Keeping secrets about your relationship and from your relationship, and a holiday to fix it all. Or not…
Synopsis
If crime writer Lottie Lucas hadn’t landed a three-book-deal, she’d never have met Ryan. Older, suave, confident, refined Ryan. Or Relic Ryan as bestie Jen calls him.
However, there’s something Lottie hasn’t told Jen. Ryan has an ex-wife – well, Lottie thinks Heather is an ex-wife, and Ryan wouldn’t lie, would he? It’s galling that Heather is still on the scene, and Lottie knows Jen wouldn’t approve.
But Lottie is hugging a bigger secret. This one is something else and, like a nasty spot, it’s threatening to come to a head and cause a mess entirely of Lottie’s own making.
If Jen found out she’d bash Lottie over the head with one of her size sevens, and if Ryan caught wind – well, that would be an entirely different scenario.
So, when an opportunity arises to escape to Cornwall, Lottie grabs it like a drowning person clutching a lifebuoy. A change of location seems like the perfect solution to both issues. But Lottie is about to discover that secrets have a habit of catching up with you – and this one is tracking her like a supersonic missile…
My review
Thanks to her three – book – deal, Lottie has met Ryan. Even if he is older, now Lottie and Ryan are dating. But what Lottie hasn’t told her best friend Jen, is that Ryan is a divorced man. Because that will only add to the ammunition Jen has against Ryan.
Because the way Ryan acts, it doesn’t seem at all that he divorced his wife Heather…
But what neither Jen or Ryan know, is that Lottie is keeping another secret from them both. A secret that could break both relationships… But a girl’s gotta do what she’s gotta do to survive, especially with Lottie’s past.
So when a romantic weekend to Cornwall turns out to be a double holiday with Jen an her boyfriend, Lottie believes that this is the perfect opportunity to solve her issues.
Yet this holiday may turn out to be completely different than expected…
I have to admit, after I finished reading this book, I was happy there were several funny bits, because besides Lottie’s character, there weren’t many character that I warmed up to…
Now, don’t think I didn’t enjoy reading this book, because I truly did. But I just pitied Lottie in so many occasions and I felt that she wasn’t surrounded by people that had her best interests.
From the start it was clear that her marriage ended in disaster, and that made me very curious, as I wanted to know what exactly happened. And the more I knew about her past, the more I had my fingers crossed that her relationship with Ryan somehow would end up being what she truly deserved, a happy relationship.
Like I said, I felt sorry for Lottie a lot, and while it would have been easy to classify her as ‘gullible’, I didn’t see it like that. I saw Lottie more as a woman who found herself in vulnerable situations, where it would be easy for people to take advantage of her, especially with her marriage. And even when she sees the light, and anyone else would be ready to pack and leave, I somehow could comprehend her not doing it. Because she is the kind of person who thinks that next time will be better, lessons have been learned, and she is also the kind of person that thinks of the happiness of her loved ones and put it before her own happiness. And whether that is justified or not, well, I found it courageous of her of not just giving up…
But slowly we see her growing more and more of a pair. Where at first she just goes along with everything, even agreeing to go on a double – holiday with her best friend even if she rather doesn’t, we see her deciding to take matter in her own hands. And where at first it’s Jen not wanting Lottie to play gooseberry, Lottie decides to not be with Jen all the time.
Jen truly got on my nerves if I have to be honest… she may be Lottie’s best friend, but that doesn’t give her a hall pass on being so rude to Lottie. I can understand her being so outspoken, but she took it next level in a negative way.
And I truly disliked her behaviour during the weekend away, how she sneaked herself into it and then being so ungrateful towards Lottie to even chasing her out of the booked room and demanding Lottie to give her and her boyfriend some alone – time.
I think that as a true best friend, Jen should have been more supporting and available in a way for Lotties, when Ryan doesn’t show up…
Also Ryan got on my nerves unfortunately, as it’s clear that there is something not right in the stories he tells Lottie. And the way he keeps abandoning her, that is just not okay… and then I am not talking about the holiday.
But the unfortunate holiday is exactly what Lottie needs to have her eyes opened. Because there she starts to see everything more clearly, and even has an epiphany.
And seeing her growing up and standing up for herself was for sure a delight to see!
There is also the big elephant in the room, or rather this review. I am not going to say what that secret is, because I want you to discover it by yourself.
But I can tell you that when I learned about it, I was shocked and flabbergasted for a minute, and then I found it just impossible to stop laughing about it.
I found I just so absurd and funny! And even if Lottie worries about it, it is the bit that puts lightness in the story.
It makes no sense at all, especially if we have to believe Lottie’s statement that her are truly ugly, yet she has some fans…
And the final revelation just added a more absurd cherry on a very strange cake!
This story shows us with lightness that there are people out there ready to take advantage of the vulnerable situation you are in. And that there are people who want to have the cake and eat it too, without taking in regard others’ feelings.
But it mainly shows us that in life it’s okay to make mistakes, as long as we learn from them and they make us mature.
And that settling for less is never the best option. Even if we are feeling low and lone, it’s worth the wait to find someone that appreciates, treasures and loves you as you deserve.
And that is exactly what we see in this romantic comedy!






























