
Not only how Rob behaves at work, but I couldn’t see any real sparks flying between them, making me wonder if they were truly so well fitted. And then I am not talking about Rob’s reaction when Laura tells him that she is needed in Tillingham…
On the other hand, I liked it how Laura didn’t gave in, and showed a determination to do the right thing, and be there for her Granny.
It is no surprise that when Laura is back in Tillingham, she realizes that many things have stayed the same. Everyone immediately recognizes her, and quickly Laura is also reminded of all the things she used to love.
But as time has passed, many things have also changed. Whether it’s for the better or not, that is the question. I could understand Laura’s heartbreak when learning that a place that has brought her so much joy and happiness in the past, A Little Treat is going to be sold.
And with Laura finding herself involved with the whole village in an attempt to buy it and use it as a real community centre somehow, the story truly takes off.
I found it sweet to read how Laura is making new friends, but also rekindles some old friends. I saw it as something Laura truly needed, to find honest and real people.
Because I have to admit, both Rob as Laura’s best friend Nadia, I never warmed towards them. And without giving anything away, I was proved right…
The same I have to say about James… there has been no contact between Laura and James for years, and suddenly Laura is The One? I found that very difficult to believe to be honest… And James’s behaviour was not something I would appreciate if I were in Laura’s shoes.
I could understand Laura’s doubts somehow, and her inability to keep completely her distance from James, as he acts in a way that Rob doesn’t. Yet she never crosses a line with him, and that I liked. Because I don’t know if I could keep on liking Laura if that line would have been crossed…
While there is the storyline of Laura and her love life, it didn’t feel like that was the major storyline for me. I saw it more as a young woman finding direction in her life again, finding what makes her heart beat faster, or even skip a beat. Laura in this book has a lot to think about, decisions to make, to understand which direction she wants her life to take.
I enjoyed reading this story, as it shows how the right priority can make you reconsider past choices, but also future choices.
A fake relationship, marriage of convenience 1830s romance.
How to court…
A convenient countess!
When blacksmith Thorn Ackerman was announced as the new Earl of Gadmin, his life changed instantly! Not least because if he’s to secure his inheritance, he must marry. So, now Thorn must begin his hunt for a convenient bride…
Desperate to escape her demanding family, a practical union with Thorn could be Hypatia Quincy’s ticket to freedom. Especially when Thorn has made it clear that they’ll be saying “I do” to a business deal, not a real marriage. That is until their newfound desire poses a very real danger to their purely on-paper arrangement…
From Harlequin Historical: Your romantic escape to the past.
My review
Thorn Ackerman never expected that his life as a blacksmith would change into the life as the new Earl of Gadmin. However, no matter how alluring the life of an Earl is, Thorn quickly learns that his inheritance is at risk and it’s up to him to secure it. The only way to do that, is to marry well. But finding a willing and wealthy bride is easier said than done. Until Thorn meets Hypatia Quincy, who is ready to escape her own demanding family. With both needing something from each other, a deal is quickly made, with also clear expectations. However, with both wanting Thorn’s estate to do well, and with ideas bringing them to fruition, Thorn and Hypatia are discovering that there is a desire and attraction between them that they cannot ignore, yet could jeopardize the deal they made…
Having read several book with this genre, I have seen a lot. Especially situations where a marriage is a necessary need, for one reason or another. Yet these stories, with perhaps predictable endings, are always able to poke my curiosity.
And once again, I was pleasantly surprised with the direction of the story, because no matter that the ending is predictable, it is the characters’ journey that makes it an interesting story to read.
For people with normal lives, it for sure is a strange concept, marrying out of need and duty instead out of love. However, in this book it is obvious that Thorn and Hypatia don’t really have another choice.
Thorn finds himself being an Earl out of the blue, while in fact he enjoyed his life as a blacksmith. While it would seem like a fairytale, having suddenly a certain status, Thorn quickly learns that perhaps his normal life was not so bad at all.
Just like Thorn, I was a bit shocked seeing the state of his new home. And it is clear Thorn is out of his depth with trying to find a way to make it all work again.
I admired that determination that Thorn shows in this book. It would have been easy to just give up and go back to his former life. Yet the way he tries to find ways to make it all work, is truly amazing.
And while I never liked swine in particular, it was sweet to see how Thorn not only truly cares about the animals, but also bonds with one little piglet. Isn’t it true that you see one’s real character the way he is around animals?
I could see in so many how well – fitted Thorn and Hypatia would be, despite the weird way they got together.
I was truly saddened to read how Hypatia has been seen and treated by her own family. It felt to me that she was more a maid then a daughter or a sister. And that made me understand her need to get away from them.
So even if she is getting married to a compete stranger, anything would be an update compared to living with her parent, wouldn’t it?
What I absolutely loved in this story is that no matter how less Hypatia and Thorn know each other, they just get along so well. Often in books with this trope, the freshly married couple don’t get along and then something starts to change.
But here, Thorn and Hypatia understand each other right from the start, and together they are for sure a great pair. Not only do they find ways to turn their situation for the better, but also on a personal level they are just so…
The attraction between them is palpable, and the sparks even fly higher just because they also connect on many other levels.
However, how delightful it was to see these two characters getting closer and closer, it also saddened me how doubts, self-doubts and even the interference of others, were putting a damper on whatever Thorn and Hypatia are feeling and how it threatens to tear their bond apart.
Both Thorn and Hypatia are learning in this book who they truly are, that their background or current status doesn’t define them. What matters is what’s in your heart. They both are even afraid of their feelings, and coming clean about them. And I could understand that trepidation, but as a reader I was just rooting for the both of them, just moments away from literally screaming of not being afraid.
I loved reading this book, showing us that women can be strong characters, and that men can show their vulnerability. But what I loved the most was reading how these two wonderful yet hurt and bit fearful people find each other and become a strong, understanding couple. They are in fact a force to be reckoned with, but also a couple that give everyone a chance and aren’t prejudiced at all.
Just a wonderful, sweet, inspiring, strong story that I devoured! And yes, the presence of some sweet little animals added a nice little extra to like even more!
When Africa is the setting of a story, but also many secrets
Synopsis
RNA – ROMANTIC NOVELISTS ASSOCIATION – FINALIST for the Joan Hessayon Award!
Sometimes the greatest discoveries are those of the heart.
Journalist Kate Harper arrives in Africa to write about poaching just as an orphaned rhino calf is being airlifted to safety. Reeling from the loss of both her parents in a car accident, she is immediately drawn to the calf and the man who rescued it.
Ex-soldier Ryan Brown has dedicated his life to protecting wildlife. When a rhino is killed on his watch, he’s forced to acknowledge there is an informer in his team and he won’t stop until he finds out who it is.
Kate and Ryan are soon thrown into the shady world of wildlife crime and as the investigation intensifies, so too does the chemistry between them.
But Kate’s secret reason for her visit to South Africa and Ryan’s troubled army past threaten to tear them apart. As they close in on the poaching syndicate, Kate makes a shocking discovery and finds herself torn between blood ties and new beginnings.
Will Kate and Ryan put the past to rest and find a future together in the beautiful African bush?
Secrets at Sunset is a gripping tale of love, betrayal and the fight to protect what matters most.
‘Adventure and Romance under African skies’– Janice Horton, Contemporary Romantic Fiction Author
‘A thought-provoking, poignant romantic suspense set in beautiful South Africa.’ – Susan Buchanan, Contemporary Women’s fiction and Romantic Comedy Author
My review
After losing her parents, Kate Harper grabs the opportunity to go to Africa to write an article about poaching. The fact that her best friend is running a wildlife sanctuary, for sure comes in handy to get the job. But that is not only the only reason Kate needs to go to Africa, because she has made a shocking discovery about herself that she needs to get to the bottom of it. Upon her arrival though, she sees how a baby rhino calf is being airlifted to safety. And the man that helped the poor calf, Ryan Brown, has dedicated his life to save animals from the brutality of men. Both Kate and Ryan are searching for the truth and the criminals that are hunting on animals. And the more time they are spending together, not only the more dangerous their quest is, but the more the mutual attraction starts too hard to ignore. However, with Kate not being completely honest about her reasons for being in Africa, and Ryan’s past in the army and the betrayal he has faced previously, is Africa the place where they find all the answers and perhaps even a future together?
I have to admit, the only time I saw the amazing creatures that rhinos are, are when I recently went to a zoo, and yes, even awarded as the best zoo of Europe. But I have never seen these creatures in their natural habitat, let not even talk about seeing them in Africa.
Yet it for sure sounds majestic, not only visiting Africa, but also seeing all these feral animals in their natural habitat!
But rather early in this book, we are also confronted with ugliness… Ugliness of people, their selfishness, thirst for money…
Just like Kate, I was shocked reading how a rhino has been brutally murdered and how its calf is still fighting for its own precious life… And while perhaps I didn’t connect with the calf like Kate did (although my heart broke for it), I could understand why Kate did exactly that.
I am still counting my blessings that I still have both my parents, and I dread the day I will lose them. But losing both your parents at the same time, by an accident, without being able to say a last goodbye to them… I could comprehend Kate’s feeling of loss, grief, and loneliness.
Unfortunately, that is not all, as Kate also discovers a secret that her lovely parents have been keeping, involving herself…
And her going to Africa, with the “excuse” of the article she has to write, gives her not only the opportunity to visit her best friend, but do some personal digging too.
Upon her arrival in Africa, the first person she meets, is Ryan. And what a first encounter that was. In the middle of the save – the – rhino – action, Kate and Ryan meet. And I liked it somehow how Ryan is only focussed on the calf, showing that his priority at that moment is saving a life, and nothing else.
I have to say, liking Ryan from the start wasn’t easy. I could see his care and passion for the animals, but he also keeps his distance from people. And yes, he can be a grump sometimes too.
But the more I got to know Ryan, the more I understood where he was coming from. Having been in the army is no joke, and what he has been through there, is just terrible. I can only try to imagine how difficult it can be to move on from that, and have a ‘normal’ life.
On top of that, he has also been burnt by love, as he put his trust in someone, who ended up betraying not only him, but also his friends and loved ones…
So can you blame the guy’s wariness? I don’t think so…
There may be some kind of matchmaking in the process, as Kate and Ryan are somehow finding themselves spending more time together, with Ryan explaining the works and how important it is to protect the animals. But at the same time, under the African sun, Kate starts to see Ryan more for the man he truly is, and not the angry, closed man she believed him to be.
Beside the romance taking off, with several ups and downs, misunderstandings and wariness between Kate and Ryan, there are of course several mysteries that need to be solved. Not only about the poachers, and how entwined that illegal matter is, but also Kate’s search for personal answers.
Mysteries and secrets that are risky, dangerous even. And seeing how Ryan is becoming protective of Kate, shows again his care. And even when Kate does things on her own, infuriating Ryan furthermore, the anger is obviously because of a kind of fear, and again the want to protect Kate.
Kate and Ryan are going through a lot in this book, not only because of their quests, but also and more important on an emotional level. It is always easy to say you have to let people in. But when your heart is broken, how can you just do that? And with there being a lot of unsaid things between Kate and Ryan, I could understand the lack of trust from both sides. The lack of trust, and not being ready to be completely open and honest. Although for the readers, it was bit frustrating to read how Ryan and Kate keep on clashing! 😊
This book took me truly on an African journey, making me wonder about its beauty, but also shiver about the ugliness of people. But the author showed me, on a more important level, that even the most hurt and pained people can fall in love, not just with a place, but with each other too. And it may be a real rollercoaster to go through, with courage, determination, growing trust, ups and downs, love may be a scary feeling, but worth fighting for!
The head of the Irish mafia killed my family. Then made me his wife.
Patrick Mahoney erased my bloodline in one brutal night. His answer to my father’s betrayal?
Total annihilation.
But he missed one.
Me.
Instead of finishing the job, he’s claimed me—bound me to him with a ring instead of a bullet.
Now I’m trapped in a marriage forged in blood and vengeance with my family’s executioner.
For him, it’s strategy, a twisted merger of violence and power. For me, it’s survival.
But grief hasn’t made me meek—it’s made me dangerous. I fight him at every turn—his cruelty with defiance, his dominance with rebellion.
Yet the more time we spend together, the more our mutual hatred warps into something far more terrifying.
Because what started with murder and revenge…
Might just end in love.
My review
Sorcha grew up as part of a mafia family. Even if she has seen and heard it all, as being the youngest and a girl, she never has been involved in the McCarthy business. Being a member of an (in)famous Irish mafia family, isn’t easy. But nothing prepared her for how her life is going to change at the hand of her enemy, Patrick Mahoney. Because as a retaliation, he killed her whole family, assuming that Sorcha has been killed too. Upon realizing that Sorcha survived the brutal attack, Patrick decides to use her for his own benefits, to strengthen his power as Irish mob boss. But Sorcha may be forced to wed Patrick, she won’t bend to his will… She is ready to fight him in every possible way. But then something starts to shift…
Being an Italian, I often joke that people shouldn’t mess with me with, because you know, I am Italian. But as I am just joking about it, I know that the mafia, whether Italian, Irish or another nationality, is a serious, criminal and terrifying matter… So the further I stay away from anything linked to mafia, the better, just like any rational person would do.
Of course, reading books where mafia is involved, and a spicy story, is a whole different matter. And when it is an amazing collaboration of awesome authors…
Obviously, in a mafia romance spicy book, there will be things that I condone. Already at the start, where a joyous event should be taking place, ends in a horrific way. And that is the catalyst of more blood spilling.
And yes, it angered me a little bit how Patrick retaliated, and how he wants to use Sorcha for his own benefit. But on a more ‘criminal’ mindset, I could understand where he is coming from.
Where Patrick’s behaviour angered me, my heart broke for Sorcha. Even if the relationship with her family was a complicated one (well, duh), she just lost everything and everyone at once, at the hand of just one angry and vengeful person…
I liked Sorcha fierceness in this story, as she is willing to literally fight for her freedom, as she for sure will never bow or kneel for Patrick. But at the same time, we also see her loving character, as she deeply wants to protect the most innocent character in this whole book.
A character that Patrick isn’t afraid to use as leverage, but we also see that beside his ruthless character, there is something else to him.
Something that Sorcha slowly also starts to see, something that allows her to poke the bear a little bit, as she is allowed to say things in a way that no one else ever was allowed to say. This shows that beside the mutual hatred, there is something simmering between them.
I have to say, there is some “action” taking place between Sorcha and Patrick, and while I can understand the need of the both of them, and even Sorcha’s desire to “do a good job”, but Patrick’s behaviour in the after – moments for sure shocked me…
And yet, we see some severe melting taking place, beside some hot, scorching bits. We see how these two sworn enemies, with Sorcha being forced marrying Patrick, are forming an alliance against other enemies. And we see how that frail alliance is shifting, how it makes both Patrick and Sorcha develop feelings that they never expected to feel, especially for each other.
So while perhaps the setting and the environment are a toxic one, the growing strength and feelings we see between Sorcha and Patrick is what I loved about this book. We see how even the most gruesome events can be the start of finding someone that you may despise at first, but how forced proximity can give you a better understanding of your enemy and that perhaps that enemy isn’t only an enemy, but also an ally and something more.
Now, this is obviously only applicable in fiction and not in real life 😊
This collaboration is for sure one that absolutely works, and I cannot wait what the wicked minds these wonderful queens have, can come up with next!
Can one kiss in the past that changed everything, be forgotten?
Synopsis
A scorching forbidden billionaire romance. If you love forced proximity, forbidden romance, and chemistry that burns off the page, this is your next obsession. Perfect for fans of Ana Huang, TL Swan and Meghan Quinn 💋✨
✨ Forbidden romance
✨ Forced proximity
✨ Best friend’s little sister
✨ Off-limits billionaire
Theo
Making my first billion? Easy. Surviving Sadie — and her three-year-old — moving in? Pure torture. She’s my best friend’s little sister, the one girl I should never touch. Especially after that reckless kiss seven years ago…the kiss that ruined everything.
Now she’s here, under my roof, in every corner of my thoughts. Vulnerable. Off-limits. And so beautiful it hurts. I promised myself I’d protect her, keep my distance. But every laugh, every accidental touch, makes it harder to remember why I ever said no.
Sadie
I ran to Theo for safety, but the moment I walked through his door, I knew I wasn’t just in danger from my ex—I was in danger of falling again. He thinks he’s protecting me, keeping his distance. But every smouldering look says otherwise.
And every night, I wonder: what if I kissed him again? He thinks he’s just helping. But he doesn’t see how he’s rewiring my heart—how my daughter already adores him. I’m supposed to be surviving, not falling. But I know what I want…him. His hands. His mouth. His body. Even if it’s the one thing he swore I couldn’t have…
An irresistibly steamy billionaire romance filled with forbidden desire, angst and second chances!
Praise for Rachael Stewart:
“It has all the ingredients of a delicious billionaire romance but it’s full of tenderness, compassion and decadently sweet heat, too. I devoured it!” Author Laura Carter
‘WOW! Rachael Stewart keeps getting better and better! Heat and sizzle seduce you while emotion sneaks in and slaps you upside the head. This sexy, heartfelt book has it all!!’ USA Today Bestseller Amy Andrews
‘Stewart’s writing grabs you by the collar and drags you straight into a world of toe-curling heat and slow-burn healing. I fell for Theo as hard and fast as Sadie did—and loved every smouldering second of it.’ bestselling author Lily Parker
‘I can see BookTok going wild over this one.’ Reader Review
‘I was hooked really quickly into this and finished it in less than 24hours, I just didn’t want to put it down!’ Reader Review
‘It had some delightfully spicy moments in it and they were HOT!’ Reader Review
‘It’s a really enjoyable & entertaining read. I loved it & can’t wait for the next!’ Reader Review
My review
Sadie has been in love with Theo ever since she met him. But Theo being best friends with Sadie’s sister, complicated things. Yet seven years ago, Sadie kissed him, changing everything between them, and not for the better. Now Sadie is looking for shelter and protection after an abusive relationship. And staying at Theo’s place is the only option for her and her little girl. Even if Sadie is still haunted by what she has been through, and Theo keeping his distance, the fire he once used to ignite in her, is simpering back to life. But Sadie is not ready to open up for another man again, especially not the man that already broke her heart once… However, how long can they resist each other and how long until the walls fall down?
I have read several of this author’s book, and even if you would think the ending would be predictable, isn’t it journey that matters and not the result? And this book for sure was a heck of a great journey!
I have to admit, I kinda know what it felt like for Sadie, being in love with a friend of your sibling. While in my personal case, it was more of an innocent infatuation, I could relate with Sadie, seeing that person, knowing that perhaps nothing could ever come from it.
And it made sense to me, how a Sadie made a choice, a decision to move from him, and get away with a man that claims to love her. In retrospect it is obviously the wrong decision, but I could understand why Sadie went away.
However, it truly broke my heart to see in what state Sadie returned back home… From what we have seen from her past, it is obvious that she was a spirited young woman, enjoying her life. And yet the Sadie that returned is a courageous one, able to step away from the abuse, but just an empty shell compared to the past Sadie.
Of course Sadie is wary of everyone and every sound, wouldn’t you be if you were her? I cannot understand how people can treat others the way her ex did. How on earth is that not only anything but love, but why get a kick out of that power? Getting to know more about Sadie and what she has been through, made my blood boil!
The only silver lining that came out of the relationship, is sweet little Lottie. This little girl is in my opinion the ray of light in this book, for everyone. She gives Sadie the strength to get out of the relationship and built a new life again, but Lottie is also the one that melts Theo’s heart.
Theo is the perfect example of a workaholic. And sure, it paid off as he is a wealthy man now. But just like in his apartment, it is all blank. His life is work, and he has no room for anything else.
Now, don’t get me wrong, he isn’t a selfish man, or a bad man, he is just focused on his job. The fact that (perhaps even reluctantly at first), he opens his home for Sadie and Lottie, shows his compassion and care. And in a way, I also believe that he would do the same even if Sadie wasn’t his best friend’s little sister…
The fact that there is some ‘history’ between them, something that they never spoke about ever again, just adds an extra layer of discomfort between Sadie and Theo, but much more fun for the readers. I was eager to know if it would ever be addressed again, and how things would evolve between them.
It felt like the story of Sadie and Theo was some kind of quid pro quo. Sadie finds a safe place to stay, and with Theo’s help, gets over her fears and finds the strength and courage to step outside in the light again (literally and figuratively speaking). Meanwhile, Theo gets not only to understand that there is more to life than just work. He learns that chaos can be a beautiful thing, that allowing feelings, emotions and love in your life is life – altering.
Obviously there are several struggles in this book to overcome. There is the fact that Sadie and Theo are having or developing feelings that perhaps they shouldn’t have, as Theo is best friends with Sadie’s sister. There is the serious matter of abusive relationships and the fear it inflicts. There is the matter of a strained relationship between siblings. There is wariness about everything and everyone.
However, there are so many good things that are taking place in this book. There is of course a lot of strength and courage, there is a lot of care and love, there is protectiveness and care. And there is the matter of what we would do for love. Love for a child, love for a sibling, love for a friend, love for the person we truly love.
Rachael Stewart put so much in this story, showing us the ugliness of people, but most important, the resilience of people, the strength of people, the strength of love too. As usual with Rachael Stewart’s books, I just devoured so easily, that at the end I even regretted reaching the end so quickly!
A dramatic, forced proximity Viking romance where forbidden love becomes hard to resist…
A forbidden desire…
…for his enemy captor!
Mourning his wife and unborn child, Saxon warrior Ryce has found solace behind the walls of a monastery and become a priest-in-training. Then Viking shieldmaiden Alivia, blazing with righteous fury, attacks and takes Ryce captive.
Ryce must resist the spark between him and his captor. For he’s vowed to devote his life to the priesthood, and to her, he represents the enemy who killed her family. Forced to work together to protect their people, impetuous and fierce Alivia reignites his warrior instincts. Now Ryce has a choice: return to his duty, or embrace a new future with Alivia by his side?
From Harlequin Historical: Your romantic escape to the past.
My review
Alivia is a Viking shieldmaiden, that raids Christian settlements with an unseen fury. That is because she is working with a vengeance, as the Christians took away who she loved the most. So when together with her brother and her people, she is on another raid, which includes raiding a monastery, Alivia doesn’t even hesitate to threaten priest – in – training Ryce. But what she doesn’t know is that Ryce used to be a Saxon warrior who would do anything to protect the young boy in his charge. With his life and the boy’s life on the line, Ryce agrees to go to Alivia’s settlement, as long as nobody will harm him or Aldfrith, nor sell them into slavery. But when there appears to be another enemy looming around the corner, Alivia and Ryce are joining forces and fight for their freedom. And then the pair of them realize that hatred isn’t the only feeling they are having for each other… But with both having had their hearts broken in the past, and the imminent departure of Ryce and Aldfrith, what good could ever come of getting closer?
Vikings and Saxons, a rivalry that for sure spiked a lot of imagination for authors and readers. So when this wonderful author gave me the opportunity to read this story, how could I possibly refuse?
Now, first I need to get something off my chest… I believe that the title of the book doesn’t give a good representation of the story itself, as it may let you think it will go a certain direction, to only realize while reading that the title doesn’t fit the story itself. It’ a great title, but perhaps not for this great story.
Because this is an amazing story, do not think otherwise!
What I liked about this story perhaps the most, was Alivia. Because she is a fierce, strong young woman. And yes, there are plenty of other stories with fierce young women, but in this book Alivia is in the midst of the action, using weapons and fighting against her enemy.
But on the other hand, my heart also broke for her, after learning about the losses she has to endure, and the way she had lost her loved ones. Nobody, past or present, should ever go trough what Alivia has been through. I could understand her anger and her thirst for revenge, yet I wanted her also to understand that you cannot tar everyone with the same brush. No matter what religion, there are always good people and bad people…
My heart ached for her aching, broken and fighting heart and I was very curious to see how a shift would be taking place and how she would be able to change.
And that all starts with Ryce, or rather Aldfrith. Because no matter how much poison in a way there may be in Alivia’s heart, she isn’t immune when children are involved. And her initial need to help Aldfrith, is the catalyst of her journey with Ryce.
What Alivia doesn’t understand and sees initially, is that there is a lot they have in common, as Ryce himself has lost his loved ones too. Differently, yet the pain and grief are just the same.
I found it a bit difficult to understand initially why Ryce has chosen to become a priest, but the better I got to know him, the more I understood it was more about the inner peace he found. And obviously it is also the perfect cover while looking after Aldfrith.
Getting to know Ryce better, getting to get to his core, was enlightening in a way. Because we learn about his pain, but we also see the care and love he still has in his heart, which is especially shown with Aldfrith. Even if he doesn’t speak out what he feels, it is obvious in his actions.
Obviously, Alivia and Ryce don’t get along at all. There is Alivia’s hate of Christians, and there is Ryce’s need to do anything to protect Aldfrith, even if that means getting captured by Vikings.
Things don’t change overnight between them, that would be too strange. So in a way it was great to read how even after a while, there is still animosity between them, and they are trying to get the upper hand in situations. And yes, those moments put a smile on my face! 😊
And then, slowly, things start to shift… And those moments warmed my heart… Because even if it starts as a physical thing, we see Alivia and Ryce bonding, getting to know each other and understand each other in a way no one did before.
Even if the threat of an enemy in common bring them even more closer, I knew that there had still a lot to be discussed between Alivia and Ryce. And with their background, I saw several difficulties with that. Yet I had the hope that somehow the both of them would have the courage to talk about what’s in their hearts and dare to speak out what their desires are.
And yes, I was at one point a bit disappointed as the story didn’t go how I wanted it to go at that moment, yet I never lost my faith and trust in Sarah Rodi, that there would be a way…
Sarah Rodi once again managed to take me away on an amazing journey in the past, where the most hurt and grieving people find someone that not only understand them, but are able to let them see that no matter how hurt you are, there can be a bright future ahead, filled with love and laughter again…
After one steamy night together, a Cinderella is unexpectedly reunited with the very same billionaire…on a luxury superyacht! Find out what happens in this forced-proximitystory by Rachael Stewart!
FOR ONE NIGHT OR FOREVER?
Single mom Maria has fought to reclaim her world from her controlling ex. Romance is the last thing on her mind—until billionaire widower Tim walks into her bar, igniting a passion she thought she’d buried. A brief fling was meant to be enough, until they find themselves unexpectedly reunited on a luxury superyacht. Working as a stewardess, Maria is mortified to be serving the man she shared a bed with. Worse still, their attraction is stronger than ever…
From Harlequin Romance: Be swept away by glamorous and heartfelt love stories.
Sun, Sea and Swept Away
Book 1: What Happens at the Beach… Book 2: Cinderella’s Fling with the Billionaire
My review
Maria has worked hard to get out of the clutches of her controlling ex. So with her found freedom and being a single mother, romance is absolutely the last thing on her mind. And then one day, or rather evening, a handsome man walks in the bar she is working at. And against all odds, Maria ends up spending the night with Tim. But even if it was out of Maria’s character, she knows that this was a one – off and that she will never see Tim again. Until she accepts a job for helping out on a luxurious superyacht. Maria is more than shocked to learn that one of the owner’s guest is nobody else than Tim! While their night together was amazing, Maria working as a stewardess and serving the man she slept with, shows her how different their worlds are. And while she wants to keep her distance, the attraction between them thinks otherwise.
Sometimes you read stories about characters that couldn’t be further away from your own life. Of course, me being happily single, not being a mother or ever having been in an abusive relationship, you would think it would be a little bit more difficult to understand Maria’s reasoning and actions.
But the truth couldn’t be further away, because no matter the differences, I felt her pain, her struggles, but also her determination, her strength and her independency. And even if I haven’t have been through what she has been through, her character was so recognizable, so real.
Even if at the start it isn’t clear what Maria ahs been through, it is obvious that she has fought hard to get where she is now, that she has fought hard for her and her daughter’s freedom. And no matter who enters the scene, nobody or nothing will ever make her give that up ever again.
It takes a while before we know Maria’s past and just like Tim, I couldn’t shake off the feeling that what happened to her, the fault is not hers at all, but that she has been taking advantage of by someone who kicks on power.
I could also understand how Maria acts out of character after meeting that stranger in the bar. Sometimes you need to break free, break out of character, and just go with the flow. And acting like that once in a while, what is wrong with that if you don’t hurt someone else?
I am also a fierce believer that Maria wouldn’t have that night with just anyone. The fact that she has it with Tim, shows us already early on in the book, that there is something between them simmering, no matter how different their lives and lifestyle are.
Tim… what a haunted and scarred character that he is… I cannot even try to understand how much he is still in pain and grieving over his loss. Time may heal all the wounds, but it can take a loooong time. And there is absolutely nothing wrong with that, especially if you have lost like Tim did…
Even for Tim it is an act out of character when he has this thrilling night with Maria, but again, what is wrong with that? Especially with their chemistry!
Obviously, we know that between Maria and Tim it won’t remain with just one night. We know beforehand that they will see each other again on the superyacht, and I was having a bit an evil moment, waiting for them meeting again and wanting to see their shock! 😊
And did I get rewarded for it! 😊
The difference in status couldn’t be more obvious, and Maria’s discomfort is palpable from each page. And while I was cheering for Maria and Tim getting closer and have those sparks flying again, I could very much appreciate Maria’s desire for professionalism, and even if against better judgement, pretend that one night never happened.
Of course, being on a yacht together, it means that avoiding each other is just impossible. Yet it is also the perfect opportunity to truly get to know each other. And seeing them getting there, was just great.
Slowly, with even some ups and downs, and between extravagant behaviour of guests and saving lives, Maria and Tim get to know the person behind the money, the person behind the strong façade.
I truly enjoyed this story about hurt yet strong people, trying to find a way to truly live and enjoy life again. We see that differences can pull people apart from each other, but more important how likenesses can bring them closer together, allowing them to open up again to that strange feeling that love is.
Rachael Stewart for sure wrote a beautiful story about two people that have been through hell and back, yet deserve the world filled with happiness, joy and love. I absolutely loved getting to know Maria and Tim better, and cheering for them from the very first moment they set eyes on each other!
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