Love can change people, and not always for the better
Synopsis
She loves him…
Lizzie Green once loved Tom Murphy with a passion that bordered on obsession. All she wanted was his love to be returned. Then one night something terrible happened and Tom left Lizzie broken hearted. She swore she would never let him hurt her again….
She loves him not.
Now, ten years later, Tom turns up on Lizzie’s doorstep still as charming as ever. Lizzie knows he still has the power to break her heart and destroy her life again. But Lizzie can’t say no to him….
Can she?
My review
Lizzie Green and Tom Murphy have been best friends for ever. And then Lizzie realized that her feelings for Tom weren’t only amicable. She truly loved him with all her heart and passion.
But Tom doesn’t give Lizzie any indication that her feelings are reciprocated. And then that one night happens, a night that leaves Lizzie heartbroken and alone…
Ten years later Lizzie is known as Beth, as a way to put that past behind her. That is until Tom turns up at her doorstep.
Lizzie knows that Tom still has the power to break her, and not only her heart. But is she strong enough to say ‘no’ to him?
I am a romantic type, and I have read several stories where lifelong friends suddenly realize that their feelings run deeper and slowly get involved and get their happily ever after.
But this for sure isn’t that kind of story, it is even the total opposite! Because what happens when feelings aren’t reciprocated or when the person of your affections doesn’t turn out to be who you thought?
Initially it all begins on a happy note, as ten years ago, Lizzie and Tom are the best friends, and they just do everything together. They even decide to go to the same university, even if Lizzie’s parents, especially her mother, doesn’t think it’s a good idea.
Even if I could understand her parents’ view, I was happy for Lizzie that she would always have her best friend close to her.
It’s until we fast-forward to the present. And we see a whole different Lizzie, who now goes as Beth. The contrast couldn’t be bigger, as that sparkly, social, happy Lizzie turned into fearful, grey mouse Beth.
And it’s clear that something devasting happened, to change Lizzie completely. And the lack of Tom’s presence in her life, makes it obvious that somehow he is involved in it.
Through flashbacks we see how Lizzie is struggling with her feelings while Tom turns into a person I liked into someone I didn’t like at all…
And we get to learn how Lizzie becomes ‘the other woman/girl’, and desperately wants Tom for herself.
I got fearful at a moment, because it’s clear that her patience is running out, and with alcohol involved that one night, I had no idea what would happen.
The more I got into this book, the more I started to have my own ideas about what happened that one night, even if Lizzie’s own memory couldn’t tell her what happened.
I despised how Tom re – entered Lizzie’s life, turning her protected world upside down all over again. He just appeared out of nowhere, made himself too comfortable at Lizzie’s home and even stared to tell her what to do.
While maybe it’s about time that Lizzie started to live again, it isn’t Tom’s place to tell her how to live.
However, we also see how Lizzie, even if the way she acts towards Tom is the total opposite, doesn’t like the way Tom barged into her life and home again. This time around, she doesn’t just believe everything Tom tells her, and she slowly starts to stand up for herself and is even determined to find out what truly happened ten years ago.
Even if the revelation didn’t come as a total surprise to me, as I had a feeling that there was so much more than what Lizzie believed what happened, I was flabbergasted how far people would go for their own gain. And the want of knowing the real truth is what kept me going.
In this book, we get to learn that sometimes we only see the good in people. And that not always people are who we think we are. Unfortunately, some people use us to their own advantage, as proven in a rather extreme way by this author.
The author also shows us the impact such people have in our lives. They can make or break us, their actions and motives can change us, and turn people for a bright person into a fearful person, hiding from everyone.
But even if we are being played, the truth will come out at some point and we get to learn how strong and resilient we truly are.


























