The (un?)conditional love of a mother…
Synopsis
A heartbreaking read about the bonds between a mother and her child, and how we will do everything to save them…
My son George is everything to me, but he’s slipping away, and no one can tell me why.
Every test comes back inconclusive, every doctor leaves me with more questions than answers. I’m terrified – each day brings new fears, and my heart aches knowing how much he’s suffering.
Then Barbara appears – my biological mother, a stranger for most of my life. She’s in poor health, struggling with the weight of her past, and her sudden arrival stirs a mix of emotions in me. Part of me wants to believe she’s here to help, but there’s a wall between us, and I can’t shake the feeling there’s something very wrong.
As George’s condition worsens, I find myself wrestling with doubt. Can I truly rely on Barbara? Will she bring comfort or complicate an already fragile situation? All I want is to protect my son and give him the love and support he deserves. I only hope that I can be the mother he needs before it’s too late. Will I find a way to save him?
A heartbreaking and emotional novel about a mother’s love, perfect for fans of Jodi Picoult, Jojo Moyes, and Kate Hewitt.
My review
Jo is a proud mother of two lovely children, Molly and George. But that doesn’t take away the worries she and her husband Dan have? Because even if George has been diagnosed with asthma, his attacks seems to come more often and even more severe. Jo feels that there is more to George’s condition than ‘just’ asthma, yet finding out what George exactly has, isn’t easy. On top of the worries for George, Molly is now also acting up, as the little girl feels neglected. And then Jo’s biological mother suddenly appears out of nowhere. While Barbara seems to be struggling with her health too, and Jo has now extra worries, Jo also is happy with Barbara’s offer of helping out. With George getting worse every day, Jo starts to question if Barbara is indeed a helping hand, or is adding extra complications in a family that is already falling apart…
When I started reading this book, I thought it would be a heartbreaking story about a family where the youngest member has an health issue deteriorating, even to the point where losing George would be a possibility.
And while I for sure don’t want to minimalize George’s condition, the more I was reading the book, the more I understood it wasn’t about a mother fearing to lose her little boy, but about a mother, a wife, a daughter, losing her whole family.
There is absolutely no doubt that Jo is a devoted mother. And even if her marriage is not running smoothly, she does her best to keep her little family together. And it was lovely to see how close she is with her adopting parents. It warmed my heart to see that family isn’t only built on shared DNA at all.
I cannot imagine how terrible it must be to see your child in pain, and not being able to do anything. But it also is difficult trying to help your one child, and not neglecting the other child (or at least not letting her feel neglected).
In the most human cases, Jo would have a very understanding boss, giving her lenience when needed. But in her most difficult moments, she also has to battle a horrible boss, not giving her any kind of help or support. No, her boss is the kind that is self-absorbed and even threatens her with written warnings…
It felt that Jo not only doesn’t get a lot of understanding, but also feels very lonely. With so many worries, you would think that her friends would be there to help her out, and not wanting Jo to help them. You would think that her own parents, George’s grandparents, would be as worried as Jo is, instead of waving her worries away. And you would think that a sick child would bring a couple closer together, instead of fighting over literally over everything…
So while perhaps it was very gullible the way Jo let Barbara in her life and in her family, in a way, I could also understand her. Finally she finds someone in her corner, someone that wants to help her out. Even if that same person doesn’t give Jo the answers she needs, and even if that same person is obviously playing her in more than just one way…
Even if this wasn’t the heart – breaking book I was expecting to read, Sheila Norton wrote a gripping story about what a family, a mother, a daughter has to go through with their hands bound. It made me see how people act totally differently in different situations. Some become fighter, fighting against the injustice of it all, while others see an opportunity for themselves, to gain something from it. But we also see the heart of a loving mother, who would go lengths for her children. And we see how a woman at her most fragile time, despite everything, is able to open her eyes and see what truly is happening.
This book takes you on an emotional rollercoaster, not knowing whether to trust or distrust people, to pursue answers or give up. A rollercoaster that shows us turmoil but also hope and a lot of love, despite all the struggles that life can and will throw on your path…






























