When wanting to live up the expectations, you are losing yourself
Synopsis
What if becoming the perfect wife meant losing the woman you used to be?
Christina Pemberton – born plain Tina Miller – may be a skilled restorer of antique silver, but to her husband’s old-money family, she is still tarnished goods. They won’t quite let her in to their rarified world, and it’s tearing her marriage apart.
Desperate to prove herself worthy, Christina makes a decision that weighs heavily on her conscience. But then a secret from her past threatens to resurface, and Christina faces an impossible choice between the world she aspires to join, and the life that shaped her.
This is a warm, gripping tale of family, legacy, love, and second chances, set in a beautiful house on the rugged North Devon coast, perfect for fans of Phillipa Ashley, Tilly Tennant, and Sue Moorcroft.A Perfect Devon Manor is a warm, emotionally satisfying midlife romance set in an enchanting Devon manor. Expect a marriage in trouble, self-rediscovery, second chances, and falling in love again, with high-stakes family drama, village intrigue, a glimpse into the rarified world of antique silver restoration, and a life-affirming happily ever after.
My review
Despite being married years to Hamish Pemberton, Christina still feels as tarnished goods. Even if she used to be Tina Miller, she is a skilled restorer of antique silver now. But that and having a daughter Elspeth, isn’t enough to let Christina feel that she truly is a part of the Pemberton family. Eager to show her worth, and her wish to help out her family, Christina finds herself in a situation that she doesn’t truly agree with. And when her past is threatened to come out, Christina feels more than ever that everything she has tried to built on during the years, could be falling apart in the blink of an eye…
How often have we read stories where the main characters are from a different background, yet the love is too big to ignore and in the end they find their happily ever after? But what would happen in the years to follow and when the ‘lesser’ party isn’t truly accepted into the wealthy family?
Right from the start I did not only felt sorry for Christina, but I pitied her too. Her life and marriage with Hamish is clearly not an amazing one, and it is obvious that Hamish lives in his own world, in the past, and that even if they are a small family of their own, they are still too close to Lady Flora…
And also the situation Christina finds herself in… she is very talented as a restorer of antique silver. So it angered me it to read how she is forced into using her skills for doing wrong things. I could understand how Christina initially agreed to it, in order to help the family. But it is clear that she is being used for not so genuine purposes…It even infuriated me, reading how Christina’s past is used as leverage.
I have to admit, I felt that anger throughout great part of the book. Not because of my dislike for the story, but I was so angry in Christina’s place. All she wants, is a happy family with Hamish and Elspeth, having a place to truly call home and to be just accepted by the Pembertons and people connected to them.
It is also crystal clear that in all the years wanting to please others, Christina has lost herself. She has been trying to hard to be liked, and during these years, it kind of feels that she has lost her essence, of what makes Christina in fact Tina.
My heart broke for her, as she finds herself in an impossible situation, or rather in several impossible situations… And with the fear of the truth of her past coming out, jeopardizing even more her present and her future.
A past that made my mind go wild, that went from a small crime to even the most criminal one. But when the truth came out, it wasn’t something that I could have imagined. So sometimes, a mind going too wild, isn’t a great mind 😊.
Now, I am sounding all negative in this review, but believe it is all because I am upset for Chrstina. And there are some lovely moments in the book, absolutely! For example, the love between Christina and Elspeth, just so heartwarming to read the connection between mother and daughter! And there is also how Christina wants to save and protect the family, even if their despise/dislike is obvious.
The more the story progresses, the more growth we also see. Of course Christina is slowly learning to stand up for herself, and even learns to play a little bit dirty. But in fact, all of the Pembertons, the good ones, are going through a whole process. Eyes are being opened, pasts are being accepted, and old ideas and ideologies are thrown out of the window.
So even if the book had me in an angry mood because of all the injustice, at the end of it, I was happy with the course of it. Yes, some things were perhaps concluded too quickly, without any real justice being done, but with the general feeling that the characters end with, that is also okay for me 😊.





























