When visits turn your world upside down…

Synopsis

All her life, Natalie Fisher has been taught not to ask questions. Why risk uncovering uncomfortable truths, when you can stay in the safety of blissful denial?

Since taking over the family herb farm, Natalie has stuck with what she knows, rarely venturing much further than the nearby village where her invalid mother now lives. But then, one day, everything changes with the arrival of unexpected visitors.

First comes Zeb, employed by Natalie’s mother to help with the business but soon hinting at other motives. Then comes Simon with the famous band he manages, wanting to film in Natalie’s beautiful garden. The band causes chaos and the attitude of one particular member throws Natalie’s ordered life into confusion.

Over one magical summer of revelations and of uncovering secrets, Natalie starts to blossom and by the time autumn arrives she knows nothing will ever be the same again. Will she finally get an answer to the mystery of her childhood? And can she embrace the fresh start she so deserves – but which means she’ll have to take one enormous and brave leap of faith?

An uplifting novel about fresh starts, family secrets and finding love when you least expect it.

My review

Natalie, Tallie for her friends, runs on her own Drycott Herbs, a garden where she with a lot of love grows herbs, has even a pig and a few guinea pigs. Taking care of her garden takes up a lot of time, even she can rely on the help of shy Ollie. So when one day, there is a stranger at her door, claiming to be hired by Tallie’s mother to help with her business, Tallie isn’t ready to let him just that easily on her property. But Tallie realizes that free help is crazy to be refused, especially as her mother is ill, invalid and needs Tallie’s every moment of the day. So even reluctantly, she agrees that Zeb can help around. But Zeb isn’t the only visitor, as suddenly there is a request from a folklore band and their manager, to film on her grounds. While Tallie is used to a quiet and even lonely life on Drycott, she is suddenly surrounded by people. And Tallie slowly not only starts to open up more, but also learns that whatever she thought about her past, there are still many secrets to uncover. No matter how the summer will evolve for Tallie and her guests, it for sure will be an unforgettable one.

Jane Lovering has the beautiful talent of writing stories about ordinary people, yet shows us that even ordinary people are worth a story of their own.

Because no matter how normal or plain Tallie’s life seems to be, and how content Tallie seems to be, we do not have a real idea what her life truly is like, and what haunts her.

No matter how much a brave face Tallie shows towards everyone, no matter how much Tallie does go running towards her mother, it is obvious that Tallie isn’t living her life at the fullest, and that she is rather alone and lonely. The more I got to know Tallie, the more I realized that in fact I pitied her.

As we see how less she knows about her background, how much she was taught to not ask questions, the more I started to feel that there was so much to her and her story than what Tallie thinks itself. While Tallie for sure is a smart woman, she knows her stuff, it also felt that she has been keeping ‘dumb’ by her own mother and grandmother.

As being raised to not ask too many questions, it made sense to see how Tallie just got along with whatever was presented to her. Because let’s be honest, I don’t think that anyone would just agree to let Zeb stay, or let the band film on her property. Well, I know for sure that I would bombard everyone of them with questions, wanting to know every in and every out. So while perhaps at the start I would think of Tallie as a gullible person, I could see her new in this new light, and I could understand her actions just so much better.

While I was reading, there were several things that just weren’t adding up for me. My initial wariness about Zeb quickly evaporated, as I could see that he is one of the good guys in this story. And even if Tallie finds him at moments annoying, he sees more than you would think, and he for sure asks all the right questions. It is also clear that he has Tallie’s best interests at heart, even if it may be difficult for Tallie to hear it.

I was a bit afraid while reading, that Tallie would be blinded by the fame and fortune, and good looks of a member of the band. I felt in a way that it was in a way flattering for Tallie, to receive that kind of attention, and I feared that she would end up heartbroken in a way.

But the more the band and their manager appear in the book, the more a different direction their presence start to make. Although I have to admit, that the revelation of the truth didn’t completely come as a real surprise, the real depth of it all, was surprising…

This story shows us the life of a normal woman, with a passion and heart for herb. But it is also a story about a woman that in a way has been hiding herself for too long. And seeing Tallie coming out of her shelf, becoming more and more curious about not only the people on her grounds, but also about her own history, was not only sweet and heart – warming, but also empowering somehow. We see Tallie standing tall, asking the right questions, and not just being a meek, invisible presence anymore. She doesn’t just go along with things, she wants in depth information and the plain truth.

And that is the beauty of this book, it shows us that people keep growing and maturing in their lives, no matter how young or old they may be. That it is never too late to start standing up for yourself, that it is never too late to open up towards other. It is never too late to let others in, as you will never know what those people can add in your life…

The best way to mend a broken heart, is to start again in Devon…

Synopsis

Can a village pub serve up a second chance at love?

Fiona is a brilliant maitre d’ and wine-waiter, who has worked with dashing celebrity chef Reuben for years. Now they’ve fallen in love. But when he proposes, in a flash of self-doubt, she realizes she can’t go through with it.

Driven by a mixture of courage and confusion, she flees London for Brambleton – a picturesque seaside village that promises a fresh start.

Soon Fiona has a new job at the lively local pub, pouring her heart into every glass and banishing thoughts of Reuben by studying every night to become a qualified sommelier. But just when she’s started to rediscover what she wants, a new chef turns up at the pub, and throws Fiona’s careful plans into disarray…

With warmth, humour, and a touch of heartache, A Perfect Devon Pub is a gorgeous story that celebrates the joy of good food, fine wine, and close friends – and reminds us that the path to true love often begins with finding the love within ourselves.

My review

Fiona used to enjoy her life in London. She loved her job as a sommelier in a fancy restaurant, working together with the man she is dating. The only thing that is missing, is to pass the test to become an Advanced Sommelier, organised by the CMS. However, when she fails that test, not only does she start to doubt herself, but she also sees how her own boyfriend and head chef Ru, went behind her back for a Plan B. Being heartbroken, Fiona escapes to her aunt Ivy, in Devon. In Brambleton, she finds a job in the local pub, finding her passion for wine once again. But when a new chef starts at the pub, someone she knows and tried to escape, everything changes once again for Fiona. And when at that same pub, expensive wines start to disappear, Fiona feels that everything is once again at stake. With a broken heart and a reputation at risk, how will Fiona react? And is there a chance for her to put her heart out in the open again?

There are stories that make resonate with you, even if the lives of the main characters are not even remotely close to your own life.

And somehow, there was something about Fiona that I recognized in a way. She seemingly has it all in London, yet there is the sense that she needs to prove herself to others. Even if she is in a great relationship with Ruben, and they run a restaurant together, without Fiona passing the test of Advanced Sommelier, it makes her feel like a failure.

There is a lot I can say about that, how a piece of paper is not proof of anything. That success is based on your achievements, and not on passing an exam. But I would be calling the kettle black, with me being the pot… Because the mind works in a peculiar way, and no matter how much the people around you try to convince you about the opposite, when you feel a failure yourself, that is the only thought you can have…

And unfortunately, those doubts, those thoughts of insecurity is Fiona’s own downfall, as not only she decides to end things with Ru, but also needs an escape.

Despite everything she has been through, emotionally, I was happy to read how Brambleton is giving her everything she needs. And working at the pub, seeing how not only her bosses and her colleagues, but also the customers, appreciate her wine knowledge, is giving her back some of the confidence she has lost.

Growing confidence that is at risk of evaporating again, when the new chef starts. The new chef, who isn’t a stranger to Fiona at all. And I have to admit, I didn’t know what to think about the reappearance, because I didn’t exactly warm towards him. But it could also be that my own judgement was a bit clouded as it was based on how Fiona saw the events taking place.

And even the more the story evolves, his actions, or the way we see them, didn’t make me change my mind about him immediately. But even without actual proof, or with indications of otherwise, I knew that there would be more to him that what we see…

Fiona for sure is going through an emotional turmoil in this book, made only worse by her own thoughts. Yet slowly, we see her also grow, see some of that confidence return. And even with the best attempt to bring her down again, with the mystery of the disappearing expensive wine bottles, while her initial thought and action is to crawl back in a corner, we also see she isn’t that ‘weak’ person anymore that she was at the start of the book.

Slowly, veeeeeeeery slowly, we see the real Fiona emerge. Still not a Fiona without any flaws, but a stronger Fiona. A Fiona that slooooooooooowly start to understand what truly matters, how confidence doesn’t come with a piece of paper. And that confidence can make you stand taller, ready to face even your nemesis, and that you are ready to fight for yourself, against injustice.

This book is a real journey, a journey that not only Fiona has to go through, but also a journey that you as a reader go through. For sure it made me realize that sometimes self – doubt can come from unexpected places, and that they can take away what you care about the most. But that through growth, and strength, you can gain not only selflove, but also love for and from others.

A friend in need is a friend indeed, but who is the one in need?

Synopsis

A family and hotel in desperate need of help…

Maple Tree Lodge has been the home of the Jackson family for over a century. But the hotel has never been a success and, following the sudden loss of his father, architect Ben Jackson soon discovers the hotel is close to financial ruin. Ben has to make some tough decisions if the hotel is to survive and his family are to keep a roof over their heads.

With the hotel in urgent need of a renovation, Ben’s sister calls on the talents of her best friend, interior designer Lily Watson. Cash strapped Lily needs a successful project to prove to herself and her high-achieving parents that she can carve a successful career and Maple Tree Lodge sounds like just the place for Lily to showcase her talents. However, Lily’s vision for a cosy, country Cotswolds hotel is the complete opposite to what Ben has in mind for a minimalistic, modern makeover and fireworks ensue!

Can they work together to save Maple Tree Lodge?
Can Lily help Ben and his family find a future together?
And can Ben show Lily that there’s more to life than work?

As autumn at Maple Tree Lodge begins to weave its magic spell, perhaps Lily will discover somewhere to finally call home and a reason to stay …

My review

Losing a parent is a terrible event, especially when it happens so suddenly as it happened with Ben Jackson’s father. But Ben doesn’t have a lot of time to genuinely grieve over the loss of his father, as he learns that Maple Tree Lodge, which has been in the family for centuries, is in bad papers. So in order to save the family’s home, Ben needs to make some tough decisions. As an architect, Ben has clear ideas which direction they all should take, even if that clashes with his own grandfather. Luckily, in order to make all those changes, he has hired interior designer Lily Watson. Lily may be Ben’s sister Hannah’s best friend, but she is a talented yet underestimated designer. What nobody knows though, is that Lily is out of a job yet still wants to show her parents that she can have a successful career by doing something she truly loves. Once arriving at the Lodge, she has a vision that for sure would work to attract more clients, weren’t it that it clashes with Ben’s visions… So can there be found a common ground when visions are so different? And with spending so much time together, ping – ponging over ideas, Lily not only becomes a member of the family, but also has something strong with Ben. But will they save the Lodge? And what will happen when the job is done?

Starting a new series, even from an author that you know is very talented, is always a bit of a challenge… When you loved a series, like I did with the Railway Lane Series, it is always a bit sad to leave that series behind, and a bit scary to start a new one. Because will the new one live up to the previous series? Will *I* love it as much? And what must Alison Sherlock be going through, as her readers for sure have extreme high expectations…

Luckily, I fell in love with it! Not only with the story itself, but with the characters, with the setting, with just everything!

Lily and Ben couldn’t have a more different background. Where Ben grew up in a warm, close and united family, having also built important friendships while growing up, Lily grew up moving from one place to another, never able to call a place her home, or build relationships or bonds that would stand the test of time. Only when sharing a place with Hannah, Ella and Beth, that she learned and understood the importance of friendship.

As Lily has been, and still is, a bit of a loner, I could understand how much time and effort she put in her career. Not only is it something she loves doing, but it is also a way to show her parents that she can be successful in what she does. Don’t get me wrong, it is not that her parents don’t approve of her choices, but as often is the case with parents, they wanted Lily to go a different path.

I could understand her past choices and her moods, and while I liked her determination, her situations also saddened me. As Lily is truly a great person, I wanted her to be happy, surrounded by the people she loves and just have a great life and a career. Unfortunately, or rather fortunately for the storyline, also her career isn’t going in the direction she wants it to go, as she is faced with the ego and the selfish character of people…

However, even if she doesn’t have a lot of friends, those she has, are the good kind of friends. Even if she cannot meet them all the time, Hannah, Ella and Beth are the closest to her. They are so close, that when Hannah, or rather, her brother Ben, needs an interior designer, there is in fact only one option, Lily.

Talking about Ben… it is not that he is going through an easy time himself… I truly count my blessings as I still have both my parents, but I am also aware of their age progressing. But I cannot imagine what it would feel like losing one of them totally unexpected… I honestly don’t think I could endure that pain…

And my heart went out to Ben, as not only is he facing the loss of his father, but he is also facing a difficult position, that his own family is not aware of. Because it is up to him to save Maple Tree Lodge.

He knows how important the Lodge is for his family, and he wants to do whatever he can to save it, what truly is admirable. But I also felt that right from the start, even if Ben is for sure a wonderful architect, somehow he has lost his passion, his fire, his mojo to create wonderful things. Instead, he is creating thirteen in a dozen, places that not have that something special that make people love the place.

Ben obviously is the kind of guy that would walk through fire for his family, he knows what matters in life. But I also have to say that perhaps he isn’t the best of communicators, especially when it’s about selling ideas to his grandfather… The love between them is very clear, but also the fact that they have different visions are obvious to anyone.

And I have to admit, I was in Walter’s corner most of the times. I understood that Ben was doing his best to save his home, but just like Walter and Lily, I could see that going minimalistic wasn’t the right course.

I could also understand the awkward situation Lily finds herself in. Customer is king, but what if the king is wrong? So I liked her sneakiness, as she follows Ben’s instructions but is also going a little bit rogue 😊 I truly liked seeing that fire in her!

I liked reading how Ben and Lily are working together to save the Lodge. But I liked the most reading how on one hand, we see Lily finding not only a job where she can flourish, but also a family and a home where she can be herself and being accepted into the family. And on the other hand, we see Ben wanting to protect his family, bit realizing that his way isn’t the only way. And more important, we see Ben opening his eyes again, finding his fire again and finding a way to save his family’s heritage but also finding a way for his family, and especially Walter’s approval.

If we would be catalogue this story, it for sure would fit in the very – slow – burn ones. Because what happens between Lily and Ben, is growing through a joined mission, to save to Lodge. But it slowly turns into friendship, comradery, trust and support. And of course many moments with laughter, unfortunate yet hilarious accidents!

Seeing the pair of them, both broken in a way, finding a way towards not only each other, but finding a way to their passions, to healing even, was just delightful. Alison Sherlock managed to put a lot of pain in this story, but also a lot of healing, love and care in it. It felt even for me, like I was coming home, to a place I have never been, with people I didn’t know, yet it all managed to steal bits of my heart!

When life brings you to La Canette

Synopsis

Another visit to the exquisite La Canette island for this moving story of romance, friendship and funny surprises guaranteed to tug at the heartstrings.

When Alice’s unwise relationship with a politician hits the news, her only hope is to disappear somewhere off the grid where the press won’t find her. The she finds out she’s pregnant and her choices dwindle to an impossible situation.

If anyone ever told Brandon he’s be living in a farmhouse on some tiny unknown island, he’d have laughed out loud. Heenjoys the highlife of a talented concert musician, travel, bright lights and glamorous women. Just as he finds his dream job with the best orchestras in the word, his brother dies unexpectedly, leaving him a list of ten death-bed requests.They include a year of celibacy, house renovation, and helping a women in need. 

*****  Such a sweet story that was very intriguing, set in a gorgeous community.

*****  A joyful book to read we meet old friends and new as Brandon and Alice discover the magic of La Canette as it brings new meaning into their lives and the wonder and strength that a relationship can bring.

*****  “I think this is my favourite of all five books”

My review

Alice truly thought that her relationship with a politician would remain under the radar. And she had good hopes that once the elections would be over, it wouldn’t have to be a secret anymore. But when their relationship is out in the air, she has no other option to disappear and lay low for a while. And that brings her in one way or another in arriving at La Canette. But her arrival isn’t that easy and once her feet are on the solid ground, she has no clue how to make it to her hotel. Luckily, the meets Brandon, who unexpectedly inherited a cottage from him brother, and a list to follow, written by his beloved brother. A list that will bring him, hopefully, happiness in life. A list with requests that seem impossible for Brendon to follow, as he hopes to continue his career as a musician as soon as possible. But how can he ignore his brother’s last wishes? And with Alice now staying in his spare room, can she be of any kind of help at all?

Haven fallen in love with this series, I had the biggest smile on my face when I started this fifth instalment. Only to find myself crying after just a few chapters in it… Because this lovely author managed to break my heart when I read how Brendon inherited the cottage on La Canette… even just writing this bit, has me all teared up again… I literally had to put the book away for a few moments, as I just needed some time to digest what I have read, and es, even to find the courage to continue reading…

But no matter much it hurt, I also knew that it was needed, otherwise how would we have this story?

I have to admit, initially I was rather prejudiced towards Alice. Because it would seem that what she is having with Clive is an affair, behind Clive’s wife her back, and it something that absolutely nobody knows about. But I was happy to read that while yes, it is an affair, it isn’t that sleezy kind of affair. And while the affair is still a wrong thing, there would be an actual future for the pair of them, with just having a little bit of political patience.

So when the relationship comes out, and in a dirty way, making Alice the bad person in the whole situation, I was so angry! Angry because Alice has just fallen in love, and angry because it is her to be paying the price for it all, while Clive doesn’t stand up next to her…

While I admired that Alice decides to make herself scarce, it also felt to me that she didn’t have to do that, that in fact, she should be supported by the one that claims to love her…

Of all the places she could have chosen to go to, La Canette is for sure the best of them all! Knowing this place, I knew that after perhaps an initial hiccup, Alice would find herself embraced by a warm community, and meet some extraordinary people, ready to befriend her!

And they for sure did not disappoint me one tiny bit! I am not only talking about the lovely couples that had their spotlights in the previous books, but also the other side characters show their hearts! They show their hearts and how close a community they truly are when Brendon arrived previously on La Canette. They show him love and support, because of how his brother touched them before his passing (no, don’t start again waterworks!).

Brendon’s life before inheriting the cottage couldn’t be more not – fitting for life on La Canette. I am not a musician myself, but I can imagine how exciting Brendon’s life must be. Travelling all over the world, touching people with music, being part of a great ensemble.

And the List that Brendon finds… it doesn’t fit in his lifestyle at all! But I also knew that his brother (I am not going to write his name, as you do need to read it yourself…) in a way knew best, and knew how the magic of La Canette would work on Brendon…

Brendon and Alice, or Lessa, how she would call herself later on, find each other in what perhaps in another kind of story would be absolutely creepy, and Brendon’s proposition would be totally creepy, but for *this* story and for La Canette, it couldn’t be more fitting.

Due several circumstances, Brendon and Lessa start living together, sharing Brendon’s cottage. And it absolutely warmed my heart to see them going from complete strangers to the best of friends. They have an alliance between them, a bond that would be absolutely unlikely, yet once again, here is it absolutely fitting.

There is one more thing I need to say… in this book the subject of music often reoccurs. And not only because it is Brendon’s profession, but we see in this book how music can help people. People in need, people that don’t have their voice or spark (anymore). And it was so heartwarming reading how music can help even the most delicate, fragile of people…

This story shows us that life absolutely never goes as expected, and that sometimes the most unexpected life – twist can bring us somewhere totally unexpected. And that same unexpectedness can show us a life, a way of life, a whole community that is exactly what we need in our lives.

Rose Amberly yes, she did break my heart at the start of the book. But she also completely made up for my heartbreak with a wonderful story about starting afresh, about life taking a different direction, showing us the beauty of a different (kind of) life.

This book is a marvellous end of a great series, but I have to admit… I am not ready to say goodbye… I want more of La Canette and its community and if only it were possible to actually go there and meet all those marvellous people in real life!

When a marriage ends, it’s time to find yourself again

Synopsis

It’s never too late to change your story…

Tess Alexander lives an enviable life with her husband Charles, at Hollyhocks Cottage in the idyllic Cotswold village of Lower Leaping. Dreaming of their early retirement, Tess’s plans are dashed when Charles shares some devastating news and suddenly she’s left alone with only Barney, her adorable Beagle dog, for company.

Facing an uncertain future, Tess tries to reconnect with her old self. She begins to transform the neglected garden office into a beautiful retreat, the perfect spot for her to indulge in her long-forgotten creative passions.

However, a chance encounter with charming but down on his luck, Rob Templeton, soon puts pay to her plans, when she offers him the place to stay instead, sensing a kindred spirit.

With the support of old friends, Gina and Suzy, Tess must now step out of her comfort zone and embrace a different way of life, one that is filled with secrets, possibilities and second chances, if only Tess is prepared to take them.

With so many demands on her attention, will Tess find a way to follow her heart and discover her own happy ending?

My review

Tess Alexander lives a content life with her husband Charles and at – the – moment – on – the – road trip – of – a – lifetime daughter Hannah. And let’s not forget about adorable beagle Barney! So even if her life isn’t one of the most exciting , she is shocked when her husband admits to have fallen in love with someone else, and leaves their home, Hollyhocks Cottage. Whatever plans Tess may have though about when Charles would have his retirement, are now thrown in the drain, and Tess needs to make new plans, as she has no idea what her future, as a single woman would look like. But most important, she must learn who the real Tess is once again. And why not start with rediscovering her creative passions, and transform her neglected garden. And she can always count on the help and support of her friends Gina and Suzy, to lift up her mood and to step out of her comfort zone. And when she has an encounter with Rob Templeton, who is also at a low moment in his life, Tess finds a kindred spirit that allow her to help him, but also him to help her…

I was eager to read this book from an author that I have loved in the past. As I have loved previous books from her and fell in love with the series I couldn’t wait to start reading the start of a new series.

Although I have to admit that this story wasn’t what I was expecting. But different isn’t bad, not at all! 

I always feel bad when the main character of a story discovers that his or her partner has been unfaithful and has fallen in love with someone else and wants to end the relationship or the marriage to be with the other person. Of course I understand that when the love stops, the relationship cannot continue but why does it always have to involve someone else or that there has to be cheating involved? Obviously it is part of the plot line and there needs to be happening something big to change the course of the life that the main character had in mind.

In that aspect I truly felt sorry for Tess, because she doesn’t deserve the way her husband treats her and how easily he dismisses her for his own benefit without taking in account the life that they have built together and how it will affect not only Tess but also everyone around them. And of course it’s obvious that Tess feels blindsided and she didn’t expect for her husband Charles to inform her about what has been happening.

On the other side I admired her how despite the shock, she is determined and strong with her next choices.  Having Charles leaving her, gives her the opportunity to discover once again who Tess truly is. And this is something that Tess really has to learn again. Because in all the years that she has been married to Charles the life that they have been building together, she lost herself somewhere in the process. She has given up a lot for her family, but she has also gained a lot, let’s not forget that. But how much of the real test has been left after all these years?

While Tess is truly at loss after Charles leaving her,  we see how slowly she is finding her feet again. Not only that, but also her passions. I am not a garden person myself, but I can understand how Tess can find her inner peace while gardening. Now that she doesn’t have to take into account what Charles wants,  she has some ideas of her own. Not all of them are that smart, perhaps, but it fits her current mindset. I liked reading what she did with the annexe and how she had a vision for it. On her own, Tess slowly stars to have some great ideas that she has to bring to fruition.

And like I said, some ideas were great. Some, not so much. I liked the idea and the compassion she had for inviting Rob to stay at the annexe. But let’s not forget, that Rob is a complete stranger. A stranger with a certain past that could be worrying. But also with a past and past actions that are understandable. And let’s be honest, haven’t we all took a wrong decision at least once in our life? Haven’t we all?  Making mistakes is human and as long as we learn from those mistakes, those mistakes shouldn’t define us.

What Tess does to Rob is showing a lot of compassion. And it shows us what a kind and generous person Tess truly is. She also shows us what kind of loving and caring person she is, not only with Rob, but also with her daughter Hannah and her own mother. Tess is a person that you cannot not like.

Luckily, she can also count on her best friends, Gina and Suzy. No matter what the turmoil Tess is going through, her friends are always there for her. And she is always there for her friends. No idea is too crazy. No idea is too wild. And no thought or emotion cannot be talked about. They have known each other for years, know each other in and outside, and they will always be there for each other no matter what is going on in their lives. That kind of friendship is something to be really envious of.

In this book we see Tess going through a real journey, a journey of self discovery of reigniting passions finding her feet on her own. But also about finding her voice again. The voice to stand up against Charles, a voice to be there for her friends, for her daughter and for her mother. An it’s also about finding the strength to move on with your life. The strength to do something, not everyone would do. But doing something unexpected isn’t a bad thing. Something unexpected, can bring you marvellous things on your path and bring new people in your life. So when life gives you lemons, it’s up to you to squeeze those lemons, to add some sugar and enjoy that delicious lemonade you made.

Perhaps the author didn’t write the exact story that I was expecting to read. But I enjoyed going on this journey together with Tess and the other characters in this book. And as this is the first book of a series I cannot wait to read what else this great author has in store for us.

What will be found when you are looking for answers?

Synopsis

A daring young lady and dashing lord

At Prebbles Flying Circus, the daring Eliza Gray captivates audiences with her breathtaking feats on horseback. Yet beyond the applause, she harbours a longing to find the family she lost as a child and discover who she truly is.

Fate, however, takes an unexpected turn when Eliza is unceremoniously knocked down by a curricle driven recklessly by Raven, Earl Purfoy. Dazed but intrigued, she cannot help but notice Purfoy’scommanding presence.

For his part, the dashing lord, is mortified at his carelessness and resolves to assist the spirited yet intriguing young woman. He deposits her in the care of his dearest friends, Corinna and Alick Wolfe, who encourage Miss Gray in her search for her family and sponsor her entry into London society. The glittering balls and scurrilous gossip of the ton are a far cry from the circus ring and Eliza finds herself the subject of intense speculation and unwelcome advances.

As a most accidental debutante, Eliza has to navigate the complexities of high society and her new friendships. Her quest for family and belonging becomes perilously entwined with Zadoc Flynn, an American heir in search of an English bride, and the unfathomable Lord Purfoy.

Can Eliza uncover the truth of her past and the family she longs for? And will it be Mr Flynn or Lord Purfoy, or indeed her new female friends, who help her find her place in the world?

In a tale of courage, passion, and self-discovery, this lost orphan must decide where she truly belongs.

My review

Eliza Gray does not know who she is, as when she was just a young child, she got lost and she never knew who her family was. That brought her to Prebbles Flying Circus, where over the years she has built a name with her talents on her horse. But now Eliza wants to know where she came from and thus she leaves the circus on her personal quest. A quest that starts with her being knocked down by a cubicle driven by Earl Purfoy. Raven is shocked that he is the cause of Eliza’s accident, and wants to make amends, by making sure she is looked after by his best friends. Corinna and Alick Wolfe are more than ready to help Eliza, not only to look after her, but also to find out about her past. And why not, even sponsor her into society. The more Eliza gets to know about society, the closer she gets to find her answers. But also the more time she spends with Raven, the more she realizes that there is something. But an Earl and a nobody, that is just not done, right? And let’s not forget that Raven isn’t looking for love at all…

Regency books always intrigue me, as they show us, yes perhaps a romanticized version, of a time not that far ago, how different things were. Yet, even it intrigues me, I am sure I don’t want to live in that era, as I wouldn’t be allowed to have a voice or mind of my mind, something that I for sure have 😊.

I am also very close to my family, even if there are moments that the Langone’s are a bit too much, even for me 😊. So I cannot imagine not knowing who my tribe is, who my relatives are. Especially if just like Eliza, knowing that there is a family out there, but not remembering them. Isn’t that an awful thing to imagine?

So of course I could understand Eliza’s need for answers, she wants to know where she truly belongs. I don’t know how things worked in a circus back then, and it doesn’t seem like a free environment. But I could see how despite that situation, Eliza not only has built some real friendships, that support her and encourage her. But we also see how working in the circus has made her connect with horses. A connection that we continue to understand better the more the story evolves.

Growing up in the circus also made sure that Eliza does not take cr*p from anyone. She is a strong woman, standing her ground, not letting take anyone advantage of her, even talking back isn’t something that scares her, but she is also the kind of person that respects those who are kind to her. She is loyal to them, and when she has made a mistake, she does whatever she can to make it right again.

But on the other hand, Eliza is also someone that doesn’t want to stand in the way. She doesn’t want to add any worries to her loved ones. She doesn’t want to be a burden to anyone, and she for sure doesn’t want to force anyone in a situation they are not comfortable in.

Even if that means not admitting the growing feelings she has for Raven Purfoy, the man that caused her accident, but also helped her afterwards.

Raven for sure is that typical dark, mysterious, distant Earl that we expect from these kind of book. But he is also that typical man, typical Earl, that hides behind a façade and even feelings of guilt.

He is a loyal friend, that is for sure. For those in his circle, he would even try to move the moon. But he is rather closed for outsiders, and doesn’t let people easily in. That obviously comes from somewhere, and I couldn’t wait to discover what that was, and if and how Eliza would be able to bring those walls down.

Where the ‘relationship’ between Eliza and Raven starts as accidental, they slowly bond over a shared passion for horses, and Eliza adapting to Raven’s way of life in a way. Their lives and upbringing couldn’t be more different, but with Eliza stepping into society, and Raven’s determination to help Eliza with her quest, bring them closer and closer.

That quest isn’t that straightforward, but that is also to be expected. And I have to say, that while there is one outcome that I was pleased about, I felt a little bit unsatisfied with the truth, and also with the actions and manners of some people that turn out to be related to Eliza…

This book shows us that love and feelings that truly matter, don’t look at where you come from, but what is in your heart. We see an unlikely even an impossible matching in the making. But isn’t it impossible because we, and society, makes it impossible? That fear and guilt can make us miss out what could turn out to be the best possible thing.

A better way to get your friends off your back, is pretend, isn’t it?

Synopsis

When the beginning of the end is just the start…

Newly single Lola Wild has had her fill of well-intentioned matchmaking friends. Her best friend Mirabel’s hen weekend highlights all that’s wrong with Lola’s life and she knows something has tochange.

With Mirabel’s luxurious wedding in Sardinia fast approaching, Lola is looking forward to switching off, spending time with her friends and keeping her non-existent love life off everyone’s agenda.

Meanwhile, fellow wedding guest Rhys Strickland has his own problems. So when a chance encounter brings Rhys and Lola together they decide to help each other out.

To the idyllic backdrop of white sand beaches and azure bays, they bond over shared heartache, and friendship blossoms as they attempt to navigate the hurt and hard truths of past relationships.

Opening up their hearts and embracing change might be the last thing they expected, but what if a holiday of make-believe can turn into something real?

A heart-warming and uplifting story of vulnerability, self-renewal and finding love when you least expect to.

My review

Lola Wild couldn’t be more happier that her best friend Mirabel is getting married to the love of her life, Fabs. As her husband – to – be’s family is born and raised in Sardinia, Mirabel’s hen weekend is going to take place on the wonderful Italian island. Lola is ready to unwind for not only a weekend, but for a finally holiday. What she can miss though, is being the subject of laughter of her friends, as her latest dating story was truly a terrible one. But Lola is also carrying a darker secret about her last relationship, something she hasn’t shared with anyone. So when she meets Fabs’ best friend Rhys, who himself is in a peculiar situations relationship wise, it makes sense for them to join forces and to pretend that there is something going on between the two of them. For Rhys, it’s the perfect way to show everyone that he is absolutely not affected by his ex now being with his friend. What they didn’t expect though, is that their pretend quickly becomes a real friendship, bonding over heartache, and the feeling that they can share just everything with each other. But as they are only here for the wedding and they are in fact pretending to be falling in love, what will happen after their friends’ “I Do”?

No, I was not biased in even the tiniest bit while reading this wonderful book! It just added an extra layer of marvellousness that the author has chosen for an Italian island as the setting of Lola’s and Rhys’ story. But I have to admit, that while Kate Frost obviously wrote it as Sardinia, I changed it in my mind in the Italian way, being Sardegna 😊.

While it’s clear that Lola is a great character, it is also obvious that there is a dark cloud looming around her all the time. And it isn’t just the fact that her last “date” ended terribly, but mainly how her last relationship ended and yet how it still haunts her…

It saddened me to read how she hasn’t been and still isn’t able to talk about her friends about everything that she has been through and what is still going on. Because aren’t friends there in time of fun, but also and most importantly, in time of need?

Now, before you start thinking badly about Lola’s friends, just don’t. Because all of them like to have Lola as the main subject of their banter, but you can also see the love they have for each other. Especially Mirabel and Lola are truly close, and connect more than with the other ladies.

So for Lola not being able to talk about what she has been through, is only proof of how much it has affected her, and how ashamed and even how guilty she feels about what has transpired. Not that any of it is her fault, because we see how manipulative some people can be. How those who are supposed to loved us, are able to break us, to break our confidence and just our whole persona, pure for their own pleasure and evilness…

And thus it is also understandable that Lola isn’t looking for love at all, despite her friends’ efforts in matchmaking in any way. And thus it makes perfect sense for Lola and Rhys to pretend that there is something growing between them, to just get everyone of their back.

I was very pleasantly surprised by Rhys’ character. Not because I expected Kate Frost to give Lola a terrible love interest, but because Rhys just felt so real.

I could understand the hurt he felt when he learns that his ex is now in a relationship with his friend. And it doesn’t help that firstly, she is part of the friendship gang, but that she is also in a way flaunting it every chance she has. It’s clear that Rhys isn’t in love with her anymore, but it is more about the sneakiness of it all, how in a way he has been being played by her.

Of course pretending to be falling for each other, is a recipe for disaster. But even without them pretending, it is obvious that Lola and Rhys just connect. Even if they didn’t know each other before this trip, they feel that they can trust each other. And it was sweet to read how they start to confide in each other, telling each other the things they cannot tell even their best friends. There is a comradery between them, just great to read!

As both Lola and Rhys are still coming to terms with their failed relationships, I could also understand the fear or reluctance to admit what is growing between them. However, no matter how awkward things are becoming at moments, they are still there for each other when it is necessary. That kind of loyalty is something we all need, don’t we. No matter what we are going through at the moment, in times of need, we all stick together.

I absolutely loved reading this book, as it is not only about the pretend relationship, but also about the real meaning of friendship, no matter how old of new that friendship may be. It is about complicity, being there for each other and allowing love back in (and not just love in the romantic way). It is about chasing demons away (even literally) and finding your confidence and strength back. And all of this, in a beautiful Italian setting, what more can you wish for?

One summer, one grumpy neighbour, one chance at love?

Synopsis

Is this just a summer romance or could it be more?

Nicola grew up at Pennycress Inn, in the beautiful Cotswold village of Meadowfield, and now she’s come full circle by landing a job there. After a difficult few months, she’s happy to be back in the place she loves and calls home.

The whole village is looking forward to the annual summer carnival, and Nicola is charged with asking the local farmers to lend their tractors and trailers for the occasion. It’s an easy task – until she meets the new owner of Little Mead Farm, who stubbornly refuses to help.

On sabbatical from his City job for the summer, Charlie wants to do up his late uncle’s farm and put it on the market as soon as possible. The place might have been in his family for generations but country life is simply not for him. He has no time for whatever the villagers are up to.

When Nicola and Charlie meet, sparks fly – and unexpected feelings grow. Soon there’s more at stake in Meadowfield than the success of the carnival. But whatever happens between them, this is just a summer romance… isn’t it?

My review

Nicola is slowly becoming herself again after a few difficult months, with the discovery of a cheating fiancé. Now she enjoys life again, and is truly happy with how things are going, especially as she is working at Pennycress Inn, a place that she loves deeply. With now summer approaching, it also means that the annual summer carnival is returning, something not only Nicola, but everyone in Meadowfield is looking forward to. Of course such an event cannot take place with volunteers, and Nicola is more than happy to help out. So when it is up to her to ask her neighbour to lend his tractor and trailer, Nicola doesn’t see any issue, as she knows the kind heart of Farmer Williams. Until she learns that in the months of emotional turmoil Nicola was in, Farmer Williams passed away and his nephew Charlie is now the new owner. And  the last thing Charlie wants, is to lend out his possessions to a community he doesn’t want to be part of at all. On the contrary, the quicker he can sell the place and return to London, the better. But the more the summer progresses, the more things start to change between Nicola and Charlie. And Nicola starts to believe in love once again. But with Charlie adamant on returning to London after the summer, where will that leave them?

There are authors that write stories series that you like, but don’t ignite a special something while reading. And then there are authors that manage with an apparent easy story or series, to capture what life and love is all about. And Sarah Hope is absolutely the latter!

Of course it was a real delight to return to Meadowfield, a place where I could easily see myself living a wonderful life. As I loved reading the first book of the series, I couldn’t wait to put my hands on the second book. But if you haven’t read the first book, shame on you! Just kidding 😊 but do not worry, as you can read this perfectly as a standalone. But why would you only want to read this one if you can read two wonderful books?

Nicola is the kind of person that deserves all that is good in the world, yet she had the bad luck to fall in love with Nathan, who betrayed her in a terrible way. And while I know that for Nicola, there is a whole new adventure awaiting, my heart went out to her, reading how those last few months were a struggle for her.

So I  was happy to read how at the start of the book, those struggles were behind her, yet we get an understanding what she has been trough. It felt to me that she has a special spark in her, a joy that is just waiting to come out. Nicola is just this kind, gentle, loving, caring and altruistic person. She is the kind of person you can always rely on, you can always count on in need of help. In fact, she is so kind and helpful that even when she is gently pushed into doing something she doesn’t really want to do, she does it anyway. She is *that* kind of person. The kind of person that in fact, everyone needs in their lives, or even more, to be that kind of person!

Even if I didn’t know Farmer Williams, it saddened me to read how he passed away while Nicola was in her sad bubble. From what I have read, he seemed like a real gentle man, someone that was there for the community. And I could understand Nicola’s shock realizing that this gentle man was no longer… And to make it worse, the farm was now in the hands of his obnoxious and even rude nephew Charlie.

Now, with already one bad guy in the book (in the form of Nathan), I just knew that Charlie would show quickly his true colours, and that we would understand his actions more along in the story. And understand I did.

Because Charlie inherited a farm, while his complete and rather successful life is in London. Meadowfield and London are worlds apart, and it for sure feels like a complete shock for Charlie to be in Meadowfield now. Where in London he can have everything within reach, at Meadowfield he is faced with a community that just has its own ways, and that in fact in a way won’t let you just sit as a bystander.

While things don’t start off great between Nicola and Charlie, the ice slowly starts to melt between them, and even if Charlie is set on selling the place as soon as possible, there is an undeniable attraction between the pair of them.

And reading those bits, truly warmed my heart. Not because Nicola deserves to finally have a good man in her life, but because she needs to see that there are good men around, and that even for her, love is written in the stars…

Obviously the uncertainty of things are weighing down on Nicola, and I understood that she wants some answers of what will happen once summer is over. But I could also understand that she wants to enjoy her time with Charlie, as he understands her better than anyone.

I loved reading how Nicola is not only becoming more and more a ray of light in this story, but she also stands tall when there are moments that someone tries to use her kindness once again. And I absolutely adored seeing Nicola and Charlie together, especially reading how Nicola realizes that her first impression of  Charlie were way off, and she discovers his real character.

Sarah Hope once again took us on a marvellous trip, filled with great characters, she took us together with them on an emotional journey, showing us that love can be hurtful with the wrong people, but with the right people it can be a wonderful thing!

When in Benidorm…

Synopsis

She never expected to find herself in Benidorm. But when life gives you lemons, add a shot of tequila…

Connie’s singing career isn’t exactly going to plan. On a final warning from her agent and failing every big audition, she’s desperate for a fresh start. So when she lands a last-minute gig in Benidorm (of all places) she jumps at the chance – despite knowing she’s completely out of her depth.

Thrown into the wild world of the Dollz, a cocktail-fuelled girl group who love glitter as much as they love drama, Connie struggles to fit in. Then there’s Matteo – the brooding, annoyingly attractive local who seems to be everywhere she turns, throwing her further off course.

As she stumbles through a week of sun, surprises and absolute chaos, Connie has to decide: is this rock bottom, or can she find her own way to shine?

Previously published as Benidorm, Actually

My review

Not only has Connie failed to follow into her mother’s footsteps, but also her own agent has given her a final warning. Because Connie may have a great voice, but ever since losing her mother, she has also lost her mojo and the will to sing happy songs. Now she has been given one last chance, a last – minute gig in Benidorm, where she falls in the world of a girl – cover – band called The Dollz. And their world couldn’t be more different than Connie’s as they live on drama, glitter, parties and lemons. Connie finds it not easy to follow this excentric group in all their antics and chaos. And then there is Matteo, Mr. Window Seat, with whom Connie flew over and didn’t have the best trip. Yet Matteo seems to appears everywhere Connie is… Connie doesn’t know what to think or to feel, but what she does know is that this week in Benidorm will be life – changing, whether it is for the better or for the worse, that is still to be decided…

I am always up to read stories where the main character takes off abroad, in the hope that life will take a change for the better finally. Even if I am a tiny prejudiced towards Benidorm (heard too many stories that I think you know what those may be about 😊), I was ready to give this place a shot to change my mind or at least show me a different side of it.

It isn’t so strange that right from the start of the book, all my sympathy went out to Connie. Her big dream ended in failure and on itself that is already a difficult thing to process, but the fact that her failing was caused by grief, made me truly feel for her.

And it is so typical in life, that all bad things happen at the same time… She lost her mother, she didn’t succeed to get accepted, and now she is on a last warning, bringing her singing career even more at risk.

When Connie takes off to Benidorm, her last chance, it is obvious that this trip will change her life. Although it is not clear how exactly… And saying that the trip to Benidorm itself starts with a positive note, would be a lie. Because on the plane, despite all her good intentions, Connie manages to make a real mess out of it, and yes, you can take it literally… That for sure sounds promising, doesn’t it…

As an extroverted introvert myself, I could understand how out of depth Connie is feeling when she is with the Dollz. They for sure a force of nature, and to be honest, not always in the most positive ways… They are loud, present, into the moment, and yes, even inappropriate at moments. They love life, and are the life of the many parties. They do whatever they like, whenever they like, not paying much attention to made agreements, or even taking Connie’s opinion in account. They even manage to forget about her at all!

Now, they aren’t truly that bad, but I think I can say with a conscious heart that I don’t know if I would pick them as my friends.

But them being so different from Connie, is exactly what Connie needs. Because she needs to get out of her downward spiral, she needs to get out of her shell, she needs to step outside her comfort zone. And who better is up to that task than that bunch of crazy, yet kind – hearted lunatics.

And slowly, Connie start to get out of that dark shell, she starts to see and understand that grief isn’t the end station. Grief hurts, no one will deny that, but you cannot let grief rule the rest of your life. And in an unlikely way, together with the Dollz, Connie opens up more, sees the potential life can give her.

Potential that may or may not bring love in the equation too… Because no matter how badly things started with Matteo, with Connie keeping bumping into him, even that awkward relationship starts to shift. Seeing that change, that evolution, even with the many hiccups that there are between them, was just lovely to read.

This is a story that perhaps has many side characters that are a special kind of taste, but that in the end have their hearts at the right place. Side characters that understand Connie better than Connie herself would imagine they could.

Though several laughs and eyebrow raisings from my side, many awkward situations for the characters, we see that perhaps stepping outside what we know may be the best thing that could happen to us!  

When life goes down, can you find a way back up?

Synopsis

Is it ever too late to bloom?

Meet Celia. Life hasn’t worked out quite how she’d planned.

Since her son left for university, Celia has felt stuck at home – battling with her husband Geoff over control of the thermostat, and without the merest glint of a social life. Her only joy comes from the plants she nurtures in her makeshift plant hospital in their Glasgow flat.

Then three unexpected things happen:

1. She catches Geoff in bed with a secretary from his sausage factory (no pun intended).

2. Her high-flying best friend Amanda arrives on her doorstep without warning (but with a very large suitcase).

3. A tall handsome French teacher asks her to tend his daughter’s cactus back to health.

Suddenly, Celia finds her life in freefall, but she makes a decision: she won’t let this be the end of her. She’ll bring herself back to life, just like the plants she works her magic on. But just how do you change the habits of a lifetime?

My review

To say that Celia has the life she always expected to have, would be a lie. While she loves her son deeply, since he left for university, she feels stuck. And Geoff isn’t for sure the love of her life, as there is for sure a constant battle, from the control over the thermostat to expenses. The only ray of light in her present life, is taking care of the plants that people bring to her plant hospital. But suddenly her life changes drastically, as firstly, she catches her husband with his secretary. Then her former best friend Amanda stands at her door, without any warning but with many presumptions. And a new client appears, a handsome teacher, begging to resurrect his daughter’s cactus. With a life now in turmoil, can Celia find her spark back?

It’s not surprising that life never goes as expected. And it is not a secret that when bad things happen, they all happen all at once.

And when you are a strong, independent woman, you can take it all in your stride. Unfortunately, right from the start of the book, it feels that Celia is not that kind of woman. I am not saying she is a gullible, weak, following – like – a – sheep – woman. But you can hardly say that she stands up for herself and has a clear voice…

And maybe that is why I couldn’t truly warm to her right away, as being an Italian woman myself, I raise my voice often enough and perhaps also too loudly 😊. But I also knew that throughout the story , she would be facing situations where she would stand tall, and raise her voice (in a figure of speech, not literally 😊).

Celia is the kind of person that can be used as an example of how life takes a turn, a different one than expected, and how all your dreams can just fade away. Celia made one mistake when she was younger, yet I liked it how she took her responsibility, and the love she has for her son is just palpable from the pages.

And even if perhaps Geoff isn’t the man of her dreams, and he has flaws, I liked it how in the past he was there for Celia. Of course those feelings evaporate the moment we get to know him better, and he is caught with his *ss in the open.

That specific *ss is the start of the actual growth of Celia, as she has had enough of Geoff and his antics. With him out of the picture now, Celia slowly starts to realize how life can be with having that freedom.

Well, it needs to be said, freedom… Because in the midst of her own turmoil, suddenly she finds at her front door her former best friend Amanda. Former best friend, because once again, life sometimes just goes that way. When you are young, you always think that your best friend will always be by your side. However, not all friendships stand the test of time (and life). So I was a bit surprised to see how Amanda decides that Celia is exactly what she needs in her own time of need. Especially as contact has been rather inexistent until Amanda’s wedding and Celia’s presence that was suprising.

With Celia and Amanda now reunited, there is a strange atmosphere, as their characters and lives couldn’t be more different. But in a way, they are exactly what they both need. Celia needs Amanda to get out of her own shell, and Amanda needs Celia to vent, but also to understand that some behaviours aren’t just okay.

And then there is Enzo… He is a divorced man with a daughter that is obsessed  with a cactus. Sounds rather random, but it will make sense, believe me 🙂. When the cactus takes a turn for the worse, that brings him to Celia, as she has magic fingers whenever plants are involved. 

While the initial meeting is not one to remember, slowly there starts something between them. Not overnight of course, as Enzo himself in a bit in a turmoil, finding his way in the world in a way.

We see in this book three people, with complete different backgrounds and lifestyles, but all at a crossroad in their lives. And in this book, we read how slowly they realize what they want now in their lives, how they slowly stand tall again and how they find their voice again. And that made me like this story, as reading it, is a journey you go through yourself, at the same time the characters do.