Secrets nobody knows of, or do they?
Synopsis
Colm O’Flynn was loved by his close circle of family and friends, however his death came too soon for everyone to make peace with their past.
Shauna, his second wife, adored him. But one night she broke their marriage vows, and didn’t get time to ask Colm’s forgiveness.
Jess was the first Mrs O’Flynn. Her heart is set on someone new, but will the last one night stand she shared with Colm come back to haunt her?
Colm’s best friend, Dan, is recently divorced. Can he take a second shot at happiness if it means betraying the one person who always had his back?
What no-one knows is that somewhere out there Colm left messages that could set them free to start over again.
Can divine intervention help them find Colm’s last wishes before it’s too late to love again?
My review
Losing The One is the most hurtful thing Shauna experienced, after her husband Colm died. But what haunts her also, is that, despite their wonderful marriage, there was one night that she still regrets. And with Colm gone now, she will never have the chance to ask for forgiveness.
If there is one person that understands her pain of losing Col, it surely is Jess, Colm’s first wife. No matter what everyone thinks, Shauna and Jess have become real friends, having each other’s back no matter what.
And Shauna can also count on Dan, as she is living in the apartment he owns. Dan is Colm’s best friend and wants to make sure that Shauna can always rely on him, even when he is struggling with his own recent divorce.
But what nobody knows, is that somewhere there are messages from Colm hidden, that will not only uncover some kept secrets, but will also allow these friends to put their pain behind them.
The talent of this author is that she never writes ‘easy’ stories but no matter how much your own heart will endure, you will find in the end that the sense of contentment in the end was worth of all the pain you felt and tissues you used.
And this story isn’t an exception!
This story works with flashbacks, letting the readers see how Colm is fighting his disease and how he wants to leave important messages to his loved ones.
And boy, did these messages break my heart!
I found it lovely to see how Colm addressed Shauna, remembering the wonderful moments they had together.
But seeing him struggling with the harder bits, knowing it would break Shauna’s heart, was hurtful also for me.
And seeing how his health deteriorate, was just terrible.
But what warmed my heart was, seeing how, despite losing Colm, Shauna has a whole close circle of friends, understanding how she feels and knowing what she needs, and when.
And even if these friends did things that I normally would condemn, somehow it all made sense when these things happened.
Not that I now would accept that in real life, but in this specific situation, with these lovely characters, it made sense.
Whatever they did, they didn’t do it to hurt their loved ones, and it was immediately followed by immense regret.
And in Shauna’s case, it was even worse, because she never got the chance to apologize to Colm for it…
If you are looking for a story filled with happiness, don’t read this great book. But if you want to read a story that will make you grip your heart, I recommend to read this story, without a doubt.
It’s about losing the love of your life, and the grief following your loss. But it’s also about real friendship, seeing reason despite the hurt, finding the guts to move on (but never forget the one you lost) and put a stop on what/who hurts you the most.
The main characters in the present show a resilience and courage that isn’t easy to find. And thanks to those sudden found messages from the past (tear – jerking moments!!!) they see where they were in the wrong, and realize that letting go of the past (and your safety cushion) will only benefit you and those friends that were and always will be a rock in your life.





























