Tizi’s Book Review

Can you learn to trust again?

Synopsis

After the death of her abusive husband, Erica Masters returns to Perth, eager for a fresh start and the birth of her granddaughter. But when she learns her husband has changed his Will in favour of their son, leaving her with nothing, she flees to seek refuge in Pelican Crossing, the place she once called home.

Having sold his fishing boat after a bitter divorce which left him to bring up his two teenage sons, Jamie Whittaker has found success with his fishing charter business. Thrilled by the arrival of his first grandchild, he is stunned when his teenage flame, Erica, reappears in town.

As the pair reconnect, old feelings resurface, but Erica remains guarded after her painful past. Jamie, determined to win Erica’s heart once again, manages to break through her defences until a family tragedy turns their lives upside down.

With everything unravelling around them, can these two troubled souls build a future together?

If you enjoy emotional reads, you’ll love this gripping tale of love and second chances.

My review

After the death of her husband, Erika Masters initially believed that the worse would have passed. But less is true, as she discovers that not only her abusive husband changed his will and left it to their son, but also that the business that he has left behind is in a mess. With her daughter – in – law just having had a baby, Erika doesn’t see any issue with staying at her son’s place and give a helping hand. However, when her son Kieran seems to look to much after his father, Erika decides that it’s time for a fresh start, and makes the move to Pelican Crossing, where her brother still lives and the place that once was home for Erika too.
Home where her teenage love, Jamie Whittaker is still living. Jamie, who is enjoying his life, even after a bitter divorce and bringing up his two sons on his own. And he cannot be more happier since the arrival of his first grandchild.
With Erika and Jamie finding themselves being practically neighbours, they easily reconnect. But Erika is still scarred by her past, is still very wary and is not ready to let her defences down. Which make Jamie only more determined to win her over and show her that not all men are the same…
Will they find a way back together, or is it all water under the bridge?

I have said it before, and I will say it again, even if the characters in all of Maggie Christensen’s books are going through phases in their lives that I haven’t experienced myself (yet), it is always so easy to relate and feel for them.

Both characters are not complete strangers, yet it is always nice to get better insights in their persona.

And we already know what Erika has been through, but I found it even more heartbreaking to see how it scarred her and how the events still affects her. I can only imagine what it’s like to be in an abusive relationship, and it is also something I never want to experience myself. But it was also amazing to see how strong Erika has become. Already in the previous book of the series, Erika took an important decision by wanting to leave her husband.
But in this book she becomes even stronger and is ready to stick up for herself, when she realizes that perhaps her own son is more alike to her husband than Erika could ever imagine.

And I was proud of her when she made the decision to make the move to Pelican Crossing. Yes, it was perhaps weird to see how she was leaving her daughter – in – law behind, and her granddaughter. But on the other hand, Erika knows firsthand that you cannot force someone to take action. It must come within, seeing and realizing when a relationship may or may not turn into an unhealthy one.

Obviously, getting a fresh start is easier said than done, no matter how strong Erika has become. Because she is still wary of people’s intention. And the fact that everyone in Pelican Crossing knows her, and knows about her past (her recent past, and the fact that in her teenage years she dated Jamie), makes her feel uneasy at times. Which once again, is perfectly understandable.

But we see Erika also flourish, as not only she learns to stand on her own feet, but she also stands up for herself. She is grateful for the help she gets from her brother, but she wants her independence, she wants to make it on her own.

Making on his own is something that Jamie has learned. HIs marriage ended in a bitter divorce, and he has spend years (wonderful years, no doubt about it) raising his sons on his own. It wasn’t without trail and error, and he for sure has made some sacrifices for the greater good. But now his sons are grown up and he couldn’t be any prouder. And he adores his first grandchild!

Jamie never left Pelican Crossing, and is surrounded by not only people he has known his whole life, but also many friends. But just like in Erika’s case, everyone knows his business. So while he isn’t that sorry that Erika has returned, he could also do without the interference of everyone.

This isn’t a case of ‘with just one look they fall deeply in love’. But their shared history makes it easier for Erika and Jamie to become quicker friends than complete strangers would. Of course Erika’s reluctance is understandable. And I loved it how Jamie respected that and understood Erika. However, he won’t give up that easily. And no, I know that is may sound a bit too persistent or stalkerish, but it  truly isn’t. Because Jamie and Erika often meet by sheer accident, and Jamie is just the most perfect gentleman, understanding what Erika needs, but also knows that Erika may need a little nudge to find the courage to open up again.

Obviously both characters don’t just get together without any glitch. There are several ups and downs in this book, even a tragedy that may jeopardize all Erika and Jamie have been building. Although I have to say, the tragedy itself was for sure a scary one, the level of it was not what I expected it to be. Yet that made me happy, to see that it wasn’t what I expected it to be, even if a ‘surprise’ visit put everything at risk once again.

It was lovely to see how love can find its way back to people who have been through a lot but deserve a second chance. Maggie Christensen wrote once again a story about not only second chances, but also about finding a place where you belong. A place where you can feel safe, cherished and loved. What a wonderful read, once again! 

Doesn’t this cover just look good???

Synopsis

Get ready to fall in love with the brand new romance in the Scottish Escapes series from bestselling author, Julie Shackman.

When romance author Rosie Winters’s own fairytale romance ends with a bang, she’s determined to get away from everything. Packing up her belongings she sets off for the furthest place she can think of: Scotland.

Rosie spent her summers at her late grandmother’s coastal cottage in the Highlands and knows it’ll be the perfect place to wallow for a while. Even better that there’s a gorgeous lighthouse and dolphins in the bay.

What Rosie didn’t expect was to bump into the new lighthouse keeper, Mitch. Despite her recent heartbreak, Rosie finds herself fascinated by the mysterious Mitch. As they spend more time together, is it possible that he needs Rosie every bit as she needs him…

Pre – order links:

https://www.amazon.co.uk/Scottish-Lighthouse-Escape-lighthouse-armchair-ebook/dp/B0D9PLQ25Y

https://www.amazon.com/Scottish-Lighthouse-Escape-lighthouse-armchair-ebook/dp/B0D9PLQ25Y

About the author

Julie Shackman is a feel-good romance author from Scotland and is published by the HarperCollins imprint One More Chapter. When not writing or reading, Julie loves to take her Romanian rescue pup Cooper for long walks, working out, watching romcoms and indulging her love of music. A Scottish Lighthouse Escape is her thirteenth novel.

The cover!

To find peace back to what used to be home

Synopsis

A lost love…

A&E Nurse Amy Spencer lives a very ordinary life in Port Kara. She loves her job at the hospital and has a great group of friends, but there is something or someone, missing from her life. Amy’s tried dating but no one ever compares with the one boy that got away – Lijah Byrne.

A surprise arrival…

Lijah’s life since he left Port Kara has been what dreams are made of. But lately Lijah has started to feel hollow – the fame and celebrity he once craved now makes him feel trapped. The only place he’s ever felt safe is Port Kara…so maybe it’s time to go back home?

A reunion written in the stars.

When Amy bumps into Lijah again, she only sees the boy she once loved with all her heart. But their lives are so different now. Amy knows a rekindling of their past love will end in heartbreak, but she can’t give up her second chance to be with the man she loves.

My review

Amy Spencer has had never the urge of leaving her home in Port Kara. And with being an A&E nurse, she couldn’t be happier. Or could she? Because seeing everyone finding that special someone to share their lives with, makes her realize that there is something missing in her life. And no matter how much she has tried dating in the past, no one could ever compare to her first love, Lijah Byrne.
Their relationship ended as Lijah wanted to pursue his dreams and make a career with his singing and Amy just couldn’t manage to go along with him, and holding him back.
Lijah has been indeed successful in the past years, but losing his mother made him feel lonelier than ever, and even feel trapped. With his best friend, Lijah decides to go back to the one place that ever felt safe to him, Port Kara.
When Amy bumps into Lijah, it feels like no time has passed at all. However, their lives are now so different, and they both have also changed. So if they would start over again, it can only end in heartbreak, right? Or is it worth the risk, opening their hearts for each other again?

Whether it’s a story about midwives, nurses or even more heavier subjects, I just have to read each book Jo Bartlett brings out. Because one way or another, whether lots of joy or heartbreak, her stories always touch me.

And I am used that Jo brings delightful characters in our lives, but I have to admit that Amy went a level higher. I cannot exactly pinpoint exactly why, but she just does. She is such a gentle character, and deserves to have all the happiness and love in her life.

Unfortunately, you and I both know that life doesn’t work that way… And Amy not only is struggling with a brother that is too outspoken, even for himself, but as she finds herself average, perhaps even below average, she thinks that she is never good enough. And that not only saddened me, but it mostly angered me. Because Amy *is* a wonderful woman, and I wanted to slap (yes, the angrier I got, the more aggressive I become 😊)  everyone that has or is still hurting Amy…

And her love life isn’t that great either… Yes, of course if you are still comparing everyone to that great first love, that perhaps you have even made greater than it was, it is difficult for anyone to be the perfect match. But in Amy’s case, she is clearly also finding only sleazebags as partners, men that pull her even more down instead of lifting her up… 

So obviously when Lijah returns back home, Amy thinks about how amazing they have been. But people grow up, they change, and Amy realizes that, and as her life and Lijah’s couldn’t be more different, she doesn’t truly believe in a second chance. And it was painful to read how her own securities were holding her back, not allowing to have a second chance at that amazing love.

But to put all the ‘blame’ on Amy wouldn’t be fair, as for sure also Lijah himself is facing several demons in this book…

He is a known persona, but while the world of fame and fortune is an alluring one, he also has seen the other side, the much darker world. A world filled with dishonesty, addictions and anxiety. And it broke my heart reading how at loss he is feeling after losing his mother.
Of course losing a parent is a devastating event. But getting to know Lijah’s background more, how  important the relationship with his mother has been, made me understand Lijah and his pain so much better.

What I liked about Lijah, is that even if he is famous, he is so down to earth. He never let fame get into his head, or made him act like a hotshot like some other famous people would. And once back in Port Kara, back home, the place that is painful for him, is also the place that can heal him. Once back in Port Kara, I could almost feel him able to breath again, even if there are still some hurdles he needs to take.

In Amy’s and Lijah’s story we see two people who are going through their own emotional difficulties. Their mind isn’t set of getting back together, yet somehow they keep on meeting again and again. And it was so sweet to see how they are initially rekindling their friendship, being there for each other. But they are also trying to make each other understand that who they are is more than enough.

But this isn’t just Amy’s and Lijah’s story. But finally Gwen get her own spotlight! And dare i say, about time too! Although, that also means that Gwen is not going to have an easy time…

Gwen is always a force of nature. She may be one of the kindest and most compassionate people in the world, so seeing her out of character truly had me worried. Gwen is not a woman that can sit still, do nothing. And this flat, subdued Gwen is not the Gwen we all have loved from her first appearance.

And I could understand her fear of going to the GP to discover what is wrong with her. Aren’t we all afraid of discovering that something is not well with us? But in Gwen’s case, her fear was even more understandable with what happened to her own mother. And I could comprehend how the fear of Gwen possible losing herself held her back.

In this book, it felt like fear was the main feeling. Fear of being yourself, fear of not knowing who you are, fear of others. But also fear of what the future may hold, and fear of letting love back in your life. But it’s also about not losing hope and understanding that you are enough, more than just enough. And that the doubts and fear and all the anxiety you have and feel are there to make you stronger, more confident. Giving a lost love a new chance may be the real medecine you need to grow and become the best version of yourself.

Jo Bartlett once again amazed me, even though I shouldn’t be surprised anymore, should i? I loved this book, that gives us all the insecurities and doubts we have all experienced ourselves, but we also see all the ray lof lights that life can give us. Can this amazing author even be more amazing than she already is???

When things get heated over a villa…

Synopsis

One bachelorette party. One stag do. One double-booked villa and only one way to decide who gets it: a competition.

Workaholic Molly is buzzing when her best friend tells her she’s getting married. As maid of honour Molly can’t wait for the perfect bachelorette party in Spain. What could be better than a week in a stunning villa? Sun, sea, cocktails and gossiping – and best of all, no boys allowed. But when the hens arrive they discover that they are not alone. The villa has been accidentally double booked by a group of stags who make it very clear they’re not leaving!

It’s a disaster, and no one wants to give up their place in paradise. Attempts at compromising fail instantly, so their only option is to have a winner takes all competition. Battle lines are drawn and it is girls v boys – but will the competition be too hot to handle?

As their rivalry heats up, and Molly finds herself gravitating towards stag Travis, it’s clear that he’s enjoying the attention – but Molly can’t let herself get distracted, and under no circumstances can she fall for the enemy.

My review

Molly is a passionate recruiter that goes lengths to find the perfect man for the perfect job. But when her relationship ends unexpectedly, and even turns out in her making a professional error, Molly realizes that perhaps it’s time for a break. Luckily, her best friend is getting married, and not only the wedding itself but also the bachelorette party will be taking place in Spain. An amazing villa, sun, sea and lots of cocktails, there couldn’t be anything better, and what could possibly go wrong?
A lot, as it appears that the villa has been double booked, by a group of stags, on a bachelor party and wedding too.
As nobody wants to leave the villa, also as there is no other option available, it’s the start of a boys – versus – girls war, where the winners get to stay and losers will have to leave. But with stakes so high, and fraternizing with the enemy is out of the question, Molly finds herself drawn to one of the men, Travis. With games that are on, who will be the final winner? And of what exactly?

Another Porta Macintosh book that I just had to read! Everything written in the blurb was just so appealing, that if I would skip the chance to read it, it would be a clear sign that I am not feeling well!😊

I cannot say that I have been on a bachelorette party, at home or even abroad. So all I know about it, is what I have read in books or seen in films or television. And we all know that fiction isn’t the reality, so I all take it with a grain of salt. But that doesn’t mean I don’t enjoy reading and seeing how things go terribly wrong, one way or another.

When we first meet Molly, it isn’t that she is in a bad place, but we know things are going to change. And I have to admit, that I didn’t know what to think about her relationship with Dean… Their vibes, and just Dean’s vibes were just not right. So when Dean breaks up with Molly, for the strangest reason, at the strangest moment ever, I dare to say that I wasn’t sorry for it. Of course my heart went out to Molly, as she doesn’t deserve to be treated that way. But we also know that each story has to start somewhere…

I have to say, before I start telling my thoughts about what is taking place at the villa in Spain, that I liked how Molly’s boss is acting towards her. He sees that one of his best forces is not herself, and while many in his position would find it easy to let Molly go, he gives her not only another chance to come to herself again, but also ‘forces’ her to take some time off. And that is of course perfect for Molly! 🙂

Molly and her friends are very different kind of characters. Yet I liked it how these different women have bonded in the past, a few closer than others, yet there is genuine love and care between all of them. They are all four of them adamant of not only having the best bachelorette party, but also the best wedding, and while the bride will be on a honeymoon, Molly and the rest will enjoy an extra week in the villa.

I was initially a bit afraid that the stags our lovely friends are meeting at the airport, would be the same guys they would be ending up sharing the villa with. I just didn’t feel how any of those guys would be interesting or attracting enough for Molly. So I was happy that those guys just made a brief appearance! 🙂

The villa for sure sounds like an idyllic place, even if it is rather secluded. But I myself wouldn’t care about the place not being in a busy city or town, it even adds extra to the charm of the villa!

The first encounter with the men for sure was a hilarious one. I cannot say that I would have the courage to go jumping naked in the pool like Molly’s friends do, no matter how close I am with my friends. But I cannot blame the girls, because, why not? And I for sure didn’t expect that this moment would be where the men would make their first appearance. As a reader, I had to laugh out loud, but if I were in that same situation, I would have died of embarrassment. 

Discovering that the place you are staying is double booked is on itself already a terrible discovery. But to realize that it is for the exact same time, exact same reason and there is absolutely no other possible arrangement available, can it be even more terrible? Of course I was in the girls’ corner, but I could also understand why the guys weren’t willing to move out of the place.

And that means only one thing… war! 🙂

Now, I need to say one thing.. perhaps I would have made better arrangements. Because no matter how lovely it sounds to have a  bedroom and also a bathroom, having no kitchen at your disposal, for a foody like me, that would be a bigger hell than having to sleep on a couch!

But war is war, and no concessions can be made! And the acts of war were just so funny to read! From shampoo, to tampons, to periods, everything is allowed during a tough battle! And I liked it how some clichés were completely discarded and proving us wrong in some aspects. And It was also extremely funny to read how when the battles are being played, it takes each time an unexpected turn.

However, what I liked the most was how Molly finds herself suddenly drawn towards Trevor, her ‘enemy’. Yet it was just sweet to see how they find themselves stealing moments, bending the rules, to just be kind and nice towards each other. And reading how they are growing  closer, getting to know each other and even trying to keep the peace, making sure that things don’t escalate too much.

There are several moments that made me truly laugh out loud, but also that warmed my heart. And yes, a few moments that angered me or even saddened me. But that is the price we pay when we read a book, isn’t it? It cannot all be happy – happy – joy – joy. 

I absolutely devoured this newest book of an author that keeps on being amazing! She once again wrote a marvellous story, filled with laughter, fun, teasing and a healthy dose of rivalry. But most of all, it has wonderful characters that find each other in the most peculiar of situations and slowly learn and understand that all is fair in love and war 🙂 .

And for today, we have a cover reveal for the smalles readers!

Synopsis

Thomas Tucker (or just Tucker to everyone who knows him) is walking innocently down the street when he is attacked by a chicken and falls down a hole. Unlikely as it sounds, this is how he ends up finding the Time Machine Telescope.

Unfortunately, Tucker seems to attract chaos and bad luck the same way that someone standing on top of a mountain waving a metal pole will eventually attract lightning and a free Xray.

Can he survive killer robots, Tudor kings, dinosaurs … and Kylo Hens long enough to complete his Time Machine Wish List

▪ GET RICH 

▪ HAVE FUN! 

▪ GET MUM AND DAD TO SPEND LESS TIME ON THEIR MOBILE PHONES

There’s only one way to find out…

Purchase Links

https://www.amazon.com/Tuckers-Machine-Telescope-Robin-Bennett/dp/B0F1YGYL3H

https://www.amazon.co.uk/dp/B0F1YGYL3H

About the author

Author Bio – 

When Robin grew up he thought he wanted to be a cavalry officer until everyone else realised that putting him in charge of a tank was a very bad idea. He then became an assistant gravedigger in London. After that he had a career frantically starting businesses (everything from dog-sitting to cigars, tuition to translation)… until finally settling down to write improbable stories to keep his children from killing each other on long car journeys. 

Robin plays most sports. Poorly.

The cover

When your best friend is going to marry someone who isn’t right…

Synopsis

Love is in the air…

After difficult times, Holly is finally adjusting to her new normal. Her daughter Hope is happy, she’s created a beautiful home, and an unexpected offer may mean fantastic opportunities for her sweet shop, Just One More.

But her sense of calm is shattered when best friend Giles drops a bombshell – a proposal to Sienna, a woman Holly barely knows and who isn’t right for Giles at all.

For Giles’s sake, she tries to make peace with Sienna, throwing herself into wedding planning. But as everyone else cheers on the ‘happy’ couple, Holly’s left questioning whether her doubts are about them – or about something in her own heart…

Return to the cosy world of the Cotswolds in this heartwarming story of love, friendship and second chances – perfect for fans of Holly Martin and Jessica Redland.

My review

Years have past since Holly lost the love of her life, Evan. And it took her a while, but now she is finally rebuilding her life together with her daughter Hope. Obviously it helps that she is surrounded by her family and friends, who understand what she has been through and have helped her through every step.
Perhaps the biggest surprise in these years has been the reinforced friendship she has with Giles. While in the past things have been awkward between them, Giles is now Holly’s best friend.
But when after an accident, Giles proposes to his girlfriend Sienna, Holly tries to be happy for them, even if she believes that Sienna isn’t the right woman for her best friend. As being the ‘best woman’ for Giles, Holly tries to make peace with Sienna, which is easier said than done. And the more she thinks about the upcoming wedding, the more Holly wonders if what she feels for Giles is deeper and more significant than just friendship…

After the devastating, heartbreaking yet also hopeful previous book of this series, I was eager to read how Holly would be living in a world without her Evan.

So when I discovered that this book is taking place five years after the previous one, my system went a bit in short circuit. Because I had that eagerness, and I was very curious how Holly would learn to cope even more.

But that doesn’t’ t mean that I didn’t enjoy reading this book, as it shows us perhaps that even after losing the love your life, it takes time to get your life back on track and even believe in love again.

And perhaps it wasn’t a bad idea of the author to let Holly enjoying her life, and not still feeling that heartbreak. Of course Holly still misses Evan, but the pain has diminished and she is able to look brightly at what life still has in store for her.

With Holly being surrounded by loved ones, friends and family, it’s in a way easier for Holly to move on. She doesn’t feel guilty for allowing the happiness back in her life, making changes that she would normally make with Evan, but now is making on her own. Evan will always be part of Holly’s and Hope’s life, but his absence wont hold this little family back. And is was so sweet to see how Evan’s family, even if living on the other side of the world, are still part of Holly’s world.

I have to admit, that i was surprised to read how close Holly and Giles got, after everything that happened between them. In a few books, their relationship has completely changed. But of course you also have to take in account that years have passed since the last book. And Holly and Giles also show us that people can change, that new chances can be given. And that with a new start, some of the best friendships can begin.

And while perhaps in the past Giles wasn’t my favourite character, and he already kind of redeemed himself in the previous book, he for sure shows his real nature in this book. He is an amazing friend to Holly, and their friendship truly works both ways: Giles would walk over water for Holly and Holly would drop anything if Giles needs her.

And just like is normal with best friends, Holly wants the best for Giles. And Sienna is not the best for Giles, as Holly sees so many signs of the mismatch. But it is also a testament to Holly that she tries to befriend Sienna, even if her own feelings are not as nice. All this for the sake of Giles, as Holly knows that not only it would make Giles happy, but also that if it would have to come between Holly and Sienna, Holly would lose.

Seeing the turmoil Holly is in, is not only eye-opening for her, but also for the readers but also very realistic. Because it’s only when we risk losing what we care about the most, that we realize how much we truly understand how important it has become. And that a life without it, or that person, is truly unimaginable. Of course it is also important to understand if the feelings are genuine or rather an act of jealousy.

In this book we see a lot of fear in a way. Fear  of losing, fear of mistakes, fear of admitting feelings, or allowing new feelings. Fear of acting upon those feelings too. But life is filled with fear, and letting all those fears hold you back, will also make you miss out on perhaps the best things, even things you thought you would never feel or experience again.
But there is also a huge mountain of warmth and love in this book. From friends, family, even some hard love at times, that forces the characters to come clean.

And this complete emotional rollercoaster, chaos in the book makes it an amazing book to read. Life can be hard and difficult, it can be a real challenge. But Life doesn’t give us anything that we cannot handle. It forces us in a way to get out of our comfortzone, it dares us to take that leap, that jump into the unknown.
I don’t think that the author could have come up with a better ending for a series, for characters that have been through hell but also to (maybe a bit over the top…) heaven.

When dreams finally come through, though not as expected…

Synopsis

When dancer Nell Avery auditions for Speakeasy, a new West End musical, she is shocked to discover that the choreographer is Finn Harris, a man she never expected to see again.

Ten years ago, Nell and Finn had a casual, no-strings fling. He left London to work abroad. Nell found herself pregnant.

Having made the decision to raise her child alone, Nell didn’t tell Finn that he was the father, a secret easy for her to keep while he was hundreds of miles away. But now Finn is back – and he offers Nell a role in Speakeasy’s cast.

Nell knows if she takes the job she risks Finn finding out her secret, with unimaginable consequences for the life she has made for herself and her daughter, Savannah. But Speakeasy could be Nell’s only chance of dancing on a West End stage – the dream she’s had ever since she first put on a pair of tap shoes. How can she give up her dream?

My review

Nell Harris is a professional dancer whose biggest dream has always been of being part of a big West End musical. So obviously she is over the moon when she can audition for Speakeasy, the brand new musical that has high expectations. However, she is shocked to learn that the choreographer is no one else than Finn Harris. Finn has a great reputation but it’s not that she is afraid of the hard work, but it’s because Nell and Finn have a history. Ten years ago, they were great friends, and had one special night together, just before Finn left London to work abroad. The last thing Nell expected was to be expecting. As she took the decision to not tell Finn, now she is afraid that her secret will come out as it appears that they will be spending a lot of time together, as Nell has secured a spot in his musical. With her dream finally coming through, can she risk that the life she has built with her daughter Savannah could be falling apart with Finn finding out the truth? Especially as her resolution to stay away from Finn is easier said than done…

I am not a dancer myself, but I absolutely enjoy watching musicals, or just dance shows in general. So of course I had to read this story, about a dancer seeing finally her big dream coming true!

What I absolutely loved about Nell, was how even if she is seen as an ‘older’ dancer, she keeps on giving her all, going to auditions, trying to secure a spot in each new show. She has had several rejections too, but she just doesn’t give up. And that for sure is admirable!

Her energy during the auditions is so palpable, she is a fierce dancer. But she is also a kind person in a world where jealousy and self – importance are not unknown. While it would be easy to just think about herself, Nell doesn’t hesitate to help out her fellow dancers in time of need, worry and doubts. In a way, it felt that Nell took the job of motherhood to the dancefloor.

Talking about motherhood… Being a single mother is not easy, yet I liked it how Nell has a whole team of family and friends to help her raising Savannah. Yet it’s clear that Nell is doing an amazing job and it’s a testament to Nell that Savannah is such a delightful girl.

I don’t agree with the choice Nell made ten years ago, not telling Finn about the pregnancy. And even now, that he is back in her life, no matter how temporarily it may be, she is not telling the truth. I don’t agree with her, but in a way I could understand her too. She didn’t want to ruin Finn’s life back then, and now she doesn’t want to ruin Savannah’s life. Understandable in both situations, but still not the right decisions in my eyes…

But that makes Nell a more real person, with flaws even if it’s all done with the best of intentions.

And of course it was funny to see her shocked reaction when she realizes that Finn is back in her life 😊.

Seeing Finn in action, at least in my mind, was truly eye-opening. We get to see how the ideas in his mind come to fruition with the dancers and an amazing dance is executed.

Finn is not an easy teacher, he demands perfection from his dancers, but when the stakes are so high, it’s normal to demand the best from his dancers. But he is also a really nice guy. He is genuinely happy to see Nell again and wants to rekindle that old friendship again.

But he is also a correct person. Even if he is happy to see Nell again and feelings are slowly growing, he doesn’t give her any special treatment or any heads ups. On the work floor, or rather the dance floor,  there is only room for professionalism.

Professionalism everywhere, but when Finn and Nell are on their own, sparks for sure fly around! With them, we see not only how old feelings are easily reignited with the right people, but also how dance can bring people (back) together.

Of course I was also curious to read how Nell’s secret would come out and what the reaction would be. And while it was expected for Finn to react the way he did, it also saddened me, as I just wanted Nell, Finn and Savannah to be a happy family as soon as possible, because they deserve to be a happy unit.

Obviously I loved reading the story between Nell and Finn, and their ups and downs. But I also loved reading more of the dance world. How there is rivalry, jealousy and even some not so nice behaviour, but most important, how there is friendship, care, kindness, and sincerity between the genuine dancers. But also the traditions of the musical world, the respect there is not only for the play, but also for the place itself. And I even liked how there is some kind of serendipity, how things fall into place and also how in a way, especially for Nell, it’s a full – circle – moment.

I cannot name one thing I didn’t like about this book, even if of course there are a few not so likeable characters in it. But they also make this story a beautiful story, an inspiring story that I just had to devour.

A Knight with a mission, a Maiden with a plan

Synopsis

He’s her protector…

She’s his forbidden temptation!

Part of The Knights’ Missions. Sir Leopold’s first mission is supposed to be a chance to prove his valour. But, tasked with safely escorting Lady Arianwen to her husband-to-be, Leo finds he is little but a glorified bodyguard. Only the seemingly simple mission goes awry when Ari proves that she’s willing to do anything to get away from her impending nuptials. As attraction sparks between them, can Leo choose knightly duty over love and deliver Ari to her wedding?

My review

Sir Leopold has been trained to be a knight. Training was not easy, but he has loyal friends in Hugh and Tristan. In fact, they are more brothers than their brothers by blood. Yet all their careers are in jeopardy, even not by their fault. So to protect them all, Leopold has agreed on this new task: to safely escort Lady Arianwen to her husband – to – be. Obviously it’s a task that doesn’t need a Knight, as it’s just playing bodyguard to the Lady. But what Leo doesn’t know, is that Arianwen has a plan of her own. Because she has absolutely no intention of getting married, especially not to the man chosen by her stepfather. Now it’s just seeking the right opportunity for Ari to escape to be never found again. However, while on the journey, Leo and Ari have sparks flying around, where Ari surprises Leo more than once with her skills, and Leo shows Ari that he is not that easily fooled. And the pair become close in a way they both didn’t expect. But when the time comes, will duty come before the heart?

Knights and Maidens in distress, how many stories have already been written with this theme? And how many of them are just so repetitive? Yes, we know how it will all end, but so many stories have also the same complete storyline, that you may think that once you have read one of them, you have read them all.

And believe me when I say that I have read many stories. Luckily, I have also read many stories written by this author. And yes, while the end is not a surprising one, I enjoyed reading the whole story, getting a unique story, without ever getting the feeling of ‘been there, done that’.

So of course I needed to read the start of a new series from her, and I was eager to discover where Ella would take us this time, and what kind of journey we would embark to.

In present times, especially in our modern world, it’s unimaginable that a young woman, merely an adult, is being sent off to marry not only a man she doesn’t even know, but also to a man that is way too old for her, only for the benefits that bring the union. But of course there was a time that this was the normal way of marriage.

So seeing Arianwen forced to get marry, not by her father, but by her stepfather, for me was really cringy. Especially as her beloved father, who sadly passed away, had other ideas for her, as he was perhaps the only person who truly got her. Ari has been trained by her father, and isn’t the typical maiden at all. She stands her ground and even when men underestimate her, she can for sure take them down.

Of course Ari wouldn’t go down without a fight, although she doesn’t want to hurt her mother by her actions. Because despite what Ari is forced to do, she loves her mother, who doesn’t understand her or is afraid to speak up, and Ari adores her little sisters. But I could understand her being ‘selfish’, if we can call it that way.

She hasn’t been herself for just too long, and even if it comes at a cost, she deserves to be herself and to be free to do what her heart tells her to do. Even if that means trying to escape during the journey in the presence of a knight.

Unfortunately for her, luckily for us, that knight is Sir Leo. And for sure I thought when I first set eyes on him, what an amazing man he is!

It couldn’t be more obvious that he truly is one of the good guys, no matter what others may think of him and his friends Hugh and Tristan. Leo has always wanted to be a Knight for the King, and mainly also prove to his parents that he is worthy, that he isn’t just a spare. And that perhaps he is even a better person, a better knight than his older brother, the favourite son.

Even if protecting Ari is beneath his strengths, he does what is expected from him, and is adamant on fulfilling his mission, no matter how difficult Ari  is making it for him to bring it to a success.

But while Leo is getting frustrated at Ari’s attempts, and Ari is angered as each time Leo finds her or ‘intercepts’ her, I was having several laughs! Because these two characters for sure get under each other’s skin! I felt proud when Ari shows her abilities in a fight, and I was amazed at Leo’s general skills. And I liked the playfulness, the banter between this unlikely pair.

But while I also greatly enjoyed reading this story, seeing the two of them getting closer, also broke my heart a little bit. Because there is no way that they will find a way to make things work. Ari is supposed to get married. And yes, she can find a way to escape her fate. But that would mean that Leo would fail, and that he would have to pay a hefty price for his failure.

And Leo could help Ari getting away, but he is on a mission, and betraying that mission, would also mean betraying his best friends, that are more brother to him. His heart is torn and choosing is losing anyway…

Yet their connection is undeniable. And it was truly sweet to how these people with so many expectations from other, and hidden feelings, find each other. They do not only connect in a physical way, but the more they talk, the more they see that in fact, they have so much in common. Reading how people find each other, in strange circumstances always just hits me, as it shows that there is always hope. And that there is always someone for everyone out there.

I enjoyed reading this first chapter of a brand new series. It shows us the strength and determination of women in a difficult time set. It shows us the loyalty of Knights, or rather of Brothers. It shows us a deep connection that makes you question everything you thought you knew. But most of all, it shows us love and what it makes you do…

An adventure that can be life – turning

Synopsis

Are you single?
Have you lost your confidence when it comes to travelling?
Would you welcome a few weeks away to find that missing spark?
Climb aboard the Creaky Cauldron for an adventure like no other!

Budding entrepreneur Kat Sinclair wants to grow her quirky solo narrowboat holiday enterprise but faces rejection at every turn. Until a Hollywood film crew gets in touch with the potential to change her business, dreams, and love life forever.

‘Enemies to lovers’
‘Small town romance’

My review

Kat Sinclair gives experiences of a lifetime to her customers. Because where else can you climb aboard of a narrowboat and not just have a holiday, but also learn how to handle the boat yourself? Many customers have come and left with a happy and content feeling. Kat has also big plans for her business, as she wants to expand it and make a real success of her unique holiday experience and also attract more customers. Meanwhile, at the moment, she has a Hollywood film crew to show the ropes, while they are making a documentary with Jordan Harrington, famous Hollywood celebrity. Somehow this trip will turn out to be an experience that both Kat and Jordan will never forget, because even if Jordan’s behaviour isn’t always a pleasant one, being on the narrowboat with him and the team, limited space will bring people closer…

Starting a new book, from a new author for me, is always an adventure. It’s not only about liking the story itself, but liking the style, the uniqueness of the author. And even if I am not a (narrow)boat – person myself, I am always eager to discover new authors and trying at the same time to try to get the (narrow)boat – thing. 😊

I always like it when there are characters that are truly hands – on and also have an eye for not only good business but also have great ideas to expand it. And Kat is exactly that, but more too. At the start of the book, she is in a relationship, but it’s clear that she and her partner are not seeing things the same way. And even if we as a reader know it’s not gonna last and will end really early in the story, well, seeing the end of a relationship is always difficult.

Yet she never loses her focus and she always keeps her eye on her big dream, expanding her business involving the Creaky Cauldron. She is that determined kind of person. But not only that, she is also a kind, gentle and also patient person. She sees a whole arrange of different kind of customers and welcomes them all with open arms.

Even the most difficult of customers/ passengers get a chance with Kat and her amazing experience on the Creaky Cauldron. All of the filming crew are very nice and pleasant characters. Even if they come from Hollywood and could be all presumptuous. But I was pleasantly surprised to see just how lovely they all are!

Yet at the same time, Jordan doesn’t make the best of first impressions. And if  have to be honest, nor were the second or third. He for sure initially confirms the cliché of Hollywood actors who believe that they are all that. And while on the calm and peaceful trip, he for sure only adds fuel to my initial negative thoughts as he only shows his best behaviour when a camera is pointed at him.

But while the Creaky Caudron calmy passes by and everyone on the boat learns the tips and trick of managing it, just like Kat, we slowly get to know another side of Jordan. A side that his crew know, but he keeps hidden from Kat. A side that is the total opposite from what we have seen from him a long time.

I found it sweet to read how the story is not only about Kat and Jordan, but how the trip on the Creaky Cauldron affects everyone. Not only the team and Jordan, but also Kat. And slowly, inch by inch, mile by mile, Kat and Jordan see each other for who they really are. And understand each other on a level that perhaps not many do…

Yes, this is a romance, but I didn’t feel it like the ‘romance’ category is doing justice to the whole story. Because this is not only an adventure on the water, but also an adventure, a journey for the characters. So much happens, all of them learn so much from not just each other but from themselves too. There is so much progress in each character, so much understanding and also lots of love, in every sense of the word.

I enjoyed discovering this author, and I enjoyed reading this book with great characters. Even if boats are not my thing, I felt like I was actually on the Creaky Cauldron myself and I loved every bit of it. Even the few scary moments didn’t take my enjoyment away!