To overcome your fears to discover the truth…
Synopsis
Laura is watching the world go by without her.
Unable to leave her house since suffering a trauma, Laura is stuck gazing out of her window at Willow Crescent, relying on husband Jim and best friend Debbie for help.
Then one day, Jim doesn’t come home.
A day becomes two, days become a week, and still no sign of Jim. And with the police half-hearted in their efforts to look for him, Laura is forced into a decision. She’s going to have to face the world outside and find her husband herself.
But what Laura hasn’t realised is that Willow Crescent is a community, eager to help. From Arthur and Carol next door ready to rally the neighbours, to Marjorie and her daughter Faye at number nine looking for their own reasons to engage with the world. From Sonja at number seven who thinks she may have seen Jim in London, to widower Ben at number four who understands all about being lonely. Laura has a world ready to embrace her if she can just find the nerve.
And when it slowly dawns on them all, that the Jim they thought they knew, may have been hiding some unfathomable secrets, Laura has a choice – retreat back behind her window, or start living the life that was waiting for her all along.
This is Clare Swatman’s tour de force. At the same time emotional, uplifting, page-turning and breath-taking, Laura is a character you will never forget.
My review
After a trauma, Laura is unable to leave her house. Even moving to Willow Crescent, away from the place of the trauma, she isn’t able to take one step outside her house.
She is lucky she can count on her husband Jim and her best friend Debbie for help.
Het life is really straightforward, there are no surprises at all. She could even stopwatch the moments Jim is expected to be home.
But one day, Jim doesn’t return home… which worries Laura terribly.
And when even after several days, there is no sign of Jim, and the police isn’t taking Laura serious, Laura may need to take matter in her own hands.
Even if that means to step outside and ask her neighbours for help. Neighbours she has never met, but who are willing to help their mysterious neighbour to find her husband back.
With each neighbour adding snippets of Jim’s character, Laura starts to realize that perhaps she didn’t know her husband that well at all, as he has been obviously been keeping secrets…
Having read several marvellous stories of this author, I was ready to dive into the latest book. Yet I have to admit, this story was a bit different compared with her other books.
While reading the blurb, it would seem that agoraphobia is the only thing Laura is struggling with. But it’s easy to see that there is so much more going on in Laura’s life, she is having more issues than I first assumed.
My heart went out to her, as we discover that she was having a promising career as a chef, until the attack happens.
Obviously, it’s a terrible thing to happen, and I can only try to imagine what Laura is going through.
It broke my heart to see how that one attack took all her confidence and strength away, even turning her into a scaredy cat.
Of course that doesn’t happen overnight. And even if there are no real clues, I felt that somehow her relationship with Jim wasn’t helping her to overcome her fears…
On the contrary, I even felt somehow that he was fuelling her fears even more.
But there are so many other things to say about Laura and Jim…
At some moments it felt like Laura was a tiny bit too gullible. Yes, we have all fallen head over heals in love once or even twice. But Laura took the next steps too fast for my liking, and also her best friend’s liking.
Yes, you love guy, but you also barely know the guy. Why the rush of living together, getting married so quickly?
And even after years being married to Jim, before the attack even happened, Laura continues to be ignorant about Jim, his job and his whereabouts…
Now, when I started to read this book, I had to keep in mind that this was set in a time where there are no smartphones, no social media and no internet. So just doing a search over the internet, trying to locate Jim over his smartphone was not possible.
It had to be search ‘old – school’, by questioning the neighbours and following several leads.
For any of us, it would be easy to go knocking on doors, but for Laura it’s a huge step.
Of course she just doesn’t open the door and step outside, but she has to take tiny steps to overcome her fear. And I admired her persistence to do exactly that, out of love for Jim.
We can clearly see her struggles, but we can also see how those struggles diminish within time. And obviously it helps having such understanding neighbours (even if a few are bit too curious and nosy!). somehow they all know Jim, for one reason or another, and they do all their best to help poor Laura out, to find out where Jim is.
There are several neighbours I immediately liked, with Ben being my absolute Nr. 1 favourite! It warmed my heart to see how non – judgemental each neighbour is about Laura’s situation, and how they make her feel welcome in their homes, how terrified Laura may look like.
The truth about Jim didn’t come as a that big of a surprise to me, as there were several hints throughout the book. And while Jim tries to explain his actions, I still don’t feel any sympathy towards him whatsoever.
I just couldn’t shake off the feeling that there was more than one thing off with him…
This story shows us that there are so many people struggling in their life for different reasons. And that one event can turn out toe be the catalyst of a downward spiral, only dragging you more and more down.
But it also shows that struggles can be overcome. It may not be an easy task to do so, but with admitting your need of help, and you finding help in unexpected corners, you can take that one step outside, and start to see the beautiful life outside again.
And even if people in your life disappoint you, there are many others out there that may bring you happiness again.





























