When wanting to do good means choosing between the known safety or a mean to change things
Synopsis
Wakefield, 1901
Emmeline Ashworth has never known real want. As the grocer’s daughter, she has warm meals, a solid roof, and a father who dotes on her. She’s always understood she is luckier than most, but nothing prepares her for the day a half-starved young woman runs into the shop, desperate for help.
The girl – Lily – is bruised and ragged from the slums that sprawl at the edge of town and opens Emmie’s eyes to the harsh realities of life for some in Wakefield. Determined to offer her friendship and a lifeline, Emmie faces resistance from her beau, Rupert, who insists Emmie must keep her distance.
Then Emmie meets Sebastian Fraser, a passionate local councillor fighting to improve conditions in the slums. His compassion mirrors her own—and awakens feelings she can’t ignore. Feelings she’s never had for Rupert.
As Emmie risks everything to protect Lily from the dangers she’s fled, she must choose between the safe life she’s always known and the braver, kinder world she longs to build.
But can Lily find a place in Emmie’s life or will the shadows of the slums follow her to their door?
My review
At the start of the 20th century, Emmeline Ashworth is living a rather comfortable life. As the grocer’s daughter, she knows that she should count her blessings and she somehow has a little privileged life, with no real worries, a roof above her head, daily warm meals and a father that truly dotes on her. Yet Emmie also knows that not everyone is as lucky as she is. When one day a half – starved young woman runs into the shop, Emmie feels it as her duty to help her out. Lily makes Emmie open her eyes to the harsh, even brutal realities for the unlucky people living at the edge of Wakefield. Emmie is determined now to help out Lily, and offer her not only help, but also friendship and sisterhood, despite the resistance of her own father and Emmie’s beau, Rupert. Luckily, Emmie meets a kindred spirit in Sebastian Fraser, a local counsellor who wants to turn Wakefield into a better place for everyone. However, Lily’s past keeps on catching up on her, not only putting a risk on Lily, but also Emmie and her whole family. With so much at risk, what will be in store for Emmie’s future? And will Lily still be part of that future?
I am the kind of person that when I see a new book from an author that I like/love, I don’t even bother with reading the blurb. So when I started with this book, with this title and cover, I thought that (after I met Lily) the focus would be on this runaway young woman, trying to change her life for the better, with the help of kind-hearted people.
However, I discovered rather quickly that in fact this isn’t Lily’s story, but Emmie. Of course Lily has a huge impact on Emmie’s life, as not only is Lily the catalyst but also the cause and reason of all the changes in Emmie’s life.
Right from the start, I truly liked Emmie. Yes, it is a sad thing that she lost her mother, yet together with her father she has a rather happy life. She enjoys helping out in the grocery store, and shows kindness towards not only the customers, but everyone. She also has a soft spot for Rupert, the man that is courting her.
And in the love aspect I could understand somehow her doubts. Yes, she has warm feelings for Rupert, but as she is rather inexperienced in the matters of the heart, she doesn’t know what it is exactly she is feeling. Is it just fondness, or is it love?
Emmie shows her kind and caring heart in so many different aspects, towards so many different people. So it doesn’t come as a surprise that she wants to help Lily when they meet for the first time. I don’t know if I would go as far as Emmie is doing in this book, as I think I would be just as wary as Emmie’s father and even Rupert is. But I could understand Emmie, as she is just this kind, caring and gentle woman, only wanting to help out those in need.
And it is very admirable what Emmie is doing for and with Lily, yet I just couldn’t warm towards Lily…
The more of her thoughts we were having, the more I was becoming suspicious of what Lily was would contrive. And the more the story evolved, the more I unfortunately saw my suspicions getting confirmed in ways that Emmie for sure didn’t deserve.
On the other hand, with Emmie’s determination to help out Lily, it also means that Emmie crosses paths with Sebastian Fraser.
While Sebastian doesn’t appear that extremely often, when he does, he for sure makes an impression, and not only to Emmie! He is proof that even early 20th century, there were good men, wanting to make a change, one step at the time.
And I could for sure understand how well Emmie and Sebastian connected and understood each other. They show that having the same idealisms can be the start of a deeper connection.
This book took me in a not so far away past, showing us how far people are ready to go to make their lives a better one, even not afraid to betray those who opened up their home and hearts. But, and more important, we see the kindness and generosity of goodhearted people. And how even if they don’t know what direction they want to go with their lives, at one moment, they will know where their future is, and with whom that future will be spent.
This was a great story, even if there were moments that angered me, saddened me. But the feeling of hope, positivity, kindness and care never left me. And that made this book for sure worthy of reading!

























