Can a locked heart be opened again, even if there are many reasons not to?
Synopsis
Allow me to introduce myself.
My name is Rian Kerry, and I’m in huge trouble.
This is how it happened: I had a crush. You know those teenage crushes, which I’m sure you’ve all experienced, too. It was that kind of crush that makes your knees tremble, that makes you blush violently and stammer when you’re with that person. One of those crushes that you assume you’ll just grow out of, the way the seasons change.
The problem is that my crush didn’t go anywhere. Actually, itonly got worse, transforming into something absurd and unbearable, which no one could seem to understand.
Especially not him.
Because he’s off-limits. He’s barricaded himself within his walls, from a sense of fear and guilt. He’s locked up his heart forever, and seems to have no intention of letting anyone in ever again.
My friends, Jordan, Anya, and Holly, say that he just needs a little push. They say that he needs to learn to believe again.
But I don’t think he’ll ever be ready, because he simply doesn’t want to be.
He doesn’t want to believe.
Not in something like us.
Allow me to introduce myself.
My name is Parker Hayes, and I’m an idiot.
Yep, you heard me right. I’m a real idiot. And, I swear, that’s putting it lightly.
But I’m a lot of other things, too. I’m a fireman, and a single father to two cheeky, hyperactive six-year-old twins. I’m a brother to Tyler, another fireman – and another idiot – who always seems to stick his nose into my business. I’m a kind-of friend to Niall, yet another idiot with nothing to do but barge into my life, uninvited.
Let’s get back to the point, here: the reason I’m an idiot.
Well, it’s pretty simple. I’ve lost my mind. Literally. It happened again. I fell for it. With my head, with my body, and with the heart I was sure I’d never be able to piece back together after another inevitable disaster.
The problem is that she’s not like the others.
She bakes cakes with my daughters, laughs with them, and shows them her magic bag. They’re crazy about her.
And so am I.
And now she knows it, and I know it, and everyone around us knows it. But I can’t take that step. I can’t let everything go to start over.
I can’t live through this again – because this time, I won’t be left standing.
Not if she’s the one to break my heart.
My review
Rian Kerry has crushed over Parker Hayes for a long while now. It started when she was a teenager, but her feelings for Parker only intensified.
However, Parker comes with a big amount of not only emotional baggage….
Not only is he a single father of six year – old twins, he has built walls so high to safeguard from any more hurt.
And then there is also the age – thing…
But the heart wants what it wants, and Rian finds herself not only falling deeper for Parker, but also starts to love the two girls.
And Parker doesn’t only see the young woman for her beauty, but sees how much his girls love her and spend time baking cakes, playing and especially, laughing.
But no matter what he feels, he cannot let Rian in, because when it will all go downwards, he knows he won’t be able to pick up the pieces again…
From the start, it was obvious that there is a certain age gap between the main characters. But it’s only after a while that the exact ‘gap’ is made known.
And before I realised how big the gap is, I enjoyed reading this story.
Rian is a young woman, but very mature for her age (even if it’s not immediately clear what that age is).
She has a straight head and has a clear idea of what or who she wants.
But she is also a kind of sad character, because she doesn’t has the best relationship with her brother and the sense of abandonment never left her.
No matter how hard Niall tries, Rian finds it difficult to let him completely in.
However, she is also a warm character, because the way she entertains the twins, and starts to truly care about them, is really heart – warming.
Parker was a harder nut to crack. Not everything from his past was clear, but reading how he is a single father, and the mother not in the picture, well, it gave me an idea why parker behaved the way he does.
His fear of letting someone in, made me feel sorry for him, because he is the kind of character you would wish all the best.
I had fun reading about these two characters trying to ignore their attraction, and having the meddling of people who care, was very entertaining.
Having returning characters from the previous parts, was that extra, seeing how they are doing now. And knowing that their characters remained true to their persona, was a relief. Because even if they have already their happily ever after, they still remain that funny, even idiotic person we got to know before (yes Tyler and Niall, I’m talking about you!)
However I have to admit, the age gap did disturb me a bit. Because Rian and Parker are in so different stages of their lives, and I believed there would be a lot to overcome…
But like I said before, Rian shows how mature she is for her age, and Parker shows a vulnerability that makes a perfect match.
This story shows us that age is in the end just a number, and that daring to open your heart again isn’t a recipe to get it broken again. Sometimes we have to dare to take that jump, no matter what people around you may think. Because the people that truly love you, understand you and will even cheer for you when you reach your happiness again.



























