To find trust again after having it had broken

Synopsis

Amid betrayal and family secrets, a journey to the Scottish Highlands brings unexpected romance, healing, and a second chance at happiness. 

Scarlett flees to the Scottish Highlands on her 35th birthday after discovering her husband’s affair. Desperate for a fresh start, she seeks comfort with her estranged mother at the estate of the surly, yet rather attractive bachelor, Edward Cameron-Reid; a reclusive laird devoted to his family’s legacy.

As Scarlett disrupts Edward’s solitary life, an inescapable chemistry sparks between them amid the estate’s last-minute preparations for his brother’s wedding. However, their growing connection faces turmoil when shocking secrets and hidden motives surface, threatening not only the wedding but their blossoming romance.

Will the drama keep Scarlett and Edward apart? Can they overcome their fears and confront their true feelings for each other? Or will they discover that even after heartbreak, love has the power to offer a second chance?

A dual-narrative, spicy contemporary romance set in the Highlands of Scotland, for fans of Elliot Fletcher and Evie Alexander.

My review

Scarlett Hope didn’t have to have any worry after her marriage. Even if she didn’t get along with her mother-in-law that well, her life was the kind that would lavish her in comfort and style. That is until she discovers that her husband has not only betrayed their marriage, but also got their tenant pregnant… To make things worse, Scarlett discovers this on her own 35th birthday! Scarlett decides to keep her dignity and leaves the place that has been her home for a long, with just the bare minimum. The only place Scarlett can think of to give her safety, is to go to her own, though estranged, mother, in the Scottish Highlands. Scarlett hopes to find refuge there, and also a way to get her life back on tracks, and to make her life her own again. But while her mother welcomes her daughter back with open arms, the fact that she is the gardener of Hadden House, and its owner Edward Cameron-Reid isn’t all that thrilled with Scarlett’s arrival, things don’t start off all that well. Because the last place Edward wants to be, is at Hadden House, but as there a wedding going to take place, and the last thing Edward  needs, is being distracted by a fiery and funny woman like Scarlett. So even when sparks ignite and fly around, both their responsibilities and  past keep them from taking things further. Or not…

There is one thing I truly hate in these kind of books. And that is the level of betrayal the main character has to endure. Of course there must happen *something* to let the story take off. But it is almost always in such a nasty, ugly way, that it truly breaks the main character. Why are people so mean, deceitful? If the grass is truly greener on the other side, have the b*lls to do the right thing to the person you claimed to love…

Yet I was proud of Scarlett and her decision to leave. It would have been perhaps easier for her to just stay where she was, in a world of luxury and comfort, but that is not who Scarlett is and what she wants. She wants to be loved for the right reasons, she wants commitment, loyalty and have a partner in every sense of the word.

And I admired Scarlett and her choice to find refuge with her mother. For many people it would an obvious choice, to go to your parents, but as it is a strained relationship, it cannot have been easy for Scarlett to ask for help to a person that has hurt you in the past…

I liked it also to read how Scarlett isn’t the posh kind of woman, despite her married life. She doesn’t expect her mother to give her shelter and that Scarlett can just sit around and do nothing. No, Scarlett isn’t afraid to get her hands dirty, or to use her knowledge, her know – how, to earn her own living.

While Scarlett for sure puts on a brave face, the hurt she has been though, at the hand of the man that is supposed to love her, is palpable. Not only at the start of the story, or upon the arrival at Hadden House. But the more the story evolves, the more we see how Scarlett, bit by bit, is able to get over her pain.

Of course this doesn’t happen overnight, and even after meeting Edward, and sparks start to fly, we see that hesitation in her. Shame on you if you fool me once, shame on me if you fool me… right?

It is almost mandatory that things don’t start off that greatly between Scarlett and Edward. If they would become BFF’s immediately, this story wouldn’t have the same attraction as it does now. Also because Edward isn’t a person with a perfect life.

Edward has his own struggles and demons to battle. His life has also been filled with ups and downs and he hasn’t come to terms with everything yet.

He isn’t all that happy has Scarlett has arrived, and he is wary of the woman. He wants to keep his distance, not only with Scarlett, but with many people that aren’t in his inner circle.

However, attraction, sparks, fireworks, they don’t care about your inner turmoil. And they won’t just back down because you want to. And seeing that attraction, those sparks fly around, was just great! Edward and Scarlett both deserve to find that attraction, those sparks, to show them that everyone deserves to find all the above and even more.

So as a reader, it was a bit frustrating to read how Edward at moments was hot and then cold towards Scarlett. But it also made sense in a certain way. Because it is a journey the both of them have to go through. With their backgrounds, it is not easy to just open up and let people, and let love back in.

I truly enjoyed reading this story, that shows us that keeping your dignity is something scary yet courageous. It shows us that broken bonds can be mended as long as there is love and also patience involved. And that even if life keeps on throwing curveballs, love can always find its way to you.

This book handles many different subjects, and isn’t only and strictly limited to the story of Edward and Scarlett. The author isn’t afraid to write down some heavy stuff in this story either. Heavy stuff that would perhaps be too heavy, yet here we see it alternate with some lighter, funny moments, without ever putting  anything to ridicule about it. These shifts made it truly great story to read, made me think, wonder, laugh, all at the same time.

This was my first encounter with this author, and I cannot wait to discover more of her works!

When Christmas is around, anything is possible

Synopsis

Thea Ashcombe, a fiercely independent single mum, is about to face her toughest challenge yet: Christmas on a shoestring. As the festive season looms, Thea’s feeling a little like their old family Christmas tree – tired and lacking in sparkle!

Nick Saint, the quiet and devoted farm shop manager in the idyllic village of Lower Brambleton, has secretly liked Thea for years. Trapped in the friend zone since high school, he’s given up hope of Thea seeing him as anything more than reliable ‘Saint’ Nick…

But when Thea steps into Nick’s world to help at the bustling farm shop, something unexpected happens. Suddenly, her sensible head is spinning with a schoolgirl crush she never saw coming! Is it just the enchanting glow of Christmas, the twinkling lights playing tricks on her mind?

As they work side-by-side preparing for the magical Christmas market, and as Nick’s thoughtful gestures – like a perfectly fresh Christmas tree appearing at her door – begin to melt her defences, Thea starts to wonder – maybe all she really needs for Christmas… is Nick!

My review

Thea Ashcombe is a single mother of two, doing her best to make everything work. But life isn’t easy and more than often, at the month’s end, it is a real struggle. But even if her Christmas tree has had its best time, Thea is fiercely about giving her two children all what is possible. Even if that means taking a second job at the farm shop manager for some extra money. And even if that means working for Nick Saint, a friend that she has known for years. Nick, who has had a secret crush on Thea for years, but has always been put in the friendzone. But while working in the farm shop together, and making preparations for the magical Christmas market, something starts to shift in their relationship… However, is Thea ready to let her guard down again, especially as she has been burned by love before?

With a title like this, and with Christmas looming around the corner, I thought that perhaps this book would be actually with some magic spells and magic events. So yes, I was a bit reluctant, because while I love reading about everything that can happen around Christmas, I am not a real believer of magic in any aspect.

But luckily for me, it wasn’t at all about the Bibbidi-Bobbidi-Boo kind of magic, but just the magic of love and Christmas. A big ‘pfew!’ from my side! 😊

I am not a parent myself, and so I cannot complete comprehend the difficulties and struggles of raising children, let alone when you are a single parent. Of course as a loving mother, Thea does all that she can, and she has not only great kids (that, yes, can be exhausting at moments) but she also can rely on her family for support and help.

For her resilience, and fierceness, I truly liked Thea, but I loved her for her realness. She isn’t the perfect mother, the perfect daughter or perfect sister. She has struggles and has made mistakes. But she won’t let those struggles or mistakes bring her down. On the contrary, she thinks about ways how to make a change for the better, for the sake of her children.

While I admired that for her, I also felt sad a little bit. Because her burns of the past also made her built very high walls, not allowing anyone to get close again. And with doing all that she can for her children, I also felt that she has lost herself in the process…

It saddened me also reading how despite all her efforts, financially things aren’t that easy. And with those needs that must, Thea needs a second job, even if it break her heart that it means less family time.

On the other hand, if she didn’t need a second job, we wouldn’t have this story, would we? 😊

And that brings us to Nick Saint. First of all, just that name! With that name, Nick must be a good guy, right? 😊

Of course I had a few not – so – secrets smiles reading how Nick has always had a crush on Thea, even if they have always been just friends. But he doesn’t help Thea out because of that crush, but just because he is that kind of man, helping out a friend, a neighbour, out of the goodness of his heart!

Nick is just like Thea, a man made of flesh and blood, and while he always does good, it doesn’t mean that there haven’t been a few hiccups in his life. But for me, seeing a real man, with a few flaws and errors in judgement, made me only like Nick even more! Who needs a perfect man, when being imperfect is perfect enough?

Seeing Nick and Thea together, truly warmed my heart. And not because things change immediately, but because it is a slow shifting that is taking place. And slow – burns, in the right setting (like this one) are sometimes better than that instant spark, that instant attraction.

Because Nick and Thea take their time, they rely on their friendship. But they also don’t want to ruin what they already have had for a long time. And also here, with things changing between them, it is so realistic what they are going through.

Having those feelings is natural, but acting upon them, admitting what you are feeling, letting those high walls down, isn’t easy at all. And this is something that both Nick and Thea have to understand,  learn, and be courageous about. With the right person, love is worth the risk. And no matter what curveballs may be thrown around you, the right person will show understanding, patience and will want to help you out.

We see in this wonderful story that life in general can be a real journey, with ups and downs. You never know what direction your life will take, and how you will grow in time. And all that has happened can make you build up high walls, but we also see how those walls can be torn apart, how love can come perhaps in the most unexpected (or not? 😊) ways and how being courageous can may be the best decision that you have ever made, for the right person!

A happily ever after is not that easy to have…

Synopsis

Magic happens when you least expect it…

Bella Douglas is living her dream life on the Isle of Skye but misses her friends at Drumblair Castle. She has the love of her life by her side, Granny Isla just up the road and has landed a big job to renovate the interior of a gorgeous Victorian hotel for an American client. What could possibly go wrong?

When Bella’s new client sends their son to project manage the hotel renovation, things take an unexpected turn for the worse. Ex-model Carlton Somers has set his sights on Bella and doesn’t seem to understand the word ‘no’. But her relationship with Harris is rock solid; nothing can break that foundation … can it?

Meanwhile Granny Isla’s ‘friendship’ with her neighbour Tam Guthrie is going from strength to strength but when drama hits Pabay View Residential Home Bella’s life is quickly sent into a tailspin.
What will it take to get her life back on track?
And can she ever find time to focus on her own happiness and future?

My review

Bella Douglas may be missing her friends at Drumblair Castle, but she is happy with her new life on the Isle of Skye with the love of her life Harris, and her Granny Isla also living nearby! And Bella having scored a prestigious job, renovating the interior of a Victorian hotel, could things get even better? Well, worse for they can, as the son of the American hotel owners, doesn’t understand that Bella isn’t interested in him at all… Because who wouldn’t be interested in an ex – model? The more time passes, the more Bella struggles with keeping Carlton at bay. Luckily, her relationship with Harris is stronger than ever, and nothing or no one could ever come between them. Or can it? And when Granny Isla adds more headaches, Bella sees how easily things can change… But can it change for the better once again?

I was a bit conflicted when I started this book. Not because I doubted Lisa Hobman in any way. But it was because I have read Bella’s previous story, and I was happy with how things turned out for her, and I just wanted her to have her happily ever after. And with this new book, with her as a main character, that would mean that Bella and Harris would have to jump several hurdles and that their happiness wouldn’t be that evident.

However, when did that ever stop me from reading a story from an author that has brought me happiness and joy several times? I just had to keep the faith!

And at the start of the book, we see indeed how happy Bella and Harris are together. Obviously Bella misses her friends at and around Drumblair Castle, but it was sweet to see how their friendship even stands the test of distance. 

And I liked it how even the move didn’t bring her spirits down, and that even at her new home, she finds happiness.

Of course it helps that she has Harris by her side, her rock. It took them both a while to get into this lovely, heartwarming relationship they have now.

We all know how amazing Harris is. He is a committed man, both at home as at work. He would walk on water for Bella, The love he has for her (and of course the other way around too), is so palpable. He cares so much about Bella, and Isla’s, wellbeing, that I just want a Harris myself!

Talking about Isla, am I glad that she hasn’t changed just one bit! Things have changed for her, and even for her love is all around. But she never loses her spirit, she is still up for those confusing miscommunications. And that was just hilarious to read! Even if she takes it perhaps one step too far in this book. Yet when you read the reasons behind it, can you truly blame her?

There were also bits in this book that angered me. And that anger was mostly “thanks” to Carlton…

Carlton is the perfect example of men who don’t understand what women are saying. When we way “no”, it isn’t playing hard to get, or being coy. When we say “no”, it means “no”. And reading how Carlton just doesn’t get what Bella is truly saying, or how he isn’t able to read the room, or see her discomfort, just made my blood boil.

And while Bella stands her ground, and keeps her professional had on, we can see how it puts a strain on everything. She loves her job, but because of that toxic behaviour, she is having doubts. And it even if Harris is in Bella’s corner all the time, you can see how it puts a strain on that amazing relationship.

Also Harris has his own demons to fight in this book, a ghost of the past that may jeopardize everything… Unfortunately those demons, his and Bella’s, make him resurface some old self-doubts.

Bella is going through a lot in this book, yet no matter what is going on, she feels the love of everyone around her. Whenever doubts arise, whenever she needs a listening ear, there are plenty of people there for her. We see how her best friends are showing why friendships are so important in your life.

And that is the power and strength of this book. The genuine and selfless love that all these wonderful characters have for each other. But we see also how that love is always a work a progress. Falling in love is always the easiest part but to maintain your happiness and your love together, united, you cannot take it for granted. And communication is key, always and forever.

Lisa Hobman showed us with this story how strong a relationship is, but also how fragile it can be. But most important, we see how beautiful every kind of love can be, and how it can empower you.

This was absolutely a wonderful story to read, as I loved seeing my old friends again and read how they are doing now. After my visit to this amazing place with marvellous people, I had this content feeling coming over me, a feeling that made me feel all warm and happy!  

If you love Eurovision just like me, read this!

Synopsis

Willkommen, bienvenue and welcome! It’s time for the newly launched musical celebration that is the Eurowide Song Contest, debuting in the unglamorous city of Ermpit in Rottimoldovia at Europe’s most easterly tip. It’s like Eurovision, but it’s not…

​Lifelong fanatic and walking Eurovision encyclopaedia, Jemma La Vie is the UK’s first ever buoyant Eurowide hope. Plucked from obscurity, her childhood dreams of taking part in a national song contest have come true as she finds herself standing centre stage, with the hopes of her nation on her proud shoulders. 

But in the week leading up to the final, a sinister set of events sees contestants dropping down dead before a single vote has even been cast. There’s something shady going on and it seems it’s not just a few dodgy notes onstage being murdered. Will Jemma actually survive to fly the UK flag at Eurowide on final night or meet her Waterloo? And if she does survive, will there be a douze points in sight?

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About the author

Nigel is an all-rounder in the world of entertainment working on both radio, TV and as a successful author and podcast host. 

As a TV host he has presented thousands of hours of both live and pre-recorded TV as well as outside broadcasts and events. He has featured on ITV, BBC, Channel 4 and C5 and has also broadcast live from America. He has been a presenter on craft TV for two decades and is happiest surrounded by glitter. Which is highly useful for his radio life as he has presented two of the sparkliest and glitteriest shows on Gaydio, the largest LGBTQ+ radio station in the UK, over the last few years. He hosts a weekly Sunday evening show called Wrapping Up The Weekend which features brand new LGBTQ+ music and top celebrity names dropping in for a chat and spilling the T. He loves nothing better than a bit of banter with iconic stars like Dannii Minogue, George Takei, stars of Strictly and Dancing On Ice, Matt Goss, Kim Wilde, Bananarama, Armistead Maupin, Layton Williams and even Stormy Daniels or fan-favourites from the world of international drag like Jinkx Monsoon, Bianca Del Rio, Danny Beard, Jujubee, Bob The Drag Queen, Cheryl Hole, Alaska, Peppermint and Ben De La Creme. He adores featuring brand new up ‘n’ coming LGBTQ+ talent and giving them a chance to shine. He also hosts the Saturday Weekend Breakfast show on Gaydio Brighton.

He hosts a successful queer podcast called A Gay Old Time interviewing celebrities from the LGBTQ+ world. Currently on Season 6 guests have included Todrick Hall, Charlie Condou, Samantha Fox, Hazell Dean, John Barrowman, Miriam Margolyes, Frankie Grande, Darren Hayes and Dominic Skinner.

As an author he has published eight novels so far. Six action-packed glam fiction blockbusters, a ‘sexy six-pack’ for which he earned the title ‘the UK’s male Jackie Collins’ (a huge honour as she was Nigel’s literary heroine). He’s also published a gripping psychological thriller with a dark and dangerous twist and a crafty cosy-crime novel. His books have been given countless five-star reviews and been featured in many national publications.

He’s obsessed with all things ’80s, flea markets and the Eurovision Song Contest. He’s a gay grandad living in Brighton who’s all about the body positive and has been a finalist on both Pointless and The Weakest Link. But didn’t win either!

When a white lie brings you to Iceland…

Synopsis

Can one kiss melt a cold, broken heart?

When career-focused Chloe Bellamy is sent to Iceland on a last-minute work trip, it’s her big chance to prove she deserves a seat at the top.

But there’s one problem, she may have embellished her CV a little… saying she speaks Icelandic when she doesn’t! And now, to add to her woes, she’s landed with no place to stay.

Gunnar Eriksson has a habit of saving people. First, when he rescued a young boy from a volcano and offered him a forever home. Then opening his door and welcoming in a spirited yet accident-prone Octogenarian. Now Gunnar has somehow tied himself to Chloe who needs all the help she can get but, for some reason, is reluctant to accept it.

Neither of them are looking for love, but under Iceland’s spell, and with a little extra help from those around them, something begins to shift. Could one kiss beneath the Northern Lights change everything?

This Christmas, escape to Iceland for festive feels, unexpected friendships and maybe even a chance at love.

My review

Chloe Bellamy is focused on her career, adamant to make it to the top. The fact that her boss relies on  her 24/7 for sure means that Chloe will be soon made partner, right? The focus on her career is also a way to not think too much about her own heartbreak. Chloe isn’t even all too bothered that her boss sends her on a last – minute work trip. If only it wasn’t for the fact that on her CV, Chloe told a small white lie stating that she speaks fluent Icelandic. And let that just be the place she is being sent to! To make things even worse, upon her arrival, it becomes clear that Chloe has no place to stay at all. Luckily for her, Icelandic Gunnar Erikkson cannot leave anyone stranded. He has proved this with Magnus, a boy who has lost everything and Gunnar taking in also Hildur, an old friend with the family, who gives her help and advice, wanted or not. So when Gunnar offers Chloe his help, Chloe’s reluctance frustrates Gunnar. But their paths keep crossing and Gunnar finds himself helping Chloe out on several occasions. Will the Northern Lights work their magic on Gunnar and Chloe, two people who are absolutely not looking for love and live in different countries?

The way I got to know this wonderful author, was on the journeys she took me along to the sun, to warm and beautiful locations. So the fact that she is taking us now on a complete different setting, well, I was obviously very curious! 

Not that she is taking us to a terrible place in this book, but well, let’s say that you won’t be needing your swimming suit! 😊

But no matter where Mandy takes us, whether it is on some sunny and warm Greek Island, or to the cold and snowy Iceland, it is always a great journey, with amazing places and growing characters.

Initially, my thoughts about Chloe were contradicting. My heart went out to her after learning about her struggles and what she has been through in the past. And it is clear that she still hasn’t processed and gotten over everything. 

And that truly made me feel for her.

On the other hand, her total focus on her job, her being to eager to please her boss, just didn’t feel right. I can understand the focus on building a career, but it angered me a little bit to see how Chloe would drop everything after a call from her boss Michelle, with sometimes even impossible demands… There is working hard for your career, and there is being taken advantage of and not standing up for yourself?

But of course, this trip to Iceland is for Chloe also a learning, growing journey. And while she is stubborn, headstrong and independent, slowly she also learns that accepting help isn’t a sign of weakness, and that admitting that you are hurt, isn’t a weakness. But she also finally understands that family comes in different shapes and forms. And that the how’s don’t matter, as long as there is love…

All this, because on this journey, she has Gunnar by her side…

Gunnar, that initially may seem like a grumpy man, wanting to be just left on his own, not being bothered by love at all. But it is clear that he truly has a kind heart, a generous one. Because I am sure that while speaking hypothetically, everyone would say they would do what Gunnar did for Magnus, but that not everyone would actually go through with it when it becomes a reality.

There isn’t a thing that Gunnar wouldn’t do for Magnus, and with the help of Hildur, he does everything he can. But we see that despite all the good intentions Gunnar has, that it is a struggle to raise a boy on your own. And while I was proud of what he does, it saddened me also to see how there are moments that Gunnar is at loss and doesn’t know how to be there for Magnus.

So also Gunnar is on a journey in this story, even if he is already at home 😊. Because Gunnar has to learn to open his heart again. Yes, he has Magnus and Hildur in his life and heart, but those are the only people he has let in.

And I can understand that it can be a scary thing to let people in, but the reward of it can be so great and amazing….

I have to say, reading the interactions between Chloe and Gunnar for sure put a smile on my face. When they are clashing, I was smiling. When they were getting closer, I was smiling.

While they don’t see it initially, them is exactly what the both of them needed. When they are together, they see how things can be different, if only they learn to stand up for themselves, believe in themselves, allow themselves to be open and honest.

In this literal but not figuratively cold book, we see how one encounter can change everything we think and believe in. How one encounter can let our  own confidence grow. How one encounter can show us that love can be scary, but is in fact something beautiful.

Nothing is what it seems, except real love 

Synopsis

Lucky in life but unlucky in love, Lucy Greenfield owns a successful carriage business along with her best friend Max, and they have never been busier since their shire horses gained fame from their roles in the hit movie A Little in Love.

Too busy for romance, Lucy is surprisingly swept off her feet when Spencer arrives seeking help with his horse, and something more from Lucy. As quickly as Lucy falls, she wonders if all is not as it seems. Max can prove it, but that means he will have to express his true feelings for Lucy.

Relationships are strained as secrets unravel, and Lucy needs to solve the riddle of words to best describe how she feels… For her best friend.

Together, they must overcome what’s keeping them apart before it’s too late, if they are going to realise that the word they are searching for is love.

My review

Lucy Greenfield’s first priority has been and always will be horses. Together with her best friend Max she runs the successful carriage business.
But that same business is also the reason that Lucy is unlucky in love. Because nobody likes it to come next to horses.
That is, until Spencer arrives needing help with his horse. Lucy is swept off her feet as Spencer seems to be the perfect man for her. But quickly Lucy feels that something is off, despite her mother’s insistence to just go for it as she wants to see Lucy get married as soon as possible.
Lucy starts to wonder if Spencer truly is who he claims to be, while Max has always has his doubts, and can prove it too. but that means he has to come clean about his feelings, and reveal a few of his own secrets… While Lucy starts to realize that her feelings for Max go deeper… but how t put that into words? 

I always enjoy reading a story about friends who realize that there feelings run deeper. So from the very start I was Team Max. Even if he knows his feelings, he does not push Lucy, he is just being the best possible friend for her, even if that means keeping big secrets for her. 

What I liked about Lucy, was that she is passionate about being the owner of the carriage business. She does not see it purely as a business, but she truly loves her horses and they are her absolute priority. Even if that means less money, she won’t do anything to hurt or overburden the horses. It’s clear that she has a kind heart, yet that makes her also a little bit gullible in my opinion. 

First of all, her mother is truly annoying, even with the best interest at heart, as she keeps pushing Lucy in doing things she doesn’t want to do, and even push her to find someone to marry.
Lucy is so kind – hearted that she does what her mother requests, even if she really really doesn’t want to. 

Then when Spencer arrives, it frustrated me a bit seeing how Lucy is blinded by his looks and his apparent wealth. Of course, when a good-looking man passes, I also am a bit lovestruck, but I would never do the things Lucy does without even thinking twice about it.
But that is also the process of maturing that Lucy will do while progressing in the book. Because she slowly starts to see the world how it really is, with the best people in the world, but also people who are out there to gain as much as possible for their own benefit. 

Reading how Lucy realizes this, and becomes wary of Spencer and even starts to grow a backbone towards her mother, made me forget about my previous frustrations.
And add how Lucy starts to see what she had all the time and now is risking to lose the bets thing, was great to read.
I found it also very realistic to see how Lucy is struggling to understand her own feelings. Because how do you know that your feelings have become more than before?  

There are several secrets and thus revelations in this book. Many of them were rather predictable for the readers, but that didn’t diminish the fun of seeing how Lucy would react!  Some were more surprising, leaving even me a bit flabbergasted. 

This was a lovely story to read, to see how love is something we all dream of finding. But love goes deeper than good looks and money, it is about friendship, doing whatever we can for that person, even things they don’t know about, and being there even if mistakes are being made. Because love is all that matters…

Check out this cover!

Synopsis

Welcome to The Pumpkin Patch at Pickle Grove.

Andi is worried that her relationship with Drew has become dull and boring. They never do anything exciting these days, in or out of the bedroom. So when a swoon-worthy stranger appears she is instantly swept off her feet.

When they unexpectedly meet again, they realise they have more in common than they thought possible so draw up a pact to spice up their lives! The plan they conjure up while working together at The Pumpkin Patch, to make their partners jealous, brings them closer than ever.

Andi plucks up the courage to finish with Drew but there are no signs of Andrew doing the same and she thinks she’s lost him forever.

With meddling exes, misunderstandings and miscommunication getting in the way, can The Pumpkin Pact bring them back together?

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The cover!

The changes in a new family

Synopsis

Are there enough hours in the day for everyone to find their happy place?

Phoebe Dashwood and Sam Hendrie welcome their beautiful baby daughter into their already busy lives. With motherhood now top of Phoebe’s to-do list alongside being a vet, and running an animal sanctuary there’s no time for day dreaming.

As Phoebe battles sleepless nights, extra challenges arise in the shape of abandoned African Pygmy Hedgehogs, stolen cats, and a worrying trend to keep wildlife as pets.

Meanwhile, Sam is selflessly left holding a baby and when a familiar face from the past returns old feelings are tested. With so many plates spinning Sam worries something may get broken – he just hopes it won’t be their relationship.

Can parenthood, a relationship, and a professional life be successfully juggled and is it really everpossible to have it all?

My review

Phoebe Dashwood and Sam Hendrie have just fallen in love with their baby girl. Both their hearts expanded in a way they didn’t know it couldn’t. With Lily now around, Phoebe’s life is even fuller than before, because looking after a baby, being a vet, running an animal sanctuary for sure is filling her days! But when the sleepless nights kick in, and Phoebe feels that she cannot keep control of all the chaos, especially as Phoebe thinks that she is the only one feeling this way. However, what Phoebe doesn’t know, is that Sam is struggling too with all the changes in their lives. And with new challenges coming their way, and old faces from the past resurfacing, with the new dynamics in this new family, are Phoebe and Sam strong enough to fight all the battles as a united front?

Puddleduck Farm is the kind of place that throughout the series kept growing on me. Of course I loved it from the first book, but my love and admiration for the place and the people living and working there, only kept on growing. How could I not, when there is so much love present?

So obviously, with this latest book, I was eager to return to a place that I love, with people that I love! I just couldn’t wait to read what this wonderful author had in store for Phoebe and Sam.

Perhaps while you are reading this book yourself, you will feel that this isn’t the happiest book of the series, but for me, it felt like the most realistic, more emotional one.

Because we see a lovely new family, Phoebe, Sam and Lily, trying to find their feet with the new dynamics. And where often in books, the arrival of a baby is a blissful event, we see with Phoebe and Sam how things aren’t always rainbows and unicorns.

Phoebe and Sam are the kind of people that always want to do the right thing, they both always want to help out, and in this book, we see how there are several occasions where it comes at their own cost. Especially with Phoebe we see how she has a lot or even too many eggs in her basket, and she feels like she is losing it all.

And her desire to help, to be there for everyone, is absolutely admirable, but with changed circumstances, Phoebe needs to learn that things cannot be same as they were before. It also broke my heart, that while she is an amazing mother to baby Lily, there are still some unfinished business causing her even more distress.

And then there is Sam… he obviously is still the amazing man we got to know throughout the book, and there isn’t any doubt at all that he is truly devoted to Phoebe and Lily. There isn’t anything he wouldn’t do for the most important women in his life.

But somehow, Sam lost himself. And seeing that, truly broke my heart… With wanting to do good for everyone else, he has lost doing what *he* loves doing the most. And don’t see this as Sam being a selfish man, because he is anything but! But don’t we all need an escape, an outlet, to digest everything that is happening, a way to clear your mind? And exactly that seems that Sam has lost. And while it may be something silly, in fact it is something that we all need, to get a clear head, to have some *you – time* -, that will make able for you to fight the world again.

And it broke my heart reading how Phoebe and Sam, this power couple, aren’t able to talk about their struggles to each other. On the other hand, it was sweet in a way; because they don’t want to burden each other with their inner turmoil.

This shows that communication is everything in a relationship, no matter how difficult the subjects may be. Because you never know how someone else is feeling, and that perhaps some feelings are exactly the same.

Phoebe and Sam also learn that a problem shared is a problem halved. And not only sharing it between them, but also with all the people around them, that love them deeply. Asking for help is nothing to be embarrassed about, especially in a new situation.

Now, it may seem that this is a very sark story, filled with heartbreak, doubts, troubles and turmoil. And yes, there may be several struggles. But all those negatives are erased by the love that is palpable from each page. There is no doubt at all that all the characters love each other, in all the relationships. And even when mistakes are made, in moments of ‘weakness’, there may be some anger, but whatever has been done, for whatever reasons, there is an understanding of the ‘why’ it was done, and nothing the cloak of love cannot cover.

Phoebe and Sam are as always surrounded by characters that also have all the best of intentions. People that want to help in any way, perhaps even in absurd ways (looking right at you, Maggie 😊). That made me laugh in this book, made me smile, made my heart feel just warmer than it was feeling before.

We see how a whole community comes together, how no issue is too much handle. A community that works as one, no matter how different each individual is. Throughout the series, all the characters have grown a lot, but in this book, we see exactly how much each has grown, and how far they have come. Not only has their own knowledge expanded, but people have come out of their shell, have become more confident, and have become an important link in the amazing chain that Puddleduck Farm is.

Della Galton wrote an amazing, heartwarming story, showing us how lives change, how priorities change, but love is always prevailing. This is a realistic book, showing us the struggles of parenthood, but also the importance of communication, and unselfish meaning of love. Phoebe and Sam may have their own little family now with sweet Lily, but in fact, they have already been part of an amazing family that reside or live around Puddleduck Farm!

A bucket list to follow, with a lot at stake, at Christmas

Synopsis

When talented chef Molly’s best friend and business partner, Ava, passes away, she leaves Molly their beloved restaurant – and a wild, impossible bucket list to complete. But thanks to a legal mix-up, Molly’s inheritance is at risk unless she ticks off every outrageous item before the Christmas Eve deadline: just twelve days away.

Determined to honour Ava’s wishes and desperate to save her dream, Molly searches for a billionaire willing to share Champagne with her in a hot tub – one of the more extravagant challenges on the bucket list. She’s in a luxurious ski resort in the French Alps so it might just be doable. But then she meets Levi. A devastatingly handsome billionaire, yes, but infuriatingly resistant to getting involved!

As the snow falls and sparks fly, Molly is entangled in a series of increasingly embarrassing escapades. With time running out, can she pull off the impossible – and maybe even find love along the way?

Hot enough to melt the Alpine snow, this romantic comedy is perfect for fans of Portia MacIntosh, Olivia Spring and Sophie Kinsella.

My review

Molly had great plans with her best friend Ava. They even had a restaurant together and they were planning to go from strength to strength. That is, until Ava passes away and leaves Molly heartbroken over the loss of her best friend. Ava has left Molly her shares of the restaurant, but due a legal mix – up, Molly must complete Ava’s crazy bucket list in order to have those shares. To make things even worse, she only has twelve days, as the deadline is set on Christmas Eve. As Molly is in a luxurious ski resort in the French Alps, a few of those items on the list may me more doable than expected, like sharing Champagne in a hot tub with a billionaire. And when she meets Levi, indeed a handsome billionaire, she may have find the perfect person. But Levi isn’t willing to play any kind of games, in fact, Levi is sending Molly complete mixed signals, going from hot to cold in just mere seconds. So while Molly keeps finding herself in embarrassing situations, often involving Levi, can she manage to achieve her big goal and tick off all the items of the bucket list? And where will things end up with elusive, annoying, yet irresistible Levi?

I cannot imagine how it feels to lose your best friend. So even if Molly’s pain is something I can only attempt to imagine, my heart went out to her. The love between Molly and Ava is so palpable from the memories we read, even if Molly and Ava were complete opposites. Where Molly is the more introvert, calm one, Ava is the more extravert, adventurous one.

So while Molly is obviously heartbroken, it was also in a way fitting that Ava would come up with an outrageous bucket list for Molly to complete.

Now, I have to admit, I don’t know if I would be able to complete that same bucket list, because while it would be perfect for Ava to do such things, I am too introvert and too alike with Molly have the courage to do them! Of course, there is a lot at stake for Molly, giving her no other option than doing whatever Ava has put on the bucket list.

The level of embarrassments Molly goes through the first part of the story, would make me hide away, run away, never wanting to show my face anywhere in France anymore! For the readers though, it was hilarious to read. But it also shows us how much courage it takes from Molly trying to fulfil that bucket list. Her discomfort and her awareness of how things may seems is so obvious to the readers, and it made me truly feel sorry for her too, because we know that it is out of character and it isn’t Molly’s way to behave at all.

So when her paths cross on an embarrassing way too, with Levi, I knew that those levels would only go up. Because while Levi may be a way to complete that bucket list, but I also knew that it wouldn’t go as straightforward as Molly would think.

On the contrary, because Levi isn’t waiting for another woman to throw herself at his feet.

I have to admit though, while I knew that Levi would redeem himself, I wasn’t a big fan of him after his first appearance. He is blowing hot and cold all the time, he is attracted to Molly, but then he quickly pushes her away, he is even being rude at her for no apparent reason.

But it also felt for me that Levi needed to be this way, allowing Molly to stand up for herself. Because the more the story progresses, the more Molly makes it clear that no matter how much there is an attraction between her and Levi, she doesn’t deserve to be treated the rude way.

It was frustrating to read how Levi at moments wouldn’t listen to Molly, to hear her side of the embarrassing story. Because we know that not everything is what it seems, as we get not only extra proof of this in this book, but we also know this from real life, don’t we?

Seeing things shift, evolve, change between Molly and Levi was great to read. We see how the more the story evolves, the more the pair of them realize what the feelings they are having. And the more they understand and act upon them, doing the right things.

While this book is filled with many moments of laughter (whether or not caused by embarrassing moments for Molly), this book is also a learning curve for both Molly and Levi. Because Molly clearly steps outside her comfort zone, but she also finds her voice and finds the courage to stand up for herself. While Levi learns that not everybody has a second agenda. But for him, most important, that he has to be patient and actually listen to those around him.

I enjoyed reading this book that shows in a funny way what can happen by stepping outside our comfort zone. And who knows which we may encounter. And just because things don’t start off with the right foot, it doesn’t mean that there isn’t a chance of something more!

The magic of Christmas, even through the years and the people…

Synopsis

Care assistant Sophie loves the holidays, and nothing makes her feel more festive than helping 82-year-old resident Bea keep in touch with her old friend Greta. In their Christmas letters, the women update each other on their lives – Bea’s in the quiet residential home in London, Greta’s in the heart of Vienna and the grand Wynter Hotel.

But everything changes when Bea passes away before Sophie’s had a chance to post this year’s letter. Devastated, Sophie struggles to imagine this Christmas without her dear friend. But then Sophie finds one last note from Bea – and this time, it’s not addressed to Greta. It’s to Sophie, telling her to go to Austria.

Which is how Sophie finds herself in Vienna at Christmas, with the snow falling, and an important delivery to make… But when Sophie reaches the Wynter Hotel, there are surprises in store, and before she returns to England, her life will have changed in ways she could never have imagined…

My review

Bea and Greta may be getting older, but whatever happened in their lives, no matter how far they are living from each other, they never stopped writing each other Christmas letters. Still now, while Bea is living in a residential home in London, and Greta is living in Vienna. Sophie may be a care assistant, but she has a special connection with Bea, and enjoys the moments they spend together. It is even so that Sophie has helped Bea writing her letters to Greta, and has even been subject in those same letters. When Bea then passes away, Sophie does not know how to tell Greta the news, especially as the last letters hasn’t been posted yet. As it was Bea’s greatest wish for Sophie to visit Vienna, and to get over the devastation of losing Bea, that is how Sophie finds herself in Vienna during Christmas time. But her visit in Vienna will turn out to be one full of surprises, for not only Sophie, but also for Greta’s family. And with Christmas just looming around the corner, this will turn out to be a holiday that for sure is life – changing.

When I started reading this book, I was so ready for the Christmas magic. And yes, it may sound crazy to be ready for Christmas in summer, but what are you gonna do, sue me? 😊

And I was extra eager to read this story, as the setting is in Vienna, the city that was subject of my own summer holidays! So it was easy for me envision the places that Sophie is visiting, as I have walked in the same streets just a few weeks ago!

At the start of the book, I was quickly enchanted by the connection that Sophie and Bea have. It is a fact that we often don’t give our elder enough of our times, or even get annoyed by all their stories that they repeat time over time over time. Yet seeing how Sophie goes even beyond her job as a care assistant, and happily visits Bea, that truly warmed my heart. Sophie shows right from the start, and not only with Bea,  that there are so many people not only doing a job with passion, but also just have a genuine heart.

When Bea passes away, my heart truly broke for Sophie too. At the same time it angered me that even at such moments, there are people looking only at their own interest, trying to find a way that improves their own benefits…

I found it truly admirable of Sophie, who wants to respect Bea’s wish for her to visit Vienna. And I found it even more admirable that she wants to tell Greta herself the news of Bea’s passing… While it may not be an easy thing to do, Sophie knows that it is the right thing to do. Once again proof of her amazing, warm and kind character!

Once in Vienna, Sophie is getting a few surprises of her own. It starts rather quickly, when she goes to the Wynter Hotel, only to learn that Greta and het lovely husband Walter don’t actually own the hotel that carries their same last names. And that is just the first surprise!

Unfortunately this isn’t the only surprise that is waiting for Sophie… while the next surprise didn’t come as a real surprise, the fact that we read this book from different points of view, get to read the thoughts of different characters in this book, shows us that there are so many more layers in this book than I initially expected.

With Jennie also in the story, I was curious to see how she would fit in with not only Walter and his son Nick, but also with Sophie.

Jennie hasn’t had an easy time growing up, she is truly still scarred by some events and actions. Yet seeing how the Wynter family have opened their home and especially their hearts for her, was just ah – ma – zing. And seeing how protective is about the family that is truly family for her.

While I knew that Sophie is a total honest person, I could understand Jennie’s hesitation when Sophie is in Vienna, especially as Walter nor Nick have any doubts, while delicate information is being passed on. With people with bad intentions in the world, you cannot be cautious enough, can you?

However, you cannot see beyond all the love and warmth in this book. And how one trip to Vienna can truly change one’s life. It truly amazed me how there is so much kindness in this book, so much openness is it. And it was great to read how so many pieces of a puzzle that I didn’t expect to exists, just fell together.

But most important, the love that sparks from each page, just warmed my heart, even a heatwave in Belgium was nothing against it! Love between friends, love between couples, love between siblings (connected or not through blood). Love that can bring other people together, love that can put the past behind everyone, love that can make you feel love again.

Helen Rolfe wrote such an amazing, heart – warming, kind and even generous story. She shows us that even if this is a fictional book, there are good people in this world. Wonderful people, that can come suddenly in our lives, people that can change everything. And those kind of people are worth of every even scary step we are going to take…