Who can forget their first love?
Synopsis
Some loves last for just a short time, but ours lasted a lifetime.
From the moment that Emma met Ryan, she knew he was the one for her, but he leaves her heartbroken when he betrays her and disappears from her life, only to return and shatter her heart for a second time.
We were never meant to be, we just happened against the odds.
It feels like fate when life throws them back together as adults, but Emma has moved on now and she can’t throw everything away for the man who left her heartbroken twice.
Emma is living a charmed life with a beautiful family and her art career beginning to take off, but she can’t help feeling like her heart is pulling her back to her first love.
I keep on coming back to you.
One chance encounter with Ryan, so unexpected that it feels like it was written in the stars, throws them back together and she can’t deny the connection between them is stronger than ever. Emma learns that Ryan has been keeping a secret from her, and she has to decide whether to turn away from him forever or keep fighting for their love against all odds.
My review
Emma and Ryan meet for the first time when they are just teenagers. But quickly they spend each free time together and enjoy the emotions linked with first love.
Despite their love, it all ends when Ryan breaks her heart by betraying her in the worst possible way and then just disappears.
History repeats itself a second time when Ryan returns…
When Emma and Ryan meet again as adults, Emma has a beautiful family and has finally her dream coming true with her art career. And even if she seems to have the perfect life, her heart keeps longing for Ryan. But Ryan appears to have secrets he does not want to share, and Emma has to make a final decision…
This story did not break my heart once or twice, but the whole time!
When Emma and Ryan get together the first time, it was all so sweet! That first love, that need of spending each moment together… And getting to know each other better, with that innocence, believing it will last forever…
But the betrayal was huge… I understand why Emma was so heartbroken… losing your first love always has a big impact. But for Emma is was not only losing Ryan, there was more to it. Also that Ran just disappeared made it harder for her to process everything.
That moment was where I pitied Emma the most…
When Emma and Ryan meet again, there is time for a new kind of love. It’s not that innocent love anymore, but a more grown-up love. Of course, years have passed so it makes perfectly sense that the love also is different.
And history repeats itself somehow… and that was not only Emma’s heart that got broken, but also mine…
Of course I understood this time why Emma and Ryan couldn’t be together, but it seemed so wrong for them not being together!
Later in their lives, they meet again and this time, I didn’t like what Emma did… I understand the attraction to Ryan, I REALLY do, but her actions were just wrong in my opinion. But Emma wouldn’t be Emma if she didn’t realize it too!
This story takes place of several years, and I loved reading how Emma grew up from a young girl to a real woman.
You see her struggles, her desire to do what she truly wants and what is expected from her.
And you see also her determination, especially towards to end. She does not just give up, and is ready for the awaiting challenge.
I found this a bittersweet story, about the challenges someone can encounter when being in love. And that saying of ‘Shame on you if you fool me once, shame on me if you fool me twice’ is not always applicable. Love is something you have to work and even fight for. But when it’s true love, it is all worth it.




























