Will it ever be the right time, not only for them but for joy?
Synopsis
Marie Kondo for the soul.
Anna and Will have been passing in and out of each other’s lives since they were just kids.
Now 20 years later, Anna is married – she has a lovely house, a step daughter in university and a husband with a good job.
What she doesn’t have is joy. When she runs into Will it sparks something in her, a longing for the Anna she used to be.
Together they embark on a journey to find what brings them joy, to discard what doesn’t and to become the people they always wanted to be.
But in finding themselves, can they also find each other?
My review
As teenagers, Anna and Will fell in love. But after losing his mother, Will took his distance. Over twenty years, Anna and Will kept passing in and out each other’s lives, never feeling that it was finally their moment.
Now Anna is married and she adores her step – daughter. But when she bumps into Will again, this time she realizes that her life isn’t a bad one, but it isn’t a joyful one.
Will is coping with being the only surviving member of his family, a marriage torn apart and fighting over his daughter with his soon – to – be -ex – wife.
Walking with Anna, having long talks, Will also sees that perhaps now is the time to figure out what makes him happy.
But what exactly will make Anna and Will happy? Will they find it out? And is that happiness to be found with each other?
I don’t know how this author manages to do it, but it is so easy to relate to her characters, and for my poor heart, to feel their emotions too, the good ones and the bad ones.
What she describes in this book, is also so recognizable in so many aspects…
Anna fell in love with Will as a teenager. But we all know that no matter how amazing things appear to be when we’re that young, we know as an adult that somehow as a teenager we were ignorant and did not realize how the world turns and how life works.
When the relationships ends, it’s heart-breaking, but I also understood how hurt Will was after losing his beloved mother.
Through flashbacks we get to read how both Anna and Will move on with their lives, and how sometime Fate brings them back together, how short that period may be.
And I found it sweet to sweet how they think fondly of the times they met again, how no grudges were being held, but understanding that those are just those things of life…
When Anna and Will meet again in the present, every bone in my body was screaming that this would be it, this would finally be their moment. Even if Anna was still married, and Will is struggling with his soon – to – be -ex – wife, the both of them know that this is the moment to be some kind of selfish, and wit their talks they know they have to chase their happiness, as life is too short to just settle down and be content with what you have.
If only it would be that easy, once you made the decision…
This is a slow book, hopping from past to present and back to the past. But it allows us to get to know Anna and Will so much better, as we can see the journey they made to become the persons they are now.
Because, especially in Anna’s case, it was a long and difficult journey. And yet with their last encounter, they learn the most vital lesson, that you only have one life and it should be a happy one.
I think I was approximately half way through the book when I thought every piece of the puzzle would fall perfectly. But then the author wrote some twists (even terrible ones!) jeopardizing everything all over again.
How angry it made me at that point, it was also part of that journey that our characters had to endure. Because finding happiness does not mean necessarily that you have to have a person by your side. Because you can find happiness also by just being on your own.
With this author, I knew there would be heart – breaking moments, moments that I would cry very ugly. And the further along I got in the book, nearly reaching the end, I was hoping that no tears would be shed. Only to realize that those last chapters were the worst for my dear heart…
And without giving away too much, that is just how life goes, good things happen but also bad things, and we are not in control of what happens when…
While it can seem like a dark thought, it also makes you think about what *you* want from life, and it lets to make the choices to follow your heart.
This was a slow – paced story, showing us a whole lifetime and makes us reflect about our own lives and realize how precious our lives are. And we just never settle for just living our lives, but we just live it to the fullest.
And that may be with a long lost love by our side, but it may not be. Most important is to feel that joy again.





























