After achieving your dream, what when you question it all?
Synopsis
Thea Rogers has dedicated her life to her career in corporate law. Apart from her colleague and long-time friend-with-benefits Alasdair, she’s forgone friendships and relationships, and now she’s on track to become her firm’s youngest ever female partner. She should be ecstatic. But when a senior partner dies unexpectedly, Thea realises the people at his funeral are only there out of duty. Suddenly, Thea can’t shake the question: if she disappeared tomorrow, would anyone care?
As the life choices she’s made suddenly make less and less sense, Thea is forced to make a decision. Stick with the original plan or take a completely different path.
Thea has a chance to do it right this time, and fill her world with the things that matter. But can people really change? And once life starts looking up, why does it feel like there’s something… or someone she can’t seem to replace?
My review
Thea Rogers has put everything aside for her career in corporate law. Working outside her hours, not having weekends or holidays, she all takes it in her stride, as she wants to become the firm’s youngest female partner. To decompress though, she has a friends – with – benefits arrangement with her colleague Alasdair. When she finally has gotten the much – fought – for promotion, she couldn’t be more over the moon. Yet quickly she realizes that beside Alasdair, she doesn’t have many people to celebrate with, as friends she has not, and her family doesn’t understand what she is doing. But when a senior partner dies suddenly, she starts to question all the choices she has made. Is it time to make big changes in her life? But will those changes bring her the joy and happiness she is apparently currently missing?
There are several reasons why I chose to read this book. First of all, I have read several books of this author, and I loved them all. So obviously I wanted to read this one too! Secondly, I was intrigued by the plot.
Because at the start of the book, Thea is chasing her dream of becoming a partner. An accomplishment that is not easily reached, and Thea has put all her focus, time and dedication to prove everyone that she is the right person to become partner.
And in a way, her focus is admirable, as Thea knows what she wants, she knows the price she has to pay for it (no free time, no friends, a strained relationship with her family).
But at the same time, that fact also saddened me. Because work and career isn’t all there is in life. In fact, it’s clear that beside Alasdair, her best friend, she doesn’t have anyone else that just gets her like he does. And they only know each other because they are working at the same firm, even if at different departments. I was 100% that if Thea didn’t have Alasdair, she would be even more lonelier than she already is.
It is true that an unexpected event makes you rethink about yourself and the choices you made. I found it a bit strange that Thea was so affected by the death of her colleague, but in a way it also made perfectly sense. She realizes at the funeral that people were there more out of duty and not because they truly cared about her colleague. And it makes her wonder if people would act in the same way if it were her in front of the church.
While reading, I kept expecting maybe a little more romance in it. But I also realized that this wasn’t that kind of book, even if there is some romance in it. But this is more about a journey. A journey where Thea has to discover not only what would make her happy, but also who Thea is. I don’t know if I would be able to make the same choices and decisions she is making, together with her neighbour and new friend Rebecca, but finding that courage is for sure admirable!
There are many funny moments in this book, but also and mainly heartwarming moments. Because with Thea changing completely direction in her life, she is also able to reconnect with her family, and it was sweet to see how they are able to understand each other.
The Thea at the start of the book is in nothing comparable with the Thea at the end of it. While initially Thea’s focus in on her career, we see a more ‘human’ Thea later on. A Thea that makes friends, a Thea that is happy and wants other people’s happiness. We also see that Thea is very flexible in a way. Because with her new adventure with her friend Rebecca, plans are being made but also just as often as they are made, they are changed. And of course Thea needs some time to adjust to those changes, because aren’t we also like that, needing time to process it all, but she doesn’t dismiss any idea, how crazy it may seem.
Even if it wasn’t completely the story I was expecting, I totally loved reading it. Seeing the changes Thea is going through, the inner turmoil she is having, the growth she is having, is not only realistic and real, but also touching. Because it take a huge amount of courage to do what Thea is doing, without any certainty in prospect.
And even if the romance isn’t the main focus, I was happy with the end result of it, because secretly, I was hoping for this exact outcome!
Phoebe MacLeod wrote for sure a funny story, yet delivering also an important message, that sometimes taking a courageous decision, having a leap of faith, can bring so much more in your life than you have right now.





























